I had spent most of my morning indoors and I was gradually losing my mind from doing nothing. I paced my room seeking a solution to my unending boredom.Weeks had passed since I came to Alpha Thorne's pack. I was tired of being indoors. I had never been used to being idle and I did not want to start now. I wanted to feel useful to myself. While I appreciated everything he had done for me, I just felt staying idle was not best for me since I was trying to forget everything I had been through. I usually had flashes from time to time, I just wanted to get busy. "I have to find a way out of this boredom. I cannot continue like this" I muttered to myself as I sat down on the couch close to my bed. I had to meet with the Alpha again. I had told him about it before but he had given a negative response. Maybe he felt I was trying to pay back for his kindness towards me. i needed him to know how much I needed to work. I was unable to hold it any longer, i stood up with revived decision. If
I was just opposite Alpha Thorne, my eyes were out of the carriage windows. I brought them in occasionally to observe my environment. It began to drizzle outside and so I had to bring my view back inside and so did Alpha Thorne.Inside was silent and all I could hear was the drizzle that had turned into a heavy downpour. I noticed the carriage had come to a halt. It was awkward sitting here with the Alpha and having nothing to discuss. It was almost like the first day I had followed him. The day before Alpha Thorne had met up with I and Nyla. Nyla left since she had some things to handle. Alpha had invited me on a day out today and I obliged. He was trying to help me take away Biredoem and I appreciated that. I was curious to know what he had in mind and where he was taking me, but I decided to be patient. I noticed his glances and sometimes our eyes met but I took mine away immediately. I tried to take in his view without him noticing me. He kept an emotionless face. He sat strai
I could not get over the alpha's gaze when we were at the library. Each time I remembered it my cheeks felt hurt and turned red. While we were back on our way to the mansion there was silence still but it was different. I held on to the few books I had collected. Alpha Thorne had permitted me to take as many as I wanted and I did. I was excited that I would have something to do when boredom sets in pending my next visit to the Great Hall library. But I was so excited I went on this little adventure with the Alpha. I got to explore another angle of my attraction for him. I noticed he was looking in my direction. I sat upright but it was still difficult for me to make eye contact with him. I did not want to falter when I spoke. He was so handsome that I might get lost in his beautiful eyes. "I hope you enjoyed our little escape" his deep voice broke through my thoughts "I enjoyed every bit of it" I reply with a soft tone almost like a whisper I was happy deep within me and I did
I woke up early, feeling enthusiastic about what you had ahead for me. The day was yet to be bright. I was quick to take a shower and get dressed. As soon as the first rays of the morning were out I was ready. I had promised Nyla I was joining her to see the newborn babies and I was ecstatic. I was going to carry a baby today. I had never had the opportunity to do so, I was an only child from my mother and Bianca only had Jonathan. I had no friends who had babies. I was not allowed to have any friends. I quickly raced to the alpha's room. I walked through the hallways and in a few seconds, I stood in front of the alpha's door, my heart thumped in my chest. It had always been a struggle for me to speak before him, most times I ended up stammering. I had to rehearse what I wanted to tell him before I saw him. I took a deep breath before I raised my hand to the door and placed a not-so-loud knock hoping he heard it. I was about to place another knock when the door opened abruptly, "
"His mate?" "We should head to the nursery to see the babies before it gets late," Nyla said and stood upI suspected how she changed the topic and her eagerness to move on."I thought... You said until noon""I know but we should be there early enough. We do not know who will be visiting" she said as she walked ahead I stood up and followed behind her. But her last words kept tugging at my chest."The Alpha's mate"And he never mentioned it. "Whi are you that he should discuss such matters with?" I thoughtI found myself increasingly curious about Alpha Thorne. It was not just the way he looked at me or the way he seemed to care for her, but the other things I did not know about him, especially the mystery of his love life. It had been on my mind since Nyla mentioned it in passing.She did not seem like she wanted to say more about it. She had changed the topic immediately even when I asked.I had never known that Alpha Thorne had a mate before and I felt a pang of jealousy. The i
ALPHA THORNE's POVI jolted it up from my bed abruptly my heart was beating so fast. I could still remember the details of the dream. Ava's face is very clear she is indeed beautiful. I could still feel the warmth emanating from her body and her sweet voice ringing in my ear.The dream was so clear and too damn real and the discomfort I felt in my groin area, made it almost impossible for me to clear my head. I found myself thinking of her in the most sexual way I could ever imagine.This was not the first time I was having such a dream about her but for my sanity, it was becoming too frequent. My sleep was cut short. I wish I could go back to seeing her beautiful face in my dream until morning when I can make up an excuse to see her for real.what was happening to me? I never thought feelings like this would be mine again but here I was crushing on Ava, I also remembered my time with her at the great library. I could take all day watching her. I was intrigued and drawn to her, I felt
I pressed her chest twice and some water came out of her mouth, I did it a couple of times to ensure there was no excess water in her system. Busta went before me and I ran behind him. the events of the past were about to play on me again, but I was not going to let it. My heart was beating fast and all I could think of was saving her. I cradled her body in my arms. Her eyes were closed and her breath was becoming weak. There was no way I was losing her too. "Ava hold on. please breathe". I whispered desperately under my breath. as I got to the door of the hospital, I continued to whisper to her to know if I could get any signs of her being awake. No reaction at all but there was none."Help is near," I said The doctor was already waiting for our coming since Busta had gone before we informed the doctor and left to attend to other things. Without wasting any time the doctor attended to us. "This way," he said The doctor showed us to the room and then I carried Ava to the l room
I was covered by total darkness. I tried to open my eyes but it was impossible. My limbs couldn't move either. I felt like I was being held down by a heavyweight and I didn't like the vulnerable feeling that came with it."She's still not awake" I heard a voice say. I recognized the voice instantly. "No" I didn't recognize the second voice."When is she going to be awake" Alpha Thorne asked again. They were talking about me? I was awake. I just couldn't open my eyes or move my body for some weird reason. I wanted to tell him that but my mouth wasn't cooperating either. "The situation looks better and I can sense she is healed but I have no idea why she won't wake up""You're the doctor here" Alpha Thorne snapped angrily and if I could move, I would have flinched at the sound of his voice. I felt bad for the doctor. "I know alpha""How can you be so incompetent? How can all of you be so fucking incompetent? She wasn't supposed to be left alone and now she can't wake up because you
"What?" I was shocked by his utterance. He was going to leave here? Why?"That's a rash decision Torren. Why do you want to leave? Where will you go to?"He shrugged. "I don't know but I'm going to leave here and I'll never return. Maybe Matthew would finally know my worth when I'm gone from here" he said bitterly and I didn't think that was a good idea."Don't go Torren. Will you leave everything behind just to prove a point?""Yes. Didn't you want to go far away just so Thorne could realize his mistake?""I didn't want to leave because I liked him, I wanted to leave because of the way I was treated. You of all people should know that. I regretted mating with him because I rushed into everything thinking he liked me. And look how it turned out in the end. It was never a good idea. Running away from it is never a good idea""Hut really, How is it any different from my own? If he doesn't come after me then I can move on. But staying here, grasping at straws and hoping he'll change" "
The next day when I woke up, Thorne wasn't by my side. I wondered where he could have gone or if he was in the bathroom. What if he regretted what happened last night?‘Why would he?’ My wolf asked annoyed.‘Again with your insecurities’ she huffed but I ignored her. 'No, I won't think about it. It was a mistake' I said to myself. 'It's too early this. The day just started' my wolf said and shut me out. 'I was talking to myself. Not you' I spoke but she was already gone. I removed the covers and stood up from the bed, I went into the bathroom to freshen up for the day. I was going to read some books to keep myself busy after my training session later. I went to take a shower and I couldn't help but remember last night and how Thorne held me. No matter how hard I tried not to remember it was just in my head. 'That's because you can't take him off your head' And she was back again. 'Stop it, I don't need your input right now. You always have a way of putting things into my head'
"W-What..." I stuttered, a bit alarmed by his sudden entrance but also self-aware because I was exposed to his gaze."I-I... had...." He stuttered, also unfocused as he gazed at me, coming closer and closer. I stood at the sad spot, my eyes following him as he drew nearer. The moonlight shining on him was intoxicating to look at. His body and huge frame were like a work of art as I gazed at him. When he was close enough, he wrapped his arms around my naked body and kissed my shoulder softly."You look so beautiful" I purred in his touch, pushing my body against his. My nipples had hardened into pebbles and brushed against the rough material of his shirt. "I've seen so many beautiful things in my life. Paintings... Even The view outside is breathtaking." He whispered reaching his hands up to touch mine."But not even the greatest painter in the world couldn't capture the breathtaking beauty of you standing in front of me right now." He whispered with a second kiss on my neck.My e
"Sorry," I apologized again, just for the sake of peace because with the look brimming in her eyes, she was out for trouble and I wasn't in the mood to engage her. "What exactly are you sorry for?" She snapped and I pressed my fingers against my forehead. She really was going to take the long road. "Diedre... this isn't....""I really want to know what you're fucking sorry about. Bumping into me and breaking with what I'm holding or you're sorry for not seeing. Are you blind?" She raged angrily."I just said I was sorry Diedre. You don't have to be rude about it" I raised my voice equally even though I regretted right after for engaging her. "Would the sorry pay for what I was holding, it's very expensive. Not like you can tell the worth of anything with how measly you are"I pinched my lips tightly together, trying to stop myself from exploding. ‘She’s not worth it’ I repeated to myself.“Do you even have the money to buy it or do you just go and steal my brother's diamonds like
Days passed after the incident with Henry and Thorne had contacted the other alphas, they were going to track down the others so they could stop the trafficking of young boys and bring all those who were involved in the disgusting trade to book, serving as a déterrant to others who would think not starting or engaging in something as horrendous as that against small children. I couldn’t believe what they had done all these years, the lives they had ruined. Children were taken away from their families and forced into the harshness of that business. I was alone in the room and I was bored, I walked to the window and looked out. Today looked dull and I was thinking of something I could do to keep myself busy. Eiza had only dropped by earlier in the morning but I was still sleepy so I asked her to let me be. I had yet to see her since that time. Torren would be occupied too. I huffed as I moved away from the window.Since I woke up extra late today, I haven’t done my morning routine and
ALPHA THORNE'S POVAfter speaking with Ava, and she fell asleep in my arms, I left the room. It was hard to convince Ava that I was fine even with the cut, I saw how worried she was but I needed to speak with Mathew. I needed him to clarify some things. I wanted to be done quickly and get back to Ava before she realized that I was gone. And again, despite the situation, I just wanted to go back to holding her in my arms. It’s been a long time since I got to hold her like that and be surrounded by her addictive scent. It wasn’t fun to throw that moment away for crisis. When I arrived at the front of my office, Busta was waiting.“Henry is in the dungeon. Is there anything you’d like us to do until you’re ready to see him?”“Have him bound and watched at all times. I don’t want him slinking out of our sight. He could be the key to cracking the trafficking case once and for all”“Of course alpha. Do you need any other thing? You were injured”“I’m fine. Get me Mathew immediately. We nee
“Are you okay?” I asked, my voice full of concern as I checked Thorne. He held onto the place where he had been stabbed, an annoyed look on his face.“I’m fine” he tried to smile but it did nothing to reassure me. The guards had grabbed a struggling Henry and dragged him away. “Are you fine?” Mathew tried to come close but he held up his hands stopping him. Diedre was crying loudly and I felt pity for her. She had just learned in the most cruel way how her mother had passed.“Let’s go” I tugged him gently and he let me take him away. I led him to his bedroom and sat him on the bed. The healer was called and the stab wound was attended to. He was in slight pain before the healer arrived and after the wound was treated he no longer felt pain, but he looked pale and I was relieved it wasn't something serious. I had been very scared when he was stabbed and I thought something was going to happen to him. I was supposed to be the one lying on the bed with the wound but he came just at the
Thorne came to me after I was dressed.“You look exquisite” he complimented as he kissed the side of my cheeks. “Let’s go” he offered his hands and I took it. We arrived at the large double doors and it was opened wide by the guards who stood at the entrance. We entered the dining and it was only Diedre who was seated, she looked shocked to see Thorne and I coming in together and holding hands. Thorne pulled out my chair for me to sit down and I sat before he took his own chair. "Good evening brother" Diedre greeted Thorne but he only acknowledged the greeting with a nod. I wasn't expecting her to greet me so I just kept quiet. But I felt her flare on me. The bitterness from her was reeking. One could perceive it from a thousand miles away. The servants started dishing the food at Thorne’s order. The others had not yet arrived. I wondered who the special guest was and why the person had not yet arrived. I wanted to ask Thorne about it but I decided to keep it to myself. If he de
After Thorne left, I thought about what he said. For most of the day, our conversation was on my mind. Should I really be blaming him for everything that happened? He was lied to just like I was, he could not have known the truth and still acted the way he did. And he was remorseful about all that had gone wrong. But....he didn't trust me and that's why he believed everything Agatha said. Could I really forgive him and move past this? I thought to myself. It seemed very impossible and difficult. It was not easy for me to forget the pain and humiliation, I remembered how I pleaded with him to believe me but his mind was already set on not believing me. So I didn't think it was possible to move on from that. 'You don't want to forget it and that's why it seems hard to move on but it's possible to move on' my wolf said. 'Can you really forget all the accusations against us? Or is it the whipping? Or is it how he never treated us like his real mate except when he needed to satisfy hims