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127-Entry 004<The Journal>PART 1

Author: Littlest Writer
last update Last Updated: 2023-08-12 23:49:22
L’s POV.

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I stopped counting the days.

Even as I write this, I do not remember exactly when all of these happened. It was hard to keep counting when everyday was just me reliving the same torture over and over again. You’d think it would get better as the days bled into weeks, weeks into months and months into years but it never did and the longer I was in captivity, the sooner I realized that it never would. It could only get worse. And when I met others like me, the only question I had in mind was, what made me special?

What made me different from all of the other Omegas held captive in the MoonBorn pack? What made me believe my fate was worse than theirs?

My fate changed within a minute of me finding out that Mason, my brother who I tried so hard to protect even with my death, was already in the hands of the merciless Alpha who tore our family apart. I always knew—no, my parents always told me we were powerless and a few times, I have experienced it back at our own pack but t
Littlest Writer

When I started writing this book, I really didn’t think I’d delve this deep but here we are…Lol. Stick around, L’s story is only starting. Don’t worry 😉, we have our dose of sunshine Alpha Rex to lighten up the mood a little after the wave of this journal😅 Yes, the next two chapters are still going to be from the journal. The MoonBorn pack is full of secrets and we barely only saw that a few chapters ago when Eudora was there. Connecting the dots already? Let me know what you thoughts are! And brace yourselves! And oh, special shout-out to the readers with the names: Nualya, Wvdarlin, Silva for your comments and votes on my book. Means a lot to me!❤️ And to everyone else who has voted and kept up with the updates of my book, I love you all!

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