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CHAPTER 35 – My Insecurity Is You

Author: Acy B.
last update Last Updated: 2024-01-26 06:58:52
DAVID

Her room was empty. She was gone. I saw her sandals thrown by her bed. She was really neat, and she would never leave her belongings like that.

My heart was thumping wildly in my chest. What could have happened this time?

Did anyone take her? No, not a chance. There was no smell apart from hers in the room.

Did she remember anything?

My worst nightmare.

Something I was dreading, and just prayed that was not it.

I left her room and started searching at the packhouse. She was nowhere. I even went to Ian’s room to check, but he was peacefully sleeping, and an Omega was looking after him. Probably my Betas were out for a run. That was the only time Christianna trusted an Omega for her son, only when he was asleep.

I focused and concentrated on her scent. It was faint. She probably left more than an hour ago. Tracking the scent, it led me to the back of the packhouse and onwards to the forest.

Panic took hold of me. I had pleaded with her a million times not to go to the fore
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