Cillian
I can’t wait to get home, shower, eat, and sleep. Preferably see Kayleigh first before all that. But she’d probably think I look and smell gross so maybe shower first.
I haven’t seen her since Monday night, after she kicked me out of her room. For her sake, or her so-called-friend Andrei’s sake, she’d better cut ties with him or at least stop their public displays of affection. I want to rip him to pieces every time they’re too close to each other.
She doesn’t have her wolf yet, so she doesn’t know that we’re mates. Every time she touches him or purposely dotes on him, it hurts me. Physically. Like a singe of fire on my skin kind of pain.
I can’t exactly just announce to her that we’re mates. Without her wolf, she might think I’m making it up. I tried to tell her about it last year. But I started kissing her before telling her what’s up. If I’m being honest, I’ve known for a while now that she’s my mate. Even before my wolf came forward.
The year before my wolf emerged, I always made up reasons to call her. Or send her a text message. Or banter with her. Or show up unannounced at their home in Ireland. I even bullied my way into a dance with her. There was this sudden urge to be near her, to touch her, to protect her, and to take care of her. But being young, I guess I didn’t know how to deal with what I felt for her.
Then last year, when I saw her walking into the ballroom, I felt like a huge magnet hit me in my chest and pulled me towards her. I only planned to talk to her, ask about her wolf, and play nice. But all that went out the window the moment her scent hit my nostrils.
Her smell, the sound of her voice, her beautiful face, and everything about her called to me. And when we were only mere inches away, all reasonable intentions of being a gentleman were forgotten. I kissed her. I devoured her lips. I didn’t even care if her family saw us. I would have claimed her and told everyone that we were mates. Even if she didn’t have her wolf yet. If my memory serves me right I know she kissed me back, too. I wanted to talk to her, just enjoy the night with her. But then fucking Andrei showed up.
Andrei has been my nemesis for as long as I can remember. Although we practically grew up seeing each other at wolf-blood social events, we never really got along. Every time I see him, he’s always playing Prince Charming to Kayleigh.
I know for a fact they’re not together. First off, I would’ve killed him already. Second, my contacts tell me he’s still whoring himself across Russia and, recently, West Virginia.
The fact that they aren’t dating doesn’t mean that I should feel complacent. Kayleigh is becoming prettier by the day. I doubt there’ll be any man or woman in their right mind who won’t think she is beautiful. I know that Andrei wants to claim her. He wants her for himself. She has the beauty of a siren.
Fuck knows if gypsy wolves believe in fated mates. I highly doubt Andrei cares about fated mates, anyway. Knowing him, he’d probably just go after Kayleigh just to prove he can. Kayleigh has a beauty that could make wolf packs go to war. And if Andrei tries to take her from me, I won’t hesitate to end him. Gypsy wolf or not.
“All right, future Alphas! I commend you all for the hard work and endurance you’ve displayed over the last three days. I love wolf runs. But even I despise the Ozark Mountains this time of the year. However, it’s the safest trail for us to run continuously for three straight days. I didn’t know what to expect from almost 50 Alpha heirs, but I knew I wouldn’t be disappointed. And you guys, I wanna let you know, I’m not impressed, but I’m not disappointed,” a loud voice intones to end the three-day Alpha run.
This year’s Alpha-trainer, Zerdan, is from the Himalayas. Although short in stature, he is agile and strong, especially for someone in his 50s. I’m impressed with how he was able to keep up with us, given we’re less than half his age. We ran in our wolf forms at night and rested wherever our legs brought us at sunrise.
By rest, I mean hunted for wild animals, built fires, ate, and slept for maybe a few hours. If we were lucky to come across a river or a lake, we indulged ourselves and got cleaned up.
But man, it’s been three days living in the wild. I need a hot shower. My bed. Good food. And most of all, Kayleigh. I can’t wait to be done here and get home. And go see her.
“Alpha Zerdan! Aren’t we going to end the day with a wolf match?” I swear I could wring the neck of the guy who just reminded the trainer about the traditional wolf match to end the summit’s first week.
“Yeah!” several people agree.
“Let’s do this!” more people goad.
I eye several vehicles coming into the ranch’s parking lot. Probably the girlfriends or friends of the other Alphas coming to pick them up. I’m gonna head to my motorcycle and ditch the rest of these guys. Shower. Food. Kayleigh. Repeat to myself. Shower. Food. Kayleigh.
“Cillian O’Ryan. Blue Blood Alpha heir. Come over here, lad,” calls Zerdan.
“Yes, sir. How may I help you?” I feel my hopes of a hot shower and wet dreams of a beautiful Irish redhead go down the drain as I approach the trainer. I already know we’re going to be here longer.
“Let’s do this traditional wolf match everyone speaks of, what say you?” There’s a hint of mischievousness in his voice. Like he knew I didn’t want to but I had no choice. He probably caught me trying to sneak out without being noticed.
“Sure, sir. Who two Alpha heirs do you have in mind?”
“Two? I think it’s time to up the stakes. This time let’s do ten guys. Fight till the last man standing.” His gaze roams to the shirtless, young, future Alphas in front of him.
Jeers erupt from the group. More females from the parking lot join us, and more vehicles are also coming in. Those who arrived a few minutes earlier burst into hoots.
“No killing. Just plain play. Scratches are allowed of course, but no bites. Again, no hits that would kill. Fight to push your opponent out of the fighting pit circle, not to purposely cut them. And you can pick whichever form you want to fight, as a human or as a wolf,” Zerdan continues explaining.
“Now, Cillian, pick the nine guys you’d want to fight. Let’s see if you young guns have what it takes to be the Alphas of your packs,” he intones.
“Me? Well…” Fuck. Now I have to be the bad guy and pick who’ll fight. This wolf match was a lot easier in the past years. Not wanting to pit the guys against each other, I decide to just ask them to volunteer. “Listen, guys, if you think you can handle this tradition, mixing it up this year with not just two werewolves, but ten, well here I am. Let’s see who the other nine brave ones are! Come forward!” My last statement is met with cheers from both the young men and women.
Without Zerdan saying anything else the whole group of young werewolves all step back, leaving an imaginary circular fighting pit. With me in the middle of it.
Two Alpha heirs from Asia step into the circle. The future Alpha from Australia riles up the crowd as he jogs next to me, earning him some howls. While six, now eight, guys are either making their way to or stretching at center of the imaginary pit, a redhaired girl with porcelain skin catches my eye, marching her way to the source of my misery. Andrei.
I feel like a scalpel slices my chest open when I see her hug him from behind, trying to surprise him. He catches her hands like he knew it was going to be her and pulls her to his side. I check my chest, no open wounds, but feels like I’m going through an open heart surgery without anesthesia as I fall into the trance of her giggles from whatever he’s whispering in her ear. Evidently, none of what I asked her to do on Monday night got through to her. Because here she is, flirting with this asshole.
“Yo! Future Alpha from Russia, you think you’ve got what it takes to take down other Alphas?” Saying his name means I’m acknowledging him as someone I know. So I don’t. Kayleigh clearly isn’t expecting that from me. She stares me down like she wants to say something, but I don’t make eye contact with her. I know I’m treading dangerous waters by sparring with a gypsy wolf, but I’d rather get beaten up than watch him make Kayleigh smile or laugh.
All her smiles and laughs are mine.
Kayleigh makes a show of holding Andrei back, but it’s too late. Arrogantly, he ambles to the middle of the fighting pit. Right in front of me. The crowd’s hollers and jests are deafening. But none of those matter right now. Only that I am face-to-face with the gypsy wolf who wants to take my mate from me.
“Fight till the last man standing. Let’s gooooo!!!!” one of the young guys yells, probably tasked by Zerdan.
In my peripheral vision, I see four guys shift into their wolf forms. The other four guys were sparring old-school. I don’t wait for Andrei to transform, if he plans to. I punch him under his jaw and immediately give him a straight hit on his face. That gave him whiplash.
I don’t wait for him to recover. I step back and gave him a full force sidekick. He falls to the ground.
Three Alphas are out of the pit. Only seven of us remain.
I search for Kayleigh in the crowd. I’m surprised not to see her angry. Instead, I see disgust on her face. She’s making me feel like I’m doing something ludicrous. If she knew that we were fated mates, would she understand why I have so much disdain for this guy?
Or has she already caught some feelings for him?
Fuck that. The idea that she has feelings for him makes me angrier. I gear up to send a round kick to Andrei but he catches my foot mid-air, hangs on to my shin, and uses it as leverage to kick me flying a good several feet from him. Even with the noise around me, I could pick up Kayleigh’s whimper as I land on my ass.
Does she care about me, too? Feeling stupid, I almost want Andrei to hit me again just so I can prove that Kayleigh cares about me.
Two wolves are left inside the pit, plus Andrei and me, still in human form. Almost comically, the wolf dragging the other wolf out of the pit fell outside the circle as well. Now, only Andrei and I are left.
Fired-up and furious I stand up, ready to shift into my wolf form. I don’t care if my shifting will also prompt him to turn into his gypsy wolf. I guess we’ll find out.
I call my wolf to the surface to take over. Within seconds, I feel the swift transformation of my bones and give way to my wolf body as it emerges. My vision is clearer, my sense of smell is better, and my hearing is sharper. I can see Kayleigh even while I’m also focused on Andrei’s next moves.
The air carries Kayleigh’s scent to me. It’s luring me to follow her smell and go to her. I close my eyes and relish her scent.
I’m reminded of our time together in her bedroom on Monday night.
When my lips were on hers, my tongue assaulting her mouth with pleasure.
My hands caressing her soft skin.
As if Kayleigh can read my mind right now, our eyes zero in on each other almost at the same time. My wolf cracks a wolfish grin and I swear I see her blush.
Is she also reminiscing about our intimate moment last night?
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Chapter 8: Last Man Standing Wins… or not Cillian I shake my head and bring my mind back to attention. “Andrei, stop this now. Walk away. Please, stop now,” Kayleigh begs. I know what she’s doing. She doesn’t want me to provoke him. Because she knows that irritating Andrei will make him lose control and shift. Who knows what will happen with a gypsy wolf out in the open here. Surely, he can’t take us all down, but word will get out and the wolf-bloods around the world will know that the revered Russian Alpha heir is not only a mutt, but also a gypsy wolf. Oh, such shame he’ll bring to his family. Andrei doesn’t seem deterred by my wolf. If anything, he looks like he’s ready to snap my neck. His stance is firm and steady, waiting for me to pounce. Just when I’m about to leap into the air for Andrei, Kayleigh steps closer to the fighting pit and lowers herself to the ground. She directs her eyes at me and stretches her arms out. “Hey, handsome…” My heart warms up. If I was in my h
Kayleigh It’s the end of August. I thought the weather should be cooling down by now. Especially at night. I even had to take a cold shower before coming to bed to cool down. But why do I feel like I’m burning? Maybe it has something to do with the heat coming from Cillian’s body, rubbing against mine. He’s here, with me, right now. On my bed. On top of me. His toned and muscular body covering mine. His left hand pinning both my wrists above my head while his right hand pulls my leg around his waist. My eyes flicker, getting lost in the moment while his lips are assaulting my skin below my cheek. Slow, wet kisses teasing my senses. He likes to nibble on that soft spot between my ear and neck. He runs his tongue all the way down my clavicle, nipping my shoulder. This sends tingling sensations all over my tiny body, making me wet down where I want him to touch me, but I’m too shy to say it. I moan, “Cillian… that tickles…” Big, rough
Kayleigh “Shhh… It’s just me.” Of course, it’s Cillian. He wraps me in a back hug that I welcome regardless of being startled by his presence. “Wanna go out for some fresh air?” His warm breath at the nape of my neck gives me goose bumps. Now, a surge of mixed emotions floods my brain. I’m happy he’s here. I’m embarrassed remembering my, well, very salacious dream. And I’m livid about the fact that he has a girlfriend and yet he is here, in the dead of night, wrapping his big strong arms around me. Not wanting to look too easy and too forgiving—I mean, he made me feel like a fool at the wolf match, I was about to walk to him when Kinsley showed up, leaving me no choice but to go to Andrei—I try to pull away from our embrace, but he tightens his hold on me. “What was entertaining?” I question him. My cheeks warm with the idea that he might have witnessed me dreaming… about him…and Andrei. In the most scandalous way. Yikes. “You. It was entertaining watching you writhing on your be
Kayleigh “Gosh! Kinsley, you scared me!” Of course. The last person I want to see is the person the Moon Goddess sends here. “I didn’t peg you for a scaredy-cat.” She comes closer and I get a better view of her. Tall, lean, and pretty. Correction, deadly gorgeous. Even in the dark. Jealousy—another new feeling I’m just now getting acquainted with. No one had made me feel less attractive and inadequate until I met Kinsley. “I’m not a scaredy-cat. I just thought only Cillian and I were the only people awake at this time.” “Listen. It’s better if you know now. Wherever Cillian is, expect me to be somewhere nearby.” It’s not hard to notice the aloofness in her voice. “What’s the deal between you two, anyway? Are you together?” If Cillian won’t tell me, maybe she will. “What did he tell you?” Her words are laced with disdain. “He won’t answer the question.” I brace myself for her response. “Well, what do you think?” “What I think is not what matters. I want to know what you two ha
Kayleigh Cillian and I hold hands as we stroll back to my room. In silence. There are so many things going on in my mind that I don’t even notice when he opens the door to my bedroom. He quickly pulls me inside and carries me from under my arms, like a little girl, and sits me on the unoccupied computer desk. Even at this height he still towers over me, by a lot. It doesn’t look like he wants to say anything. He parks his big hands on my lower back. Then he tips my chin up and just gazes into my eyes. “What do you think of my wolf?” “I think he’s majestic. Very good-looking.” “Just like me?” His dimples come out even with the slightest smile. “You? You’re too chaotic for my liking.” I bite my lower lip to refrain from smiling. He closes his eyes, and I know that his lips are about to come down and devour mine. So I put my hands on his chest to stop him. “Cillian, until you tell me the real deal with you and Kinsley, there is no more of this making out, stealing kisses, and midn
Cillian In Alpha 101, it’s drilled in our heads that the price of being a great Alpha is duty. Duty to his Luna and to his pack. The responsibility of leading the pack has been planted in my head since I was a child. It is a seed that grows in my heart, mind, and soul. I don’t remember a time when I wasn’t bettering or preparing myself to be the Alpha of Blue Blood. It is my whole being. It’s all I’ve ever known. Pack duty above all else—that has been my mantra for as long as I can remember. So even now, when I should be courting my mate, winning her over, making her like me and wooing her to fall for me, I’m here at the Friday night bonfire for the end-of-the-week pack run instead. Such is the life of an Alpha heir. It wouldn’t be so bad if Kayleigh was here, at least I’d have a pretty face to look at. But she wasn’t in her room when I went to check on her at noon. I was going to take her out to lunch. Apparently, someone already did. I’m sure it
Chapter 14: Devil’s Elbow Cillian During daytime, the dramatic fall foliage surrounding this area makes this town look so majestic. There’s a big river nearby that is frequented by tourists and locals alike for water sports. I actually have fond memories of rafting down the river’s stretch. The wolf summit used to include an activity around this part of the Ozarks. But since the Alpha of one of the packs, Sebastian “Bash” Wolfgang of the Blutschild Pack, started butting heads with my dad, this territory became a prohibited zone. Unless it’s for official business. It’s a quarter past midnight. The roads are dark and narrow. This small town is as shady as its name. I hate coming to this place. But if Kayleigh happens to be here, I’m not leaving this hell hole without her. Even if it means entering the demon’s den. Even without seeing them, I can smell the rogue wolves nearby. I’m praying to the gods that by the time they realize Gunner and I have entered their land, we’ll be on our w
Chapter 15: My Beautiful Mess Cillian “What am I doing here? The question is, what are you doing here?” I roar in response to her question. My growl must have been so loud that it sends the nighthawks and owls scattering in the dark sky, fleeing the trees that shelter them at night. Not taking my eyes away from my beautiful mess, I set my steps to approach her. The mixture of urgency and earnestness to rip Kayleigh away from Andrei is strong. Wary of how my actions could hurt Kayleigh, I force myself to calm down. “Kayleigh, what is this about?” I make a show of looking repelled by what they were doing, hoping to hide the jealousy that’s steeping inside me. “This is none of your business, Cillian. Please leave us alone. I need to do this ritual.” She pulls her hand away from Andrei’s when she sees my gaze move from her face to their hands fastened to each other’s. As crazy as that sounds, that small gesture gives me a little hope. Hope that she doesn’t want to hurt my feelings be
Cillian Fucking Roland escaped. Or—I should say, thanks Goddess, he finally escaped. Gunner and I knew that there are still a few pack members who are loyal to Roland. The only way to identify them is to give them the notion that our security team is weak in hopes that they’d make their move to break him out of his cell. Our plan worked. They might have thought that we didn’t see this coming. But we not only saw it, we anticipated and hoped it would happen. A dozen of my best patrol wolves are tracking the former beta now. Following his every movement. They are instructed to remain undercover until Roland leads them to the one person who also needs to take responsibility of the wolf-war: my Dad. It’s only going to be a matter of time. It’s hard to believe that the man whose life is hanging on a thin line was once a parental figure to all the Wolf Bloods in our pack. Gunner, Kinsley, Reagan, and I
Cillian Kayleigh stares at Diesel and runs her hand over his arm to inspect the bruises marring his skin. She cradles his hand facing up, her thumbnail pressing in the middle of his wrist pulse point. In a swift move, she brings her clenched hand to her mouth before letting her fangs pierce into her skin without showing the little ones that she can partially transform. At the same time, her thumbnail extends into a claw, cutting a shallow wound on Diesel’s wrist. Again, without showing the kids. In the eyes of the Red Wolf pups, Kayleigh just bit herself with her human canines. Except for Uncle James who hasn’t been updated about our recent capabilities, the adults in the room know that Kayleigh and I can now partially transform and control which body part to shift. Just like the Hybrids and Demon Wolves. Kayleigh immediately puts her wrist over Diesel’s, letting her blood drip over his punctured skin. Everyone watches in awe, mouth gaping, eyes gawking, and
Cillian Ten weeks. The doctor said that we have ten weeks to prepare for the baby’s arrival. Kayleigh, Gisella, and Reagan finally agree to be cordial to each other for our wolf-pup’s sake. Kayleigh has been low-key acting as the buffer between the two she-wolves who are obviously faking their truce. All three ladies seem to think that we have enough time to get everything ready. They are hyper-focused on baby clothes and baby stuff. The three princesses think that those are the only things we need to prepare for the pup’s arrival. Ten freaking weeks. I will not admit that I’m panicking, but the truth is, I am freaking out internally. There’s so much to do and so little time to do it. Visit my mom so Kayleigh can meet her. Have an official get-together with Kayleigh’s parents. Settle things with my pack. Talk to Kayleigh about both of our packs’ situations. I’m all about going back to Ireland with her to help her pack. But not now. Not while my pack is stil
TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter includes content that might upset some readers, including reference to miscarriage scare. Please seek assistance if needed. Kayleigh “Gentlemen, may I suggest that you take your ladies outside the room until they calm down. Let’s give Alpha Cillian and Luna Kayleigh some quiet time so that they can enjoy meeting their baby Alpha heir for the first time,” the doctor suggests. “I think that’s a good idea. Let us know when we can come back inside. I know that my wife and my sister can’t bear being around each other but they truly care about the wolf-pup. We all do.” Gio tells the doctor as he and Gunner carry their women outside the room. “All right. I’ll call for you when they are ready to behave.” The doctor dips her head to nod as she gives Gio a warm smile. “Thanks, doc. I apologize for my sister. You know how she is.” Cillian explains, embarrassed by his sister’s actions. “No worries. They were fine.
Kayleigh We all left the boardroom as soon as Zerdan departed. Gio went looking for his stubborn wife while the rest of us headed to the infirmary. Our best friends, Gunner and Gisella, stay with us while Cillian and I wait for the doctor’s arrival. I’m sitting on Cillian’s lap facing Gisella who is also parked on Gunner’s lap, just a few feet from us. As Gisella and I talk animatedly, giggling and laughing, the men stare at each other while they communicate through mind-link. I glance behind me to look at Cillian and smile when I see him nod at whatever his Beta is mind-linking him. I throw a glimpse at Gunner while listening to Gisella and saw him motion his hand as if he’s trying to prove a point in his mind-link conversation. I’m pretty sure that we look hilarious right now but I will not have it any other way. It didn’t take long and the doctor arrives with her staff. The vanilla scent she brings in with her inside the room immediately calms me. Her warm smile inst
Kayleigh Last night was phenomenal. I’m still in a state of bewilderment that the Moon Goddess chose Cillian and me to wield such extraordinary powers. We thought we were going to have an easy and a lazy morning. But we have too many questions about our hybrid-looking transformation. So, to rest our minds and find some answers, Cillian immediately summoned the one person we think who’ll have answers or at least know where or how to find information about our newfound powers, Zerdan. I called Aunt Bree but didn’t get much from her as she and John never experienced what Cillian and I had. However, she did mention that our ancestors, the Blessed Wolf and her mate, had the same abilities—they were able to shift into hybrid-looking werewolf and can also be in their normal wolf form. I called Gio and asked him to meet up here at the manor before my OB-GYN check-up, not realizing that it meant he’d have to cut short his and Reagan’s trip to make it back
Cillian To claim my mate. To make her mine. To mate, to mark, and mate again. To rut and knot. These are the primal needs of a werewolf. Setting aside the new reality and responsibility that the Moon Goddess just dropped on us, Kayleigh and I shift into our human form. We continue to kiss and touch and drown in our passions as if the last several minutes didn’t just change the course of our lives. “What’s on your mind, Kill?” she asks. “Nothing serious,” I say to down-play the weight of our awaiting duties to the Wolf Blood circle. “Is it bothering you? Do you think it’s bad?” The fact that she’s asking me these questions tells me that she already knows what thoughts and questions are running in my head. “Let’s talk about it later… I have some more important things to attend to,” I say as I catch her slightly parted lips with mine and run my hands on her back, squeezing her round and firm behind. For the l
Cillian Holding her body tightly against mine, I get up off the bed and carry her towards the window and sit her down on the wooden window sill. I unlatch the window lock and push the glass pane outwards to allow the cold fresh air in. The night breeze coming from the outside hits her back and makes her gasp. As werewolves, we’re more receptive of how different sensory stimuli can enhance pleasure. Like how hot and cold together can heighten sexual experience. The cold wind kisses her back while her front takes the hot friction from our bodies rubbing against each other. The contrasting temperatures mixed with the sensual strumming of our sexes release a different level of sensory pleasure. It’s magical. “Now it’s my turn to fuck your pussy. Brace yourself, because I’m not holding back. I’ve waited too long for this.” I band an arm around her waist to hold her down as I thrust my cock in and out of her with a desire that can probably move mountains. She holds onto my shoulders whi
CillianMy lips move to nibble on her inner thighs while my fingers gently push her silk panties to the side, revealing her bare pussy, already glistening with wetness. My fingers sink inside her, playing with her outer lips as I move to the apex of her opening and press on the little crux of pleasure. “Cillian…” Her raspy voice causes my skin to prickle. My cock pulsates hearing my name called in her breathy tone. I don’t wait any longer. I pull her panties to the side hastily and dive my mouth on her slick pussy. My tongue swirls around her clit for a few minutes before spearing in and out of her sweet hole. My mouth moves all over her plump pussy, kissing and making out with it like I do to her upper lips. Slurping and smacking sounds fill the room as I indulge in her delectable honey pot. I moan while sucking and blowing on her aroused clit, knowing that the mild vibration from my mouth will fully awaken her in the most delicious way.Kayleigh shifts to giv