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2021-12-06 22:36:17Déjà Vu, a feeling that one has experienced a present situation.
Anastasia and I have been here before, and do I even dare to say that it might go the same as the first time around.
I do not wish for her to be accidentally bitten and then be turned into a Vampire against her will. There is a very big part of me that wishes that she would allow me to do it again. What does truly trouble me is that she seems to be considering staying human.
But I do not wish to think about that now, for, at the present moment, there is the beauty that I want to lose myself in tonight. I genuinely believe that I can control my hunger for human blood, for she is my beloved, and that is what makes it different this time.
So once again, "My beloved, do you wish for me to stop."
"No, but I beg, do not turn me against my will."
"I shall never harm you in any way, foolishness does carry itself as my middle name on the odd occasion, but this shall not be
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