Without greeting Mr Thomson, I enter the science room, place my bag on a table, and sit in silence, avoiding eye contact with Mr Thompson and Nina.
‘Late again, Magnus,’ he huffs with his hands-on hip.
I shrug my shoulders and look away. Nina is sitting four tables away. It’s obvious she also isn’t happy to be here.
‘Well, if you two think you are both going to sit here in silence, then you have another thing coming,’
Nina and I turn our attention back to Mr Thomson.
‘I have borrowed some tools and a spare tabletop from the woodwork room. You will both spend detention fixing the table you broke,’
‘What! But I never broke it,’ Nina protests.
‘Do not care, Nina, now come and take this hammer,’ he growls.
I abruptly step down from my chair and march to the teacher’s desk, muttering and mumbling in dissatisfaction. Nina takes the nails and hammer, and I carry the tabletop. Nina kneels next to the broken table and assesses it closely. I kneel opposite her and place the tabletop down.
Mr Thomson walks towards the class doorway. ‘I will be back in thirty minutes. I expect the table to be fixed.’
‘Yeah, yeah,’ I say, waving him off.
Nina clears her throat. ‘Take the legs off the broken table. Then we can nail them into the new tabletop.’
Without saying a word, I take hold of the legs and go to pull it off, but Nina interrupts me, tapping me on the shoulder with a screwdriver.
‘Just unscrew them like a normal person. Otherwise, you will either bend the legs or break them like you did the table,’
Ignoring her suggestion, I pull the leg, ripping it off, but the leg is bent and crooked as she foretold would happen.
‘Great one, Magnus, a broken table and a bent leg, just great,’ she huffs.
‘Well, you fix it if you think you can do better.’
‘If you didn’t break it in the first place, Magnus, I wouldn’t have to fix it.’
Our hands are on our hips as we glare at each other, grizzling in silence.
‘Unbelievable,’ she says and kneels by the other leg and unscrews the good leg with the screwdriver, as I should have done.
As she unscrews the last nail, the metal leg falls towards her. I grab it just before it hits her head. She looks up in shock, but I’m not sure if it’s because she was about to be slapped across the head or because I caught the leg before it knocked her out. I take the leg over to the new tabletop and hold it in place. She is still silent; her mind plays over what just happened.
‘Well, are you going to come to screw this in while I hold it or not?’ I growl.
She shakes her head at her thoughts and kneels right beside me. Our legs touch, and I want to smile, but I don’t. Her dainty hands twirl the screwdriver in circles until the four screws are in. I lean across her lap to grab the bent leg, our faces so close for a moment that I smell her sweet breath reminding me of candy. Her lips have a clear coat of lip-gloss, I guess the strawberry flavour. I try to bend the leg back in place, but I seem to make it worse. Nina lets out a giggle, then quickly places her hand over her mouth to hide her smile. Something flutters inside my stomach at the thought that I just made her laugh like that. It’s a pleasant feeling, unlike the one I have had for years that carries a sense of doom.
She finishes screwing the bent leg in, and we stand back to look at the table that is on a slant. I place a book on it, and we watch as it slides off and bursts into laughter.
‘What do you think Mr Thompsons is going to say?’ Nina sniggers.
‘Eh, who cares? It was fun making it, but then again, I don’t want another detention,’ I say, picking up the fallen book and placing it under the foot of the bent leg. The table is now levelled out.
We burst into laughter again, and the fluttering I feel inside grows. Mr Thomson walks into the classroom. ‘I hope the table is… finished,’ he trails off, looking at the bent leg propped up on a book.
‘Magnus and Nina, detention again next Wednesday.’
‘But!’ we both try to argue with him.
‘I told you both to fix it, not mangle it more! Now go home before I decide to call your parents,’ he yells.
Nina and I both gulp and run out the door together. Seeing as we both live at the Packhouse, we both walked towards home together in silence, but it was a pleasant silence though.
Walking along the grass, she sees a baby bird chirping near a tree and rushes over to it. I follow her and watch as she scoops it up.
‘The poor thing has fallen from its nest,’ she says as she stares up at the tall tree. ‘I’m going to put it back in its nest.’
‘You can’t climb up there, Nina. This tree is taller than what I would climb,’ the bird chirps in her hands. It’s pretty cute to look at. I gently scratch its little head to reassure it. It relaxes and snuggles further into Nina’s hand. I can feel our bodies radiating warmth and realise how close I’m standing to Nina. I take a step back, giving her space.
‘Well, I can’t leave it here, Magnus. So I’m going up there with or without your permission,’ she says and grabs onto the first branch.
‘Fine, but I’m coming with you, only because if something happens to you, I will get the blame for it.’
Nina laughs. ‘You won’t get the blame for my actions, Magnus,’ she says, now on the third branch.
I climb below her in case she accidentally falls. I don’t want her to get hurt.
‘Uh, yeah, I will. I always get blamed for anything you pull.’
Her laugh echoed through the trees as she grabbed the tenth branch. It was like beautiful music to my ears.
‘Don’t be so absurd, Magnus. You think too highly of yourself. I get into plenty of trouble myself each day, although once upon a time we used to get into trouble together and we had so much fun doing so,’
I laugh, ‘Fun? Anything we did as a child was far from fun, from what I remember,’
‘Well, you remember wrong,’ she says.
I look down at the ground. We must be at least forty branches high.
‘Enlighten me then,’
‘Okay, remember when the laundry overflowed with bubbles, and we would play hide and seek to find each other?’
‘Yeah,’
‘Well, Magnus, that was your idea to fill the washing machine up with bubble bath and turn it on, and if you remember, I took the blame for it.’
I forgot she had taken the blame for it. She had to mop it all up and went to bed without supper. I snuck into her room and gave her a sandwich that night.
‘And then there was the night we wanted to watch the moon from the roof. We went climbing through May’s bedroom window, but when you tried to open it, it wouldn’t budge. You used such force that the whole window fell out and crashed onto the pavers outside. You went and hid in May’s wardrobe, and I took the blame,’
She is right. I remember now. My parents would have been so mad at me for wanting to climb onto the roof in the first place, let alone breaking a window in the process of it all. I had run straight to the wardrobe and hid inside and watched through the crack as May decided not to hide and took the blame instead.
‘Well, I got in so much trouble because I wanted to protect you. You were my best friend. So I thought it would be fun to play a couple of pranks on you in return for some fun so that we would be even. The next morning, I heard the warriors say they would need to release some water from the dam. You were refusing to have your bath the day before anyway, so I thought it would be funny to have you stand in the creek while the water washed over you. I knew you were twice the size of most kids, so the water would only reach your waist. Still, you acted so dramatically that day as if you were going to drown when you could have just stood up and watched it flow past you, and you never spoke to me again until now,’ she says, giving me a sad look for a moment before looking away.
And then it happened. It all hits me at once, that dreaded feeling but tenfold. That feeling when a hole in the ground opens up and just swallows you whole. Guilt. What have I done? She didn't make the Pack think I was a joke. It wasn’t her responsible for all the pranks. It was me all along.‘There’s the nest,’ she says, not realising the bombshell she just dropped on my head.Nina hovers over the nest. I climb next to her as fast as I can. She stretches her hands out to put the baby bird back in its nest.‘Careful,’ I say, cupping my hands under hers. Nina looks up at me for a moment, and we lower our hands, gently placing the bird back in its nest.‘There you go, little guy,’ I say and give it another gentle pat on the head.The sun is setting, and the moon is rising. It’s a breathtaking sight. We sit next to each other and watch its beauty in silence, the comfortable silence. We lean back on our hands, and our pinkies touch, but neither of us moves our hand away. I want to apologi
Sitting up, I look at myself in the mirror. My hair is a ragged mess from tossing and turning, and I can see slight bags under my eyes. My back feels okay, just a little tender, but nothing that can stop me from going to school. I shower and dress in jeans and a tight-fitting black shirt showing my muscular physique with my favourite pair of black sneakers. As I comb my hair back, it flings back into the shabby style, giving me the ruggedly handsome look instead of the sleek, pretty boy look I usually go for. I take my seat at the table for breakfast.‘Magnus, darling, how is your back, dear?’ mother asks.‘It’s fine. It wasn’t anything major, to begin with.’‘I’m glad to hear,’ she smiles.I see Nina down the other end of the table, talking to her parents while eating her breakfast. Josie is constantly looking between Nina and me. It’s time to go to school. Nina grabs her bag and races ahead of us. I want to catch up to her, but she is faster than me. We have an assembly this mornin
It’s lunchtime. I race to the cafeteria to ask Nina to sit with us for lunch, losing Claire along the way. All eyes are on me from my loud, eager entrance as I enter the cafeteria. My eyes dart to the corner to see Moss sitting at Nina’s table having a good laugh. I barge back out of the cafeteria, passing Josie, Zak, Flint, and Paul. Claire manages to catch up with me.‘Where are you going, Boo-boo?’‘Anywhere but here,’ I growl.‘What’s his problem?’ Flint asks.They enter the cafeteria, and Josie can see why Magnus is upset. The new and hot, attractive guy is hanging out with Nina and is flirting with her. She frowns at the thought of it all, feeling sorry for Magnus.Not wanting to be in the Cafeteria, I decide to hang out in the library for the first time in my life. I sit myself down at a table with the school nerds. They all gasp and stare at me while I bang my head on the table.‘Stupid, stupid, stupid, I’m so stupid,’ I say.‘Um, Y-you’re putting a dint in the t-table,’ I hea
‘What the hell Claire?’‘What’s wrong, Boo-boo?’ she says and tries to cup my face. I lean back, avoiding her touch.‘You can’t just kiss me like that.’‘Why not?’‘Because you just can’t.’‘Oh, I see, too soon?’‘Yes, too soon, Claire, we haven’t even been on a date yet,’‘I’m sorry, Boo-boo, I’ll hold off until then,’‘I’d appreciate that,’‘Now, are you going to try this shirt on?’I take the shirt and put it on.‘Oh, very smooth, now try this one on.’‘This one is fine, Claire. We have an outfit picked there. It’s time I take you home,’‘So soon?’‘Yeah, I forgot I have an um… assignment.’‘Oh, okay then,’On my way out of the Packhouse, I run into Seth.‘Hey Magnus, where are you off to?’‘Taking Claire home. She lives near the school.’‘I’m about to drive past the school. I can drop Claire home if you like?’‘Oh, could you?’ I say, a little too excited, to Claire’s dismay.‘Sure,’‘Great!’ I take Claire’s hand and help her in the car and shut the door before she can kiss me on t
‘Do you want me to call your parents to come to pick you up from school?’‘No, I’ll stay,’‘I’d prefer you go home and put ice on your face, Magnus.’‘Look, I’m staying, okay? If it makes you feel better, I’ll rest here for the next period until recess.’‘Okay, well, I’ll get you an ice pack then.’She returns a moment later and hands me the icepack; I hold it against my swollen black eye for the next hour. Then, finally, the recess bell goes. I toss the icepack onto Nurse Carla’s table and walk to the cafeteria. Students stare and whisper as I walk by them.‘I heard he knocked Moss out and almost killed him.’‘Well, I heard he picked Moss up with one hand and threw him halfway across the oval,’Well, at least the whispers and rumours were to my liking. Entering the cafeteria, Claire lets out a gasp and races towards me. She cups my face.‘Boo-boo, I heard there were rumours a fight broke out. I did not know it involved you. Oh, my poor snookums,’ she says, embracing me. I notice Nina
It’s the end of the school day. Josie and Flint meet at my locker.‘Hey, bro, ready to go home?’ Flint asks.‘I’d rather them not see my face, but I don’t have a choice. So I suppose we better get home so I can face the music.’Nina was home before us, and, as expected, mum and dad were standing at the front door looking as mad as a hatter himself.‘Magnus, we received a phone call from the school today stating you got into a fight with the new boy and, from looking at your face, I’d say they gave us accurate information.’ Mum says, unimpressed. Dad walks to me and places his hand on my shoulder.‘Son, what were you thinking? You will be Alpha before you know it, and here you are, beating up the new boy. You have some explaining to do.’‘I may have accidentally nudged him at PE, and it turned into a fight.’‘And why did you accidentally nudge him?’Perfect timing. I look over Dad’s shoulder as Nina approaches. Dad raises his eyebrow at Nina, then back at me.‘I see… well, I hope we d
Claire stands on her front lawn looking for me. She is wearing a pink fitted dress with one sleeve and some frills with her freshly curled hair draped over one shoulder. Claire looks simply gorgeous. She races up to me with a smile on her face.‘Oh Boo-boo, I’m so happy to see you,’ she says, giving me a peck on the cheek. I realise I may have been ungrateful towards Claire all this time. She seems to like me a lot, and although she can be pretty overbearing, she has been nothing but supportive and sweet towards me. I can’t help but feel Nina will never forgive me and never want to be my friend again. It’s a hole inside me that will be there forever, but I shouldn’t make others who care about me suffer. Nina has moved on, although I would have preferred her to move on with anyone other than Moss. I can’t help but sense something is off about that guy, but I need to focus on what is in front of me.‘You look lovely, Claire.’She steps back and does a twirl. ‘I’m glad you like it. Let’s
‘I said no, now leave me alone!’‘Come on, babe. Just a little kiss is all I’m asking for.’ Sean says.‘Let me go, you jerk!’Sean is holding her arms against the wall of the house. She can’t move. I walk up behind Sean and put him in a lock hold. I break his arm. Nina jumps at the sound of his arm snapping.‘If you ever touch her again, I will kill you.’ I say as my eyes turn entirely black. There is a force inside me struggling not to kill him, not to rip his head off now. It’s overwhelmingly powerful. I have felt nothing like it in my life. I’m fighting myself as I also fight Sean down as he tries to escape. He is screaming and holding his broken arm. I fling him into the swimming pool. It's that, or I snap his neck, and the last thing I need right now is to end up in wolf prison.I hunch over heaving. My muscles feel as if they are growing bigger. I think I’m slowly growing bigger and stronger. I’m overwhelmed with anger, and I’m struggling to control it.Everyone has run out of t