169.ENTRY 011<The Journal>

TRIGGER WARNING: Abuse and abortion.

LUNITA

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First, an open letter to whoever finds and reads this journal. I know you’ll judge me for the things that happen from this entry forward, no matter what emotions you have felt since you began reading.

You’ll hate me and perhaps all your sympathy will be gone because I am almost as despicable as the ones who made me this way. But do not let the things I have done and that I regret, cloud your judgement and the decision you shall make for yourself. This journal was written as both an escape and an answer for all those who question the legitimacy and purpose of the Alpha-Delta project.

Regardless of what I did and who I was, what matters is that I do not want more people like me to go through the same fate.

Read and decide what path you’d choose.

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It was a disaster.

I had the doctor read the results to me more than once. To have him take the test more than four times but it all came out the same way—I was pregnant. While Gre