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38. Hope
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2020-10-18 01:26:09"All my better days are the ones spent with you"
~Perry Poetry
I have always considered myself as a moon child, but what exactly does a moon child mean?
I have never actually referred to any realiable source to look through the exact meaning of that word.
I remember hearing the word somewhere and instantly falling in love with it.
In my head I came with my own meaning, the meaning of 'moon child' for me is 'someone who loves gazing at the moon for countless hours, someone who feels a deep connection with the moon.'
I guess I will never know if the meaning is valid, not until I feel less lazy enough to finally look for the meaning, until then I'll pass by my own meaning.
Since my childhood the moon has always been my favourite part of the night. The reason, well I have always chased
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