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35. Trying To Do Better
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2024-10-29 19:42:56KIAN
I couldn’t fucking lose her. The moment she was ready to walk away, I couldn’t stop myself, I needed her and so I promised her something which I knew was going to throw the entire fucking summit into chaos. But… She was worth it.
We had a fucking messed up start, but I couldn’t fucking continue. Each day my resolve was breaking and I was pushing her away. If she wanted to be my one and only, officially, then that was fine… I didn’t get women; it wasn’t like I was going to cheat on her. I would deal with the Alpha’s and the backlash this was going to cause… Yes, the timing was fucking off, but if this could solidify the treaty between her kingdom and mine, it may ease the council's wrath.
‘She is strong.’ Thanatos growled encouragingly.
‘I know, she’s already fucking broken me down.’
‘I have a complaint.’ Thanatos grumbled as I stripped out of my clothes, shifting into wolf form.
‘You always fucking do.’
‘Mate, looked so se
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