*ALYSSA*
The New Dawn wasn't a small pack, but it wasn't that large either. At least compared to packs that I knew of. There was hardly anyone I didn't know or who I didn't at least find familiar. Except the man I'd been in the water with earlier. I didn't know him. And he also wasn't familiar. I would know because I didn't think I could ever forget it if I had crossed paths with him before.He was downright heart stopping.His hair was a dark shade almost like his eyes. I'd never been so attracted to someone's looks. He had an aura of dominance around him that was so natural I was a little taken aback. I hadn't even been able to look him in the eyes for long. There was just something so commanding about him that I couldn't place my finger on.And his speed. How had he been able to run so fast? I'd been the one to challenge him. I had been heartbroken that my sister had not wanted to speak to me and I had really needed to take the steam off. I was the one person Jenny never turned away from and my parents had forced her to do just that for the first time ever.My wolf had detected a worthy opponent in him and the competitive part of me had reared its head. In the end I'd lost and he'd won. I'd almost fainted after the run but he didn't look even the least bit tired. I'd even gotten the feeling that he had been letting me take the lead on purpose.I had never felt so curious about a person in my entire life. I couldn't tell which part of him I loved the most. His human side or his wolf. His wolf was breathtaking. I had been so mesmerized with his onyx eyes and black regal fur, a shade lighter in some places than the rest.How had I never seen him before?The door to my room pushed open and I turned around to see who it was. My eyebrows narrowed in annoyance and confusion when I realized it was my parents. Turning my attention back to the blank spot I'd been staring at, I paid them no attention."Where's Jenny?" My mother asked.The flat question had me whipping my head to face my mother. She looked expectantly at me like she expected me to immediately give her the answer to her question but there was a hint of worry in her eyes. Why was she asking me where Jenny was?I let my gaze slide from her to my father and then back. "Jenny's in her room," I answered a bit tentatively. My wolf was on edge and a dull roaring began in my ears. If my wolf was on edge about Jenny then I knew that something wasn't right. My heart began to race.My father's eyes pinched as he looked at me like he always did when he was trying to figure out whether or not I was telling the truth. Why would I be lying? "She's not there," He informed me, watching closely for my reaction. "Her door was locked and when we broke it down we discovered that she wasn't in the room."What?Utterly confused, I marched past them and headed in the direction of Jenny's room. I left Jenny in her room, I was a hundred percent sure of it. After she had yelled at me to leave her alone, she had locked me out so I wouldn't get back in and try to bother her while she ironed out her thoughts. I got to her room and pushed her door open, not knowing what I was looking for exactly.There was no way my parents would be joking about something as important as this. Not with guests from The Blue Moon Pack just down the stairs. Her room was empty as a part of me had known it would be. Pulse racing I walked straight to her dressing table and opened one of her drawers. Pulling out her jewelry box, I removed the first layer and then found the note I'd suspected would be there on the second.My eyes quickly skimmed over her words, dread beginning to spread in my chest. I read the final sentence feeling a tidal wave of different emotions come at me all at once. I was disappointed, hurt, angry, confused, scared and even a little disgusted. Really Jenny? This was the best you could think of?Running away?My parents footsteps sounded behind me and I shut my eyes in despair. I already had an inclination as to how this was going to play out. My heart split apart all over again. How could you have done this to me Jenny? What am I going to do with these people? My mother snatched the note out of my hand and no doubt began going through it."She ran away," My mother whispered in shock. I had a feeling she wasn't trying to be manipulative around me for once in her life. The shock was real. As was my anger. I bit down on my tongue so hard to stop myself from lashing out that I drew blood. I turned to stare at my parents, making sure that they could read the hostility in my gaze. "How could she have run away? The Alpha of Blue Moon is right down stairs-""Really mother?" I couldn't help but interrupt, trying as much as possible to not raise my voice. Dear goddess, I was filled with so much rage I had no idea what to do with it. I had a feeling a run in the woods wasn't going to easily distract me this time. "Your daughter just ran away because of your actions," I gritted out. "And all you can think about are the people down stairs?"My father's eyes flashed angrily. "Watch your tone young lady," He scolded. I was extremely tempted to yell 'or else what?' at him but I didn't. Even though they were so annoying and frustrating and they irritated me with their actions and decisions more than half of the time, they were still my parents and I still had respect for them. Hell, our relationship at this point was more of Alpha, Luna and pack member than father, mother and daughter.I pinched the bridge of my nose, making a herculean attempt at calming the storm that was rising inside me. I sat down on Jenny's bed as my father began to pace. I hated that I was concerned at the look of worry on his face when I was almost a hundred percent sure that it was there for all the wrong reasons."We can't let them leave here without introducing Jenny to them, Marie" He said to my mother. I narrowed my eyes at him and bit my lip to keep myself from speaking. Why were they so concerned about forming an alliance with The Blue Moon? Why was it so important to them? "It would have been better if we had never sent the invitation out in the first place than for us to have invited them over to waste their time."Despite my resolve to ignore them and leave the room, I found myself speaking up. "Why is it so important that Jenny mates with him?" I asked as calmly as possible, pleading with my eyes for them to not disregard me for once. For them to acknowledge that I wasn't still a child and that they could actually seek my opinion on things that were important to the pack.To them.It was pathetic to realize that even after all these while I still wanted my parents' admiration and respect. Still shamelessly craved for their pride in me and their trust in my abilities. It was sad, really. If they hadn't stopped treating me like a little rebel by now then chances were that they probably never would.Their gazes locked for a second before my father spoke up. I tried to hide my surprise at the fact that he was even bothering to offer me an explanation. This was definitely a first. "If anything happens to me then there's going to be war." He stated calmly, "You think a lot of the other packs don't know that I have no one to take over as Alpha after I'm gone?"He walked up to Jenny's room window and stared outside. "And here's the truth Alyssa, anything can happen to me." He turned to fix his attention on me, a sad look in his eyes. I found it extremely weird that he was capable of being so vulnerable. It was obvious from his tone of voice and the way his shoulders were slightly slumped that he was truly concerned.His gaze drifted to my mother and then back to me. "I could go off to war and not come back. I could sleep and not wake up. What then?" My eyebrows furrowed in concern. Why was he talking like that? "There would be an attack on the pack. A lot of people would be fighting for control and the pack would be vulnerable." Dread slowly settled in my chest. "Your mother, you, Jenny, everyone would be at risk."My mother walked towards him and put her hands in his, giving him an encouraging smile. "What kind of Alpha leaves his pack unprotected like that? Leaves his family?" He asked, meeting her eyes briefly. "The Blue Moon is the strongest pack around us. It makes sense that we would form an alliance with them." He explained. "Every decision I make is with your mother, your sister and you in mind. And then the pack."I rose to my feet, already seeing reason with him. I didn't know if he was being manipulative or not but I had to agree that he was making complete sense. The Blue Moon was the strongest pack around. There was no doubt that they already had solid alliances with a few other packs. Getting them on our side would be getting those packs on our side too. If anything should happen to my father, other packs would think twice before they came at us."And Jenny has just thrown that down the drain," I was a bit startled to realize that I was the one who had spoken. I was angry at Jenny all over again but this time for a different reason. How could she only have thought about herself? How could she be so selfish?Shit.I instantly felt horrible at the direction my thoughts had taken. Jenny was not a bad person. I of all people knew that. Hell, wasn't I part of the reason she had refused my parents decision? Whether or not I wanted to admit it, I had a hand in how this turned out. I had to fix it. She had obviously not understood things from my parent’s side. And for all I knew they were both just trying to manipulate me like they've always done. "So what now?" I asked, my voice laced with worry.They looked at each other for so long I knew they were communicating through their mindlink as mates. I tried to breathe properly when they both turned and fixed their attention on me. Dread filtered through my chest, quickly spreading to every part of my body. My father cleared his throat lightly. I knew what he was going to say even before he said it."We need you now more than ever, Alyssa." His face brightened with a bit of hope. "We need you to take Jenny's place." I released a slow breath at his request already knowing what my reply was going to be. I asked them to give me a minute to change into something better in Jenny's closet and then we exited the room.I walked slowly down the stairs, my parents a few steps behind me. I couldn't believe that the table had turned so quickly. I couldn't believe that I was actually on my way downstairs to meet with the beast. I shut my eyelids for a moment , reminding myself that I was doing this for the pack and no one else. Not for my parents. Not for myself.Not even for Jenny.Taking a deep breath at the foot of the stairs, I took a turn into the grand room and felt my blood turn to ice in my veins. My entire body tensed and I couldn't stop my eyes from widening in shock. My breath hitched in my throat and for a second I forgot to breathe. I couldn't believe my eyes. It was him.The domineering man from the woods.*Alyssa*I couldn't believe it. Of course, it explained why he seemed unfamiliar to me. I couldn't believe that I had already met with the Alpha of The Blue Moon pack, a man known for his cruelty and coldness. As I thought back to when we met I realized that I should have figured it out sooner, I could sense his domineering aura and something in him attracted my wolf for a reason. My wolf could sense he had a strong presence and the essence of a cold and domineering leader but I had neglected that feeling and only focused on beating him in the run, due to my competitiveness.I sat quietly across from my soon-to-be mate, I was asked to exchange pleasantries which I did obediently. I could sense his gaze on me as my father spoke to him about matters that I decided were none of my concern and only sat quietly in hopes that it all would come to an end soon. I made sure to keep an indifferent look on my face when we exchanged glances so he wouldn't get any ideas that I would be a meek mat
*Alyssa*I woke up to a bright sunny day, I looked out my window and took notice of the bright blue sky outside. On days like this, I'd smile and roll over on my bed, but today I felt gloomy. Not only am I going to be leaving my pack but I am also not going to be able to see my sister again. I wondered how she was doing. Where she was? And all I can do at the moment is to lay quietly on my bed and see what fate throws at me next.With that in mind, I let my thoughts wander back to what had happened the night before. I had indirectly asked Rurac to leave on purpose, I truly wanted to be alone. That feeling I got when we were too close to each other was something I couldn't apprehend, I choose to believe it was because of the emotional rollercoaster I'd been going through but then I couldn't stop thinking about that moment with him.I genuinely thought I'd be repulsed by his presence but I found myself getting attracted to him at the pond and I couldn't get the feeling of being close to
*Rurac*I closed the door behind her, respecting her privacy. I loosened up my shirt before taking off my golden Rolex watch and shoes. I heard the bathroom door open and turned to see Alyssa wrapped up in my towel, she had her gaze fixated on the ground; 5 feet away from where she stood.She slowly walked to the dressing table and moved her hair beautifully to the side; I looked at her shoulder lustfully. Her milkish skin called to me. I couldn't help but wish for the ability to magically get rid of the towel, so I'd be able to see all of her."Let's complete the mating ritual now," she spoke up. After some minutes, I got behind her. I placed my hand to rest on her hip and greedily took in a lung full of her delicious lemon grape scent. I looked at her reflection in the mirror, she had her eyes closed in anticipation of what was to come. I placed kisses on her shoulder and felt her shiver from my advances, I slowly and carefully grazed my fangs on the sensitive area right before sinki
*Alyssa*I woke up the next morning feeling quite refreshed. I raised my hand above my head in a stretch and yawned wildly. I blinked simultaneously to clear up my clouded eyes and soon I was able to see my environment pretty clearly. I thought back to last night and my smile quickly faded, Rurac hadn't consummated our mating. He backed off at the last minute.I remembered his words to me "I'll take you when I am finally able to win your heart, mind and soul. Once I have those three, I'll finally take your body too" and with that; he left me there. Wide spread on the bed. And that's what had happened last night. I was relieved that he had a soft side to him and he didn't want to touch me until he could finally win over my heart.But the thing is, he won't ever be able to win my heart. I could tell he was a nice person, I just hoped he could be a faithful mate. He was unknowingly challenging the effects of our mating bond, by taking on this challenge; he would have to fight his hunger f
*Alyssa*"I had to", "You had to? You are the Alpha. When your pack members make a mistake they should feel free to speak to you about it and expect to be forgiven but your only means of punishment is death. They are werewolves, your pack. What kind of Alpha are you" I knew my words greatly annoyed him, but I said it loud and clear without holding back. I stared challengingly into his eyes and suddenly, he came onto me. His hand was on my neck, but he wasn't strangling me. He pinned me down onto the bed and hovered above me with his eyes blazing with anger."You need to watch your tongue Alyssa. Don't forget, you also broke two of my rules last night and I couldn't resist punishing you right here right now", "What are you gonna do? Kill me? Just how you killed those two werewolves?" I didn't back down, I kept my gaze fixated in his eyes waiting for him to make a move. I could feel his anger but I couldn't care less."Yes, that's exactly what I am going to do to you." Really? He was goi
*Rurac*I wondered who could have barged into my room and touched Alyssa. I could feel her uneasiness from miles away but I'm not willing to come home yet. I had to find out which one of the rouge werewolves did this to her, they dared to touch my mate. Oh, it's hell on them.I shifted to my werewolf form and got down from the huge rock I had climbed to find a clue of their hideout. I knew of their intentions but I didn't know they had a leader and an organization. I only found out about it today, and whoever it was that came to Alyssa; I had a feeling it was their leader. His aura lingered in my room even after he disappeared and I knew the aura of a leader when I sensed it. That must also be the reason Alyssa didn't realize he was an intruder.I ran down the slippery hill and dashed into the woods on the track of a scent I had picked. I ran and ran as fast as I could and the scent kept getting stronger and stronger, after a while I slowed down and steadily peaked out from my hiding p
*Alyssa*I couldn't believe he had just refused me. Who the f*ck did he think he is? How dare he? He could've at least asked why I wanted to leave or how urgent the situation was that I needed to leave the pack.I groaned in anger before running back upstairs, I went up to my room and closed the door with a loud bang. I thought back to what had happened earlier, I had unblocked Jenny and saw that she had gone online just this morning. That meant that she was most definitely back home and I just wanted to see her at least once. But that annoying mate of mine just had to crush my hopes of seeing her into dust.I wondered why he had to refuse, then walked to the dressing table and picked up my phone. I went online on W******p to see that she was online at the moment, I sent her dozens of texts and she read them but didn't reply or even try to. I tried calling her over and over again, but she didn't pick up; it seemed like she was ghosting me now. I angrily dropped my phone on the bed and
*Alyssa*He kept his gaze fixated on me and focused on each step I took closer to him. He looked intently at me as though I was like some kind of seductress, his seductress that could turn him on with every clumsy step.I cleared my head of all the worries and doubts. Though I had been in the water for quite a while, I still felt extremely light, really light and my insides tingled. I had gone to true mate training back in the New Dawn pack, and my Father had forced my sister and me to go through it when we turned 18 because it was some kind of old tradition of the pack. But I never thought I'd put what I had unwillingly practiced into use and voluntarily. I felt I'd lose my mind the more I stayed around Rurac but at this moment I just wanted him to feel the same pleasure he made me feel a while ago. I remembered how frustrating it felt when he deprived me of the pleasure I so wanted and wondered if he felt the same way on our mating night and today too. I took slow, restricted steps
*Alyssa*Amid the chaos, a small figure caught my eye. Xavier finally crawled. Oh, my baby! I watched him crawl towards Rurac and Rona, He must've crawled out of the that crib without me noticing it, I wanted to stop him from getting any closer, I feared Rona could harm him but I was too late as he had already reached out towards Rurac, his tiny fingers grasping onto his father's leg.Rurac's gaze shifted downward, and his eyes widened in astonishment as he gazed at Xavier in shock, Xavier was clinging to him as though begging him not to leave us. The sight was so beautiful and I couldn't help the tears that fell from my eyes. Just then, Rurac began to glow with a crimson light, just like Hunter.Rona suddenly moved away from him, a look of repulsion contorting her face. Rurac and I shared the same confused expression as we locked gazes. I had no idea what was going on and neither did Rurac. Suddenly a loud chuckling dragged me out of my reverie and I looked towards the pups to find Z
*Alyssa*My heart pounded hard against my chest as we followed Azrael through the dense woods. I clutched Rurac's hand tightly, my mind racing with fear and anticipation. I wondered how Rona had come to know that the quadruplets had powers but then she was a witch and a strong one at that. I feared for the lives of my pups and if Rona dares to harm them in any way then I won't spare her. I'll kill her on my own in the most painful way ever. I felt so desperate to see my pups, to hold onto them. Who knows how they are feeling right now? If they are scared or cold? Azrael kept leading us deeper and deeper into the woods.The trees grew thicker and I could barely see the light of the day. I couldn't help the feeling that we were being lured into a trap by Azrael, I couldn't trust him at least not after all he had done and now he suddenly appeared before me saying he'd help us find the pups. Finally, we reached a clearing where an old cottage stood. But the worst awaited us, the cottage
*Azrael*I suddenly thought back to Rona and her plans, could it be... My instincts told me i was right that Rona had most definitely gone against me. My instincts led me away from the ballroom.I searched around the surrounding areas, my senses heightened, suddenly I heard the sound of wheels and turned to the corner. I found a young lady dressed as a nanny carrying a stroller that looked to be for four babies. I approached her and gazed into her eyes and I immediately knew it. It was Rona, disguised as someone unfamiliar, but I recognized her. I'm sure she's the one as she is the only one foolish enough to walk on hot coals because she heard it'll give her fire magic. My heart raced as I realized that this must be why Rurac had left the party that way, she kidnapped the baby but now as promised. I'll make her pay for it.My eyes fell upon the empty stroller, and I knew that the babies must be in there somehow, I placed a hand in and felt the soft cheeks of a little pup. Anger and p
*Azrael*My head throbbed so badly as I slowly regained consciousness. The dim light filtering through the cracked windows of the old, run-down hut intensified the pain in my lower stomach. I groaned, attempting to sit up. The last thing I remembered was being attacked by a pack of werewolves near the borders of The Blue Moon Pack territory."Ah, you're awake," a voice called out, cutting through the haze of my thoughts. I turned my head to see Rona, she stood at the entrance with a calm expression on her face. She had fiery red hair, as she stood near a makeshift stove. She was stirring a pot that emitted a tantalizing aroma, pulling me further out of my daze."What happened? Where am I?" I croaked, my voice barely audible. Rona turned to face me, a soft smile playing on her lips."You were attacked by werewolves near the Blue Moon Pack's territory. I found you barely conscious and brought you here to my safe hideout," she replied, her eyes filled with concern. "You've been out for q
*Alyssa*I walked hand in hand with Rurac, we left our room and made our way down the hallway, the sound of our footsteps echoing softly. The excitement was palpable in the air as we approached the separate room where the pups were being cared for by their nannies. I could hear Zephyr's giggles and coos from a distance, filling my heart with warmth.As we entered the room, the scene before us was nothing short of adorable. The room was filled with nannies bustling around, attending to the needs of our precious pups all the while the photographer and his workers set up their cameras. We were going to be taking family photos to hang at the end of the hall of the palace. Although they were still too young to crawl, they were already trying their best, wiggling and squirming with determination. It was a sight to behold.Xavier, the eldest among them, sat quietly in the corner, his eyes fixed on his siblings. He had always been the calm and observant one, taking in the world around him wit
*Alyssa*I gazed into the eyes of Selena, Her eyes, once a sparkling blue, were now glowing with a blazing red hue. It was a beautiful yet frightening sight, one that sent a shiver down my spine."What Is it Alyssa? You need to feed them before they start crying louder." Rurac chuckled."Rurac," I whispered, turning to my mate, who stood beside me, his expression filled with concern probably sensing the shift in my expression. "Look at their eyes. They're glowing...Red?"Rurac's blue eyes widened as he leaned closer to examine our children. "You're right, Alyssa." He said, his eyes widening in confusion.Just as we were lost in our thoughts, Rurac's mother Leonor, ever wise and observant, approached us with curiosity etched on her face. "What's happening? Why are their eyes glowing?"Leonor had always been attuned to the mystical side of life, and her presence only heightened the tension in the air. Rurac looked at me, silently conveying his concern, before turning to his Leonor."We
*Alyssa*"Dimitri, I don't want you cooking my meals anymore," I ordered him and he looked amused by my sudden outburst."Is my cooking not to your liking?" He asked looking apologetic and I suddenly felt so guilty. "That's not it! I hate that I'm so mean to you making you work overtime because I'm always hungry." As I said that, I put a pancake into my mouth while breathing heavily."Alyssa. We're good friends remember and I want to be the only one to make your meals for you. I do not trust anyone else with this important task." I felt a sudden sense of gratitude at his words. "Alright but don't hate me, please." I pleaded."That's impossible, Alyssa, I can't hate a friend...." He said with a smile. I was so lucky to have people that understand my mood swings around me, even Rurac's mom and my mom and everyone who had been patient with me.Rurac's mother has always been there for me like a mother and Jenny who listened to all my bullshit. Oh, and now she was dating Dimitri. They had
*Alyssa*As the last verse faded into the air, we remained silent, savoring the lingering echoes of the poem. "Oh Rurac, that's so beautiful," I said with tears welling up in my eyes. We sat there together in a comforting silence when a sudden wave of drowsiness washed over me, enveloping my senses. The fatigue was overwhelming, and before I knew it, I succumbed to its embrace, my consciousness slipping away. I heard a light thud and immediately knew I had fallen accompanied by Rurac's fading worried voice calling out to me.When I regained consciousness, I found myself back in our room. The soft glow of a dimly lit corner caught my attention, and I turned my gaze to see Rurac sitting there, engrossed in his phone. He was probably scrolling online for something. He seemed to have noticed my awakening as he quickly stood up and hurried to my side."Hey, you're awake," Rurac said, his voice filled with concern. "Are you feeling alright? Do you need anything?"I managed a weak smile, fee
*Alyssa*I couldn't help but smile at his earnestness. He was worried, understandably so, and his way of dealing with it was to make sure I was okay. It was endearing, and I found myself appreciating his efforts, even if they were a bit or rather a lot much.As the day came to a close, I found myself leaning into Rurac, my head resting on his chest. He wrapped his arm around me, pulling me closer as we settled in for the night. His hand rested on my stomach, and I knew he was already wishing to be able to feel those four tiny beings."I'm here for you, Alyssa," he whispered, his breath ruffling my hair. "Every step of the way."I looked up at him, my eyes meeting his. "I know, Rurac. And I appreciate it. I appreciate you."I woke up the next morning with a jolt, my eyes fluttering open as a wave of nausea washed over me. My head throbbed and my stomach churned violently, forcing me to bring out the food I had eaten the day before. I knew I had to move quickly, so I threw off the cove