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46. Fear

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"Chaos is a friend of mine"

~Bob Dylan

Alessandro is changing.

I haven't decided whether it's a good or bad one, but there is definitely a change, I can see it, everyone can. Especially after the episode in his study. I was not angry at him, maybe a little disappointed but not angry. He did walk me to my death but there is also no denying that he saved me. At this point I know I have totally lost it, I can't seem to find anything wrong with him.

Maybe love really does make you blind and irrational.

I do have a habit to ponder over everything before making a decision. Like the day I decided to marry Alessandro, it was not a decision made in a rush. No, I thought about every possible aspect of the situation, if there was a way to get my family out of it alive. When I concluded that there was none, I married him. Alessandro's past behaviour should not ruin our present nor future, he did not know me and I did not know him, things have changed now. He is opening up to me, he is trying
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Hanan Kadamani
this story raises my blood pressure
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Marcia Xulu
Love the novel but this is too costly, over 60 points per chapter...
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i cried......
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