CHAPTER 38

With each day, I got better with my lesson. Wade never failed to compliment me on my achievements and speedy learning. I could read almost perfectly by the end of the second week and he was considering teaching me other languages. When I was good at reading and bookwork, I was a total flop in combat training and the use of weapons. Each day got worse and I hardly learnt a thing. I kept pushing myself because it was necessary to know these things. Each day, I didn't see any improvement. I almost cried my eyes out and Wade comforted me. He still believed that I would learn it but I didn't share the same belief and neither did the other instructors.

Today, I was taking a test forced on me by Wade because my lack of improvement was taking a toll on my emotions. I tried to smile but he seemed to see through it. I begged him not to say a word to the alpha so he wouldn't worry and further prove Diedre's words that I was a burden. I also kept a lock on my emotions around him pretending that