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59. Guess I'm Not As Strong As I Thought

Aella

Lying in Roman’s arms, I should feel safe, cherished—wrapped in the kind of love that chases away the monsters of the night. But all I feel is trapped.

His arms around me are like steel bands, and though I know they’re meant to be comforting, they feel suffocating.

I want to tell him, I need to tell him—about Vasily, about what happened, about the dread pooling like lead in the pit of my stomach. But my voice has abandoned me, leaving me mute in the face of his questioning eyes.

And then there’s Roman—his eyes filled with questions I can’t answer, etched with a pain I can’t soothe. How can I tell him that his touch, once my sanctuary, now feels like a cage? That his love, which should make me feel treasured, now lays bare my utter vulnerability?

He watches me with concern, the sharp intensity of his gaze softened by the love he clearly still holds for me. But what will happen when he finds out? What will he think when he learns what Vasily did to me, what he made me do?

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Raven4u7
She needs to see a therapist. If she can’t speak to Roman maybe a doctor can help her. So messed up. I hope Vasily gets what’s coming to him.
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jp_webb1
This entire portion written from Aella's perspective is heartbreakingly beautiful. Her emotions feel tangible and completely unfathomable at the same time. So, so, so well written!
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