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2021-08-06 05:48:53Who should I trust then? Who should I trust when everything around me seems so complicated? How can I believe anyone when even destiny can lie to me? How huh? Because I don't even know the answer!
But I want to ask Dash first, I want to know where and how did he get this. I want to know why he's doing this, I wanna know everything but I'm scared, scared of the things that I will know even though it's still not confirmed yet. I need both of their sides, I want to hear their explanations but I still want to punch Dash for playing with my mind and making me confused.
I'm slowly losing my grip... Please give me something to hold on or else I'll break my pieces into ashes till they can't be fixed anymore.
I slowly removed his head on my lap and transferred it to a pillow, this won't wake him up because I made him used to my noise movement. I know when he's really sleeping or when he's taking it, werewolves only sweet once a week and here he is, fast asleep with
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"A friend of mine just saw them while he was wandering around the forest, hunting something to eat then he saw the two of them and took some evidence, then gave me this after passing by my place. So I assumed that you might be interested to read this, aren't I a good man to be concerned about you? You should be thankful for that," he explained but I'm still not convinced, I don't trust his smiles neither his eyes.I can't read his mind, it is well blocked, it seems trained not to be read by creatures that are more powerful than him like me. I usually read other people's minds when I want to even though it's only for mates, that's one of the abilities that I know I possess because some are still not coming out- I just wish that they won't come out now or else he's the first one that I'll kill using my abilities."A friend of you huh? Then why would I trust that? This can be photoshopped or something, and besides, I don't even know whom you're talking about. Can you show
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"I trust you Blade" I answered him, those four powerful words are enough for him, I know that. I was so mad a while ago but his voice calmed me down just like how I'm assuring him now. He always lightens up my mood, he always eases every burden in me, and he's the one who always wipes away my sorrows, that's why the both of us attracts although we're completely opposite and I'm so proud of how we both grow in each other's arms and on how our rhythm of love changed into a rhythm where both trust and love are included.Beyond our differences and misunderstandings, we'll still strive to end up in each other's arms, comforting each other with the warmth of our bodies and the depth of our hearts. We will always end up being each other's strengths and weaknesses at the same time. It's hard, having a complicated relationship is hard, for I am cursed and he's not but I know that we'll both get through this, we'll be each other's strength to fight everything that'l
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"Woah! See you look gorgeous! No need to be shy around those fucktards who made you suffer! Just flip your hair at them and let them be punished by your beauty! Now let's go! I'll just tell blade to hire you as my personal maid though you won't really don't anything but have fun and live the life that everyone forbid you to. Let them see how the damsel in distress woman, became the lady that they never expected you to be," I told her in glee but she didn't listen to me, rather, she stared at her reflection, stunned at what she's seeing like she never imagined herself in this situation although I didn't do anything in her face, it was so natural and I don't know why she doesn't know it.People can really be blinded by judgment. Look at her- look at the both of us. She can't appreciate herself for everyone told her how worthless she is. I can smell how insecure they are from here. Funny that they kept on forbidding an innocent one to be happy just because of their insecurities-
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"Look at yourself in the mirror, Via, and tell me who wouldn't want you, you're my friend, and my sister, if I am feared by them, then you should be feared too, okay? Don't let yourself be eaten by the judgments of them," I cheered her up because that's the truth, I'm not like this to my friends but she's younger than me, and as her older sister by heart, I promise to protect her at all cost because we should be slaying and not crying in the corner of the room with fear and agony.I am not that friendly but I do know how to treat someone how they deserve to be treated- like how I was supposed to be treated, I like her to be happy because everyone forbid me to even feel happy. At least I made someone happy in the middle of my misery. That's quite satisfying, isn't it?"Thank you, Aze, thank you so much. I don't know why the majority hates you, I can't understand why they all are judging you, but you deserve being the Alpha's mate, you deserve being treated like a Queen"
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