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Chapter 155: despair

Author: Kem-Bee
last update Last Updated: 2024-02-23 19:00:04

The moment I stepped my feet into the pack, beneath Zinnia's enthusiasm and impatience, my instincts began sending off red flags and blaring with warning alarms. It wasn't exactly dangerous, it just felt off. The alarm went off louder the moment I touched Hendrix. I wasn't sure at first because I could still feel a lot of his emotions, but it took a while for me to understand that he was blocking me out of certain emotions.

"Sex with you will always be a phenomenon," the corner of my lips twitched, wanting to spit out what I truly felt, but I held myself back.

"Just because I'm your mate?" Because I'm your mate and not a fool, I can feel that you are blocking me out. Why are you lying to me again? Why is everyone always quick to shut me out?

"And because you're perfect and fucking unpredictable," I don't think you know me well.

"And hot," I grinned. "Don't forget the heat. And you know what else I am? Smart and perceptive. I might not be great at hiding my emotions with you that much,
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