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Chapter 59

Author: Bella Silva
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I push open the door of my apartment easily and look around.

Now that I’m safe and free from danger, I feel very lethargic. I have so much to do so we can get out of here by tomorrow, and to make matters worse, Victor isn’t happy with the decision.

I thought he’d be happy. That was what gave me the strength to leave.

Things have never been as messy as they are now.

I put my bag on the couch, and sit down next to it. I stare at the screen of the television for a long time while I try to organize my thoughts. It’s impossible, though, because all I keep seeing is Julius being shot, and tremors travel down my spine in the process.

He died right when he had to. Right when he was going to scare me for life.

All thanks to Evan.

Gratitude is the last thing I ever thought I’d feel toward the man who ruined my life and allowed me to hit rock bottom for years. I had to struggle to keep afloat. Having a baby so young with no means to provide for it was a challenge that I’ll skip in the nex
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