Chapter 11It was almost midday and I was very bored. I had absolutely nothing to do and Eiza was nowhere to be found. She had come up in the early hours of the morning to bring me breakfast and prepare my bath but since then I had not set eyes on her again. She would have been the perfect one to keep me company. I thought of some activities that could take away boredom. And after a long thought, I decided to play dress up in front of the mirror. I walked over to the wardrobe to what the beautiful dresses Alpha Thorne sent up for me. I still had not seen him to Th ak him properly. I had gone to his study but was told of his absence.I stood there for a while before picking a lilac dress. It had a simple design but was very beautiful. I put it on gently and walked to the mirror. I stood in front of the mirror, admiring the way the lilac gown seemed to glow in the afternoon light."This beautiful" I turned as I heard the door closing. I was not expecting to see anyone else aside from
I had stayed up in bed almost all morning. I was feeling weak and tired. Eiza had come to do her daily chores as usual. She had persuaded me to take a walk around the estate and I had agreed to it. The morning breeze was a bit chilly and I enjoyed the feeling of being under the soft furry duvet.I remember back at home, I shivered till the cold was over. The only duvet I had was confiscated by Bianca. I quickly pushed that aside. I tried to sleep but it was not forthcoming and as the afternoon sun began to come out, I got up from the bed and decided to take a stroll like Eiza had suggested. I heard a weak knock on the door. I turned, I was expecting to see Eiza but my heart skipped a beat when Alpha Thorne came inside the room. His presence filled the room, I was fully aware of his presence and my body tingled."Good Afternoon, Alpha Thorne" I greeted, "How are you doing today Ava?" he asked, his voice a rich baritone that always seemed to echo within me. "I very well Alpha. I was
Alpha Thorne's POVI was in the hallway, and I saw her in the garden. It was as though she had been waiting for me. I walked closer and faster to meet her.She was beaming with smiles and welcomed me with open arms. I moved closer and held her hands. he looked up at me and for a moment held her beautiful eyes. Ava's skin glowed from the moonlight. I caressed her arms and I felt the slight shiver of her body. She came closer to me and I held her tightly. She clung to me and I loved it. We wanted this moment to be our private moment. We took a walk back to my chambers. And we walked, we talked. I held onto her delicate hands as we walked. We were finally in the confines of my chambers and I hugged her. She looked up at me and I saw a LoC of her hair fall to her face. I gently pushed it behind her ear and my hand brushed light on her skin and I felt her skin. She held my eyes for a while and I reached for her face and caressed her cheeks. Ava closed her eyes as she felt my touch.
The darkness of my room did nothing to hide the bright graphics hunting me in my dreams. I was in a familiar environment. My anxiety heightened as I was sure of my present environment. I was back to my old pack. The thought of what Bianca and Jonathan would do to me made me shiver. And just as I thought, they were standing just by the house, they had a cold and unforgiving stare that bore into me, and their expressions were filled with disgust and meanness.Somehow I was not in control of my movements, I found myself in a small passage in the house, and my heart continued to thump in fear. "How did I get here?" I asked myself I could perceive the familiar scent of rosemary I had been used to when I stayed here. The air was dense with uncertainty, and I could hear Bianca's voice calling out to her, trickling with meanness."Ava! Ava!! Ava!!!" I heard her scream her voice piercing my ears."Ava!!" I heard again but this time in a deeper voice belonging to JonathanI tried to run but
I had spent most of my morning indoors and I was gradually losing my mind from doing nothing. I paced my room seeking a solution to my unending boredom.Weeks had passed since I came to Alpha Thorne's pack. I was tired of being indoors. I had never been used to being idle and I did not want to start now. I wanted to feel useful to myself. While I appreciated everything he had done for me, I just felt staying idle was not best for me since I was trying to forget everything I had been through. I usually had flashes from time to time, I just wanted to get busy. "I have to find a way out of this boredom. I cannot continue like this" I muttered to myself as I sat down on the couch close to my bed. I had to meet with the Alpha again. I had told him about it before but he had given a negative response. Maybe he felt I was trying to pay back for his kindness towards me. i needed him to know how much I needed to work. I was unable to hold it any longer, i stood up with revived decision. If
I was just opposite Alpha Thorne, my eyes were out of the carriage windows. I brought them in occasionally to observe my environment. It began to drizzle outside and so I had to bring my view back inside and so did Alpha Thorne.Inside was silent and all I could hear was the drizzle that had turned into a heavy downpour. I noticed the carriage had come to a halt. It was awkward sitting here with the Alpha and having nothing to discuss. It was almost like the first day I had followed him. The day before Alpha Thorne had met up with I and Nyla. Nyla left since she had some things to handle. Alpha had invited me on a day out today and I obliged. He was trying to help me take away Biredoem and I appreciated that. I was curious to know what he had in mind and where he was taking me, but I decided to be patient. I noticed his glances and sometimes our eyes met but I took mine away immediately. I tried to take in his view without him noticing me. He kept an emotionless face. He sat strai
I could not get over the alpha's gaze when we were at the library. Each time I remembered it my cheeks felt hurt and turned red. While we were back on our way to the mansion there was silence still but it was different. I held on to the few books I had collected. Alpha Thorne had permitted me to take as many as I wanted and I did. I was excited that I would have something to do when boredom sets in pending my next visit to the Great Hall library. But I was so excited I went on this little adventure with the Alpha. I got to explore another angle of my attraction for him. I noticed he was looking in my direction. I sat upright but it was still difficult for me to make eye contact with him. I did not want to falter when I spoke. He was so handsome that I might get lost in his beautiful eyes. "I hope you enjoyed our little escape" his deep voice broke through my thoughts "I enjoyed every bit of it" I reply with a soft tone almost like a whisper I was happy deep within me and I did
I woke up early, feeling enthusiastic about what you had ahead for me. The day was yet to be bright. I was quick to take a shower and get dressed. As soon as the first rays of the morning were out I was ready. I had promised Nyla I was joining her to see the newborn babies and I was ecstatic. I was going to carry a baby today. I had never had the opportunity to do so, I was an only child from my mother and Bianca only had Jonathan. I had no friends who had babies. I was not allowed to have any friends. I quickly raced to the alpha's room. I walked through the hallways and in a few seconds, I stood in front of the alpha's door, my heart thumped in my chest. It had always been a struggle for me to speak before him, most times I ended up stammering. I had to rehearse what I wanted to tell him before I saw him. I took a deep breath before I raised my hand to the door and placed a not-so-loud knock hoping he heard it. I was about to place another knock when the door opened abruptly, "