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29. Losing Control
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2024-10-29 19:42:56KIAN
Sleep hadn’t been great, and although I did fall asleep in the end, I didn’t want to be here. Thanatos was hammering against the wall I had put up, and the risk of him taking over was consuming me.
From the moment I got into bed I had told Sage I was tired and not to talk, she had obliged and I was glad for it.
Now my eyes snapped open just as the sun was rising, and I frowned down at Sage. I eased out of her hold slowly and got up. Thanatos needed Morgana, or more like I needed her to calm him down.
My heart skipped a beat when I noticed the open door.
There were only three people in my wing…
Morgana.
Fuck.
I got up quickly and left the room swiftly, walking through the hall down to my room. Opening the door, I looked at the empty bed. A book lay open on top of the messy sheets. Her scent was strong, but for a second I panicked.
I stepped into the room, my heart racing when I saw her. She was sitting on th
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