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108. The fight inside me
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2022-04-07 09:57:01Ambrose POV
I went to see Theo. He was still bedridden. I knew I wasn't in my right mind when I attacked him, but it still hurt to see him like this.
"Theodore, I am so sorry about this," I apologized right away.
"You really fucked me up, bro." Theo laughed. He sat up halfway. "Look, I know it wasn't you, so I am not angry. I am angrier at myself for not being able to defend myself better. I feel like a weak little bitch."
Bitterness dripped from his voice, so I knew his pride was hurt.
"You couldn't have done anything against me. I was in my full Lycan form, and you know what happens when I'm in that state," I said.
'Still, we all had enough preparation to deal with that version of you. But it was as if you were way stronger that night." Theo frowned.
[The Lycan was being controlled,] my wolf said.
[Controlled by who?] I asked him.
[By your evil desires.]
I ignored my wolf and turned my focus back to Theo. "Your
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