Chapter 1.
‘Run Aze! Run!’ That kept on running in my mind as I make my way out of this dark forest. I kept on looking at the back, checking if someone was after me. But luckily, I saw none. Just pure darkness that was slowly eating everything in this place. The darkness that I'm about to leave.
I'm only wearing a long white dress that I cut for it to be above my knee because it's bothering me from running
Who would have thought that someone—I mean some creatures are living at the end of this forest. But that's not my concern anymore, all I have to do was to run for my life.
I heard them talking. I am mated with their alpha and everyone was angry at me. I never even wished to be with that jerky little dog—I mean werewolf. I won't even risk my life for a stupid mate thing.
Now, they were all after my life and I don't know if the alpha will do anything about that. Well, I don't care anymore, all I have to do now is to escape in here without looking back and without them knowing where I am.
Since the day that I've been there, everyone treated me like a family. Not until they found out who their Alpha's mate is.
Is that even possible? I mean I know that I never saw who their alpha is, I haven't saw even his face yet but I know his capabilities, I know what he can do. He can easily find and get me in a snap and the fact that I still don't know where to go, bothers me.
I just kept on running, I sometimes fell on the ground because of the tree's roots but even bruises, wounds or broken bones won't stop me.
I feel empty, so empty like I forgot to bring something and it hurts. It felt like I'm being stabbed by knives but I don't have time to go back, either I like it or not. I should continue what I started and that is to run away from everything, including my friends. I know they'll understand me.
I am a coward, I really am. But don't you dare judge me just because I ran away, you don't know anything.
I sighed in relief when I finally saw the road after hours of running. But sadly, I won't find any vehicle or person to ask for help in this past midnight. Everyone's asleep now.
Argh!! I'm not really familiar with this place! I won't even get lost because I have nowhere to go in the first place!
Where should I go? Left, or right? Well right is always right so I'mma go to the left side. I started running again towards the left, I don't know why I can't feel any tiredness but I erased that thought. I should be thankful that I ain't tired right now or else, I'll get caught.
I can only see trees in here, aside from that, there's nothing but an empty place, but as what I’ve said, I should stick with my decision. I'm a coward but I always stand on what my decision is.
If someone can see me right now, they'll think I'm crazy because of my appearance, messy hair, muddy white dress and it's visible that it has been cut. I feel so awful. I started walking this time because I know that no one will go after me, I mean, they should have caught me a while ago since their ten times faster than me, maybe they just want me to leave.
It took me hours and hours of walking till I saw the sun slowly rising as my eyes sighted a car from a distance. Oh, thank God! A new hope filled my heart as the car stopped right in front of me and a man with a pair of amber eyes greeted me.
My eyes literally stocked with his mesmerizing eyes. Not minding what he's saying, his eyes magnetized my attention already. I traced his nose from his eyes then his pinkish kissable lips using my eyes.
"Miss? Hey! Are you deaf?" I snapped out when I heard him raised his voice.
"Uh…yes?"
"Oh, I thought your deaf or something. By the way, can I help you? I saw you from afar and I assumed that you needed help, never expected that I'll find a goddess in a place like this.”
"Oh, yeah. I…can you help me get out of here? I mean, if that’s fine with you." What's happening with me? I'm not a fan of love at first sight, okay? Maybe I was really just mesmerized by his eyes for me to stutter.
"Sure, hop in." He opened his car's door for me and I didn't hesitate to go in. I shouldn't trust him but I need his help right now.
"So where should I drop you?" he asked as he started driving.
"I actually don't have a place to go now," I answered him honestly.
"Can I ask you what happened? You actually look like you've been kidnapped and escaped, should we report this to the police?"
"Uh no... I just got lost actually, so yeah," I answered awkwardly. I don't have any idea what to answer him.
"So, I'll just take you home with me for you to change then." Oh shoot! Where should I go?
"O... kay," I said unconsciously but honestly. I really don't have any plans for my life. I just tried to escape and the boom! I'm here, trying to figure out where I should go and how I can live.
"Can I... Uhm live with you for a week? I mean—if that's ok with you, I- I'll try to pay you if I found a job. I just really need a place to stay." I said. I know that it's not necessary for a woman like me to ask a stranger- especially a guy to let me stay with him but I'm really desperate now.
"Sure, I actually have available rooms since I'm living with my own now so there's no one in there except me, are you comfortable with that?" I just nodded. I sighed with relief knowing that I won't be homeless, for now.
We stayed quiet ‘till we get to his place. He opened the door for me and welcomed me.
It's a big house for a man living by his own. It can actually fit a whole family.
"Sorry, I haven't really cleaned yet so it's still messy," he said as he picks some used clothes from the floor.
“It's okay." I walked towards his couch and sat there. I won't wait for him to ask me to sit. I'm too tired to stand for minutes again.
"Follow me. I'll bring you to your room and give you some clothes to change," he said and started walking.
Hm... nice ass. I'm not a pervert okay? I just admire him, that's all.
I walked after him to the second floor of his house.
"This will be your room. My room is just beside this so you can call me if you need anything. But, don't ever go to the third floor," he said after he guided me to enter my room.
"By the way, you can use the clothes in the closet right there." He pointed out the closet in the right side of the room just beside the comfort room. His menacing amber eyes landed on me before he left the room.
I picked some clothes and took a shower before going to the bed. I want to have a nap but I'm having a hard time to sleep, trying to figure out what I can do.
I started on the blank ceiling and waited for myself to be eaten by sleep.
Chapter 2I woke up because of a weird noise in the middle of the night. And it seems like it's coming from the upper floor which is the third floor. There are loud noises like someone is running desperately, then a loud creek followed.What's happening? Are we in trouble?I stayed on my bed—lying, trying to figure out what was causing that noise because it still doesn't stop. I suddenly felt a bit of fear in my system. Should I check it or not? That floor is out of limit for me, right?Agh! I'll check it! Okay Aze, breath in, breath out. You can do this!Of course, I go anywhere when I'm feeling unsafe and he can't do anything about that.I slowly get up and out of my curiosity I walked out of my room to check on what's going on.I tip toe to suppress my noise. I am now in front of the stairs but something is stopping me from going upstairs. My heart is beating so fast like my life depends on it.I
Chapter 3.My jaw almost dropped with his answer. That's not gonna happen, I won't stay with him for a long time, I'm sure of that.I don't trust a guy like him. He may be an alpha but he can't make me do what he wants even though he's hot.I decided to roam around his library, I actually don't like reading books but I need a better excuse to avoid him.A book suddenly got my attention, the title was written in a different language that's why I can't understand it but its content is written in English.I don't know why this book got me, the cover is just a plain black but it really feels different, like I need to read this.The most powerful creature, that's the words that are written in the first page.Vaewolfves, a werewolf-vampires hybrid. Pale skin, red lips, and has an ability to change its appearance in either vampire, werewolf, or human. It often doesn't show in an early age, the creature will stay in
Chapter 4.----FLASHBACK----I'm here, lying on the ground in this dark night. I'm searching for a playmate but I found no one, don't they want me to play with them?I almost jumped because of shock when a man held me from behind, but before I can even look at him, he made me smell something and that made me sleep.~"Shut up kid!" A man from behind me shouted and started to hit me with a belt in the back. I was just asking for him to let me play even just for a minute, was that a bad thing?It's already a month after I've been here but why can't they stop hurting me? I never disobeyed them, I'm a good girl."Ouch, please have mercy on me. I'll be a good girl I promise." I started crying when I felt the pain and my back was slowly getting numb.Pain, so much pain... Huhuhu m-mommyyy I just want to play, I'm not even asking for a toy,
Chapter 5. I woke up and did my morning routine like nothing happened last afternoon. That's what I always do, cry and then move forward, but I can't forget. I can't do anything, I need to move forward but I'm just a human who also gets hurt. Though my heart aren't intact anymore, I can still feel it... The pain that is chasing mo everyday making my life so heavy and the bed of sorrow that I'm lying to because no one even tried to get me up. I can't always pretend every day, I can't be brave every day because it's hard, it's totally hard for me to do that. I want to be true to myself for even just an hour or two. I stepped out of the room and tried to find blade but he seems nowhere to be found. I tried going in every room, I even tried checking the last floor but he's not there. Did he left? Where would he go? It's a great news right? But why do I feel sad for not seeing him? Oh hell erase that thought! I should celebrate because no one
We sat on the couch, both close to each other, my heart is beating rapidly just by being this close to him. I still can't believe what has just happened. I don't know why I've said those words to him. It feels like my heart has been longing to say it to him but my brain kept on denying that, so as my pride kept on stopping me from admitting what I'm feeling.It took me a lot of courage before I did that. I don't know where these feelings came from but I think it's because I'm mated to him which brought me an intense feeling of love that can't be helped anymore. I'm hopeless in a positive way.I felt him touched me and made me sit on his lap, he started caressing my hair lightly making me feel his love through his touches. His soft hands brought chills down my spine.I'm not a vocal type of person, I won't tell him that I do but I still can't help myself but to move without my mind's permission.I heard from others back then that he's cold to everyon
"We're going back to my pack," he said out of nowhere that made my eyebrows met. Why so sudden? I mean we came here a week ago because I ran away from them and now he decided to go back like nothing happened? Can't we stay here for a while?What if they're still mad at me? What if they still can't accept me? I don't want him to choose between me and his pack, I'm selfish, yes I am but I don't want him to feel like I'm controlling him, that's unhealthy for a relationship that just started even though destiny itself is the one who mated us."But blade, you know that our situation now is still complicated, I don't know if I can face them, some of them- or maybe all of them still hates me, you can always go back there but I won't" He sighed with my answer. Am I giving him a hard time? Should I just sacrifice now?"Mi Reina, we need to face them, I promise, I won't let anyone hurt you, trust me this time my queen... Please.." he pleaded and I know that I can't
There is a table for two, candlelight in the middle of the table, food, wine, and a man playing the violin just beside where Blade is. It looks like a romantic dinner date, the date that I've been dreaming to experience since I became a lady that only he can give me, and here it is.He's wearing a formal suit, which made him more manly and handsome even though he already is, I never saw him in this attire before but he looks good in it, it suits him and I can imagine making love with him with that attire of him on, but I immediately erased that thought as I know that he can always read my mind.He met me at that stairs, looking at me with his glowing eyes, I'm just wearing a simple t-shirt and shorts because I didn't know that he has this plan. He then held my hand to help me walk down the stairs without leaving his eyes on me. He's such a gentleman, my man."Flowers for my beautiful mate" he gave me the bouquet of red r
Three weeks had passed and the blood moon will now come out after a month of waiting, time flies so fast, right. It seems like I've just read that book yesterday although it was actually a month since then.That's why I'm afraid of time, it can change anything and you can never fix it when time doesn't want to, if everyone was afraid of creature like us, then I'm afraid of how time work because you can never turn it back the way you want to, you will just find yourself reminiscing but not going back in time to change everything. I admit that I sometimes wish to turn it back then I'll realize that it's impossible. Now look at me now, waiting for a useless thing.I was actually waiting for it, the blood moon and I still don't know the reason why, I'm just really curious, though I won't witness the vaewolf with my own eyes since I don't know whom it will be, it could be more amazing if I'll watch that myself but let's just wait, maybe there'll be a sigh or something on wh
I just get back home immediately thinking that I was able to wipe them all out but then I found out that there are still those people that I missed out and instead of going back, I called my men to kill them all. I kept on talking to them even though I know that Aze is listening for I can feel her presence just behind the door. She can never hide herself from me because I can feel and hear even her heartbeat. I found her there and just as I expected, she really listening to whoever I'm talking to but to my surprise, I saw her with tears falling down her cheeks and found out that she's jealous because she assumed that I'm pertaining to some woman. How the hell will I even cheat if I'm already head over heels on her? So I did what I can do to make her feel better and that night, everything happened. I marked her as mine- I marked her body as my property and so as confessed my love to her which she answered that she's feeling the same way. &nb
Blade"Daddy! Come on! I want a baby brother already!" Avi kept on saying that to me while posting her lips. She's such a cutie and I know she got that from her mother.I just scratched the back of my head for I don't know how to answer it. I mean she's still my princess and I don't know how to explain her adult things but I also don't wanna lie to her so might as well keep my mouth shut. She's an innocent little princess. I looked at my wife to ask for help for I know that she can explain it to our daughter in a good way but she just rolled her eyes at me like she's telling me that I should deal with this for this is my fault. Oh damn."Sure baby, I can give you a baby brother only if you're mommy will agree," I said while sitting in front of her for our height to be just the same and making her sit on my lap and that way, it'll be Aze who'll need to answer her this time. That's a great idea, right? I'm such
It's been a week since he explained everything to me. At first, it was hard for me to believe him. I mean how will I even believe him if all these years, I thought he just fooled me? He can't even blame me for my trust issues but I guess it was still partly my fault for my trust in him was weak enough for me not to hold on to him on those times where waves and waves of problems are trying how strong our relationship is. It wasn't easy for us, I know that and we should have trusted each other instead of leaving without even letting the other one explain. That's where I was wrong but he should have also told me that part of him. I could have accepted him if he didn't wait for someone to tell it to me in a way where I'll hate and disgust him.I just couldn't contain it anymore because pain already took over me that I don't even have any strength to hear him out. Everything just drained me. I was so exhausted with too much emotion I felt that day that made me
"A-are you planning to kill me?" I asked him again after hearing the door screech and I'm assuming that it's him. Of course, who else will visit me here? Is he checking if this time is the best time to kill me? Pathetic, but I can't even shout at him because I know that if I did, it will be the end of me. I'm expecting that to happen. He can even make me his dartboard just for him to enjoy and that's what terrified me not because I'm afraid of him but because I'm afraid to die if that means I'll leave my daughter alone and he'll surely have a way to get her the moment he found the truth out. He can easily get her the moment I die and my poor baby will just experience hell with him. That will never happen. I will protect my daughter from him because he doesn't deserve her in the first place. I'm glad he still doesn't know a thing about her.I don't want him to know for I know that he'll take my daughter away from me and hurt her just like what he did to me.
I woke up feeling a bit of pain in my temple yet it's still unbearable so I just erase it in my mind and yawn thinking about how good my sleep was but I immediately get up after knowing that I'm in an unknown room and I can hear the wave's tranquil sound that's soothing my ears. But instead of appreciating it, I am bothered. I am at a party last night and then this happened. What the hell! Does that mean I'm with him? Does that mean he again got me? No... This couldn't happen... I don't want this to happen. Why did he take me here and how did he manage to plan all of this when he's not with me and he knows nothing about what's running in my mind? We just saw each other for fuck's sake after years so what is he up to?What the hell is he planning to do with me? I know he has one... It's impossible that he just did this because he saw me and I have a bad feeling about this. And if he managed to manipulate our situation and turn things the other way around, t
I plastered a big smile on my face the moment I entered this familiar place again. This palace... It's been years yet it still brings nostalgia to my whole system like it was just yesterday. I can clearly remember everything I've been through inside it- both happy and worst moments. Nothing changed but the aura surrounding this place- a dark and intimidating one that was actually colorful when I was still here. I guess this palace's true color just showed itself to me.My memories kept on playing over and over again like a broken tape telling me that my life started here. Everything started here, I'm aware of this but it already ended and will never go back to its place because change is the only thing that stays and love isn't included in that. My mind seems to be playing with me, it keeps on reminding me how I've smiled laughed and cried my heart out here but that's already my last because this time, I'm here for an evil plan. A plan that can't be ruined
"Are you sure about this, Aze?" Mom asked me for the nth time today and then again, I just nodded at her as a response. How many times have I heard her ask me this question today? I can't even count it anymore and no matter how many times I'll tell her that my decision is already final, she just kept on sighing deeply, she obviously doesn't want me to leave. She's the one who's stopping me to do this since the day of my training.Yes, I took a training lesson but it's just my brother who teaches me things. I also met someone in the same situation as me- yes, a vaewolf just like me. She teaches me everything she knows. She came from a different pack but she knows almost everything about vaewolves and what we can do. There are still things that she doesn't know but she definitely knows 90% of it and I learned a lot from her.She's a great woman, sadly, both of us experienced different situations but the same pain. She also became a
Time passed so fast just like how fast the wind can pass a place. I can’t still remember hating myself for being pregnant and not wanting to have a baby because I know that he's the father but I didn’t know that it’ll be such a blessing a will save me from everything. I didn't know that this is the one that can complete me and change me into a new Aze who deserves to be called a mother.I was always lost and I didn’t even bother to find myself. I was angry at everyone because I thought they'll all just betray me in the end. I don't even trust myself because I am still capable of hurting myself yet this angel did. This angel found me and save me from my misery. I once thought that being a mother will be hell for me- that I won't be successful in raising a little angel and I'm not capable of doing so but I was wrong. I can’t imagine that I was able to take it- to give birth and raise a child and that’s because of them. Tho
No… This can’t be happening. Oh, God… Please, no. Don’t let our fake love have fruit. Don't let something unwanted happen. I don’t want a memory of him to stay with me for the rest of my life. I can't even imagine looking at a child that reminds me of my heartbreak and betrayal. That will totally be hell for me. That may even seem like the world is punishing me again. Yes, I once wished to have a family with him back then but everything has changed now… Now what? They will give me a child when I already don't want one from him? Goddamn it! Please... Please make this disappear and take this out of my system. I can't... I don't think I'd be able to do this- to become a great mother. I don't want a child hurting just because her mother is hurt. I don't deserve this and I can't handle this now that I already lost everything.I won't be worthy enough to be a mother and I don't know why it is given to me. Is it even a gift