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46. Fear
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2020-11-01 03:16:34"Chaos is a friend of mine"
~BOB DYLAN
Alessandro is changing.
I haven't decided whether it's a good or bad one but there is definitely a change. I can see it, everyone is seeing it. Especially after the episode that went between us in his study.
I was not angry at him, maybe a little disappointed but not angry. There is no doubt that he walked me to my death but there is also no denying that he saved me. As I always say I am a rational thinker. I never take decisions based on quick emotions.
I have a habit to ponder over everything before coming to a decision. Like the day I decided to marry Alessandro, it was not a decision made in rush.
No, I thought about every possible aspect of the situation, if there was a way to get my family out of it alive. When I concluded that
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