Edric's POV:
Our pack members start arriving one after the other, all of them in wolf form. Most live on the mountain property, and running is just easier than driving. Besides, no wolf I know will pass up the opportunity to shift and let their wolf run free. Well, except for the one by my side.
The wolves that live in the town in the shadow of the mountain will be the last to arrive; they usually drive part of the way and shift when theyāre away from human eyes. About ninety percent of the townās population are werewolves and the humans are blissfully unaware of this fact.
Mayaās nervous, her body coiled like a too tight spring, ready to let go and run off at any moment. As our pack members disappear into the woods to shift back to human form, she moves closer to me. Without even thinking about it, I put my arm around her, and to my surprise, she leans into me, resting her head against my shoulder.
The feeling of bliss I experience when she lets me take care of her, even in this small way, almost breaks my heart with sheer joy. Once most of the tables are occupied, I take Mayaās hand and lead her to the head table where my father, sister, and Luca already wait. Itās customary for the Alpha to take his seat last.
All the people jump to their feet, staring at Maya, and I hear the whispers that ripple through the pack. I donāt care, but she does. Her hand tightens around mine, crushing my fingers, but I ignore it ā if sheās this nervous just walking to our table, sheās gonna explode with it in about another minute.
I stop in front of our table. My dad gives me a sly smile and a wink. I canāt help but grin back ā there arenāt many wolves that have to wait years to find their missing half, and very few would understand the sheer ecstasy I feel after all this time.
Turning Maya with me, I look out over the gathered wolves. They immediately stop talking, looking at me expectantly ā this is only my second month as the Alpha, but no one lacks respect for me. My family has proven themselves as a capable and honourable line of Alphas without the need to abuse the shit out of our pack members. āI have to introduce you to the pack,ā I whisper in her ear, and I can almost feel her whole body scream no.
āWelcome back everyone.ā I nervously look out over the expanse of the crowd before me. Itās not the crowd of wolves that are making me anxious though, itās Mayaās reaction I fear.
A hundred tables, give or take twelve people at each table. Managing a pack this size can be a logistical nightmare, but I wonāt have it any other way ā even though I donāt know everyone by name, I love all of them. I can feel their hopeful eyes on me, and finally I just have to say the words. I turn to Maya, smiling at her, āThis is your Luna and my mate, Maya.ā
āFinally,ā someone yells, and the pack erupts in a loud cheer.
They wonāt care that sheās a rogue, a lot of them came to our pack as rogues, but they may care that she was born to humans. Thatās a bit too weird, even for our ragtag pack of wolves. āSee?ā I say. āNo big deal.ā
She smiles up at me, actually giving me a true to Goddess smile, and my heart almost gallops out of my chest. āWhatās a Luna?ā she asks softly.
Ah. I have forgotten, again, that she has no idea how our society works. āIāll tell you later. For today, just nod and smile.ā
I bring Maya around the table, sitting next to Luca who is on my left, and Maya on my right, as is the custom. Jolie scowls at me, giving Maya a tight, unfriendly smile. I canāt for the life of me figure out why my twin sister canāt stand my mate, she barely knows her. Mind you, I barely know her, but thatās neither here nor there ā your mate is your mate. I frown at Jolie and she immediately mind-links me, āYou didnāt reject her then?ā
āI told you I wonāt.ā
āBut, Edricā¦ā
āJolie, what is your problem? You donāt even know herā¦.Why canāt you just be happy for me?ā
āSheāll only bring you heartache, thatās why.ā
āYou donāt have to like it, but you will respect my decision.ā
I break our link. I love Jolie, as twins our connection is so strong, but I wonāt, I canāt, tolerate insolence, not even from my own sister, it will very rapidly weaken my authority as Alpha. āSince my son doesnāt have the good manners to introduce you, I guess itās up to me,ā I hear my father say. āIām Joshua.ā
From the corner of my eye, I see my mate stick out her tiny hand to shake my dadās. āMaya,ā she says, her voice barely above a whisper.
āNice to meet you. We have been waiting for you for a long time. Our packās been without a Luna for nearly a year now.ā
āIām sorry to hear that.ā Maya gives me a sympathetic look. She understands enough to put two and two together.
My mother took her own life for unknown reasons. It almost destroyed my dad, and Jolie hasnāt been quite the same since. Maybe thatās why she is so afraid of Maya. I make a mental note to ask my sister about it later.
Two wolves carrying heavy trays of food approach our table. Maya almost jumps up to help them, but I quickly grab her hand and shake my head at her. A Luna helping Omegas will confuse the pack. Thereās no slavery in our pack, but true Omegas canāt help themselves ā theyāre born to serve. It makes them happy. Itās not something any of us can understand, but to them it makes perfect sense.
I glance at Maya, who smiles so beatifically at the Omega serving her that I can practically hear him fall in love. She thanks him with so much warmth that his eyes fill with tears. I find the Omegaās reaction a bit odd. In other packs Iāve visited over the years, Iād see that reaction when I treated an Omega with kindness and respect, but in our pack itās nothing strangeā¦.Then why is this Omega reacting like no oneās ever given him a sideways glance, let alone a thank you?
Just one more weird thing in a sea of weird that I can add to my list, I guess.
As we eat, I keep stealing nervous glances at Maya, but sheās handling herself well for a wolf thatās not used to pack life, though the tension doesnāt leave her face, and by the way sheās gripping her utensils I can just tell that sheās uncomfortable. She would rather be anywhere but here.
Like the night before, she barely eats anything, and when she pushes her plate away, Iām ready. āLetās go for a walk,ā I offer.
Jolie shoots me another of her ugly looks, Luca grins and claps me on the shoulder, and my father just nods his approval. āDonāt you need to stay?ā Maya asks.
āNo,ā my father answers for me. āAs long as heās back for the ceremony tonight.ā
āWhat ceremony?ā
āOur yearly offering to the Moon Goddess,ā Jolie answers, an ugly smile on her face. āYou should like it ā itās a blood offering.ā
Maya says nothing for a while, just stares at my sister, her face passive. āShould be interesting,ā she remarks dryly.
I can see Jolie and I are going to come to blows very soon. I hope to Goddess that she gets used to the idea that I have a mate now, or things will get very ugly. āItās not a blood sacrifice,ā I say when Iām sure Jolie canāt hear us anymore. āItās not even an offering. Weāre just accepting new members into the pack.ā
āI didnāt think anything of it. Jolie doesnāt like me,ā she says it with a quiet kind of certainty thatās really quite astounding.
I never thought, not even for a second, that my mate and sister wouldnāt get along. When I imagined it, they were always best friends. āI want to show you something,ā I say. āBut the only way I can is if you shift. Will you do that?ā
She looks at me with big, accusatory eyes. āAre you trying to trick me into shifting?ā
āAstute observation, but no, Iām not. Itās the only way weāll get there fast enough. Please?ā
Biting into her lip, she stares at me, her remarkable eyes dark and full of questions, but finally she nods, and my wolf practically jumps out of our skin with joy. āNot hereā¦not this close to others.ā
āNo,ā I agree. āNot here.ā
Ignoring my broken toes, I hobble deeper into the woods with Edric by my side, my heart nearly banging out of my chest. Why did I agree to shift? Of course, my wolf is elated ā I donāt blame her, she rarely gets a chance to be herself, but Iām already regretting my decision. Who knows what sheāll do when Iām forced to the background and she takes control? When we canāt hear the laughter and talking of the gathered pack anymore, Edric stops and turns to me. āWhat do you usually do when you shift? Do you take clothes with you, or go back to the place where you shifted before you turn back to human?ā āHuh?ā He chuckles softly. āMost of us will carry clothes with us ā so we donāt walk around naked when we shift back to human form. Weāll shift back when we get toā¦where weāre going, so I think you should bring your clothes with.ā āHow?ā Iām starting to realise that not only do I know nothing about being part of a pack or werewolf society, I also kno
Edric's POV: I smell the rogue minutes after turning my back on Maya. I donāt know how to communicate to her that the asshole is watching us. This is not a rogue looking for refuge, as so many of our other ex-rogues tended to do; this one is dangerous. Heās the very kind of wolf she keeps running into ā one thatās more beast than man. Very casually, as if I donāt know heās there, I pull my t-shirt over my head and start moving backwards to Maya. I donāt want to scare her, but we havenāt marked each other yet, so we donāt share a connection. I canāt mind-link her. The moment I let her know whatās going on, I shift and turn, relieved to see that she followed my advice. Her magnificent wolf shimmers in the sunlight, and this really sends the rogue over the edge of what little reason he has left. He comes crashing through the forest like a deranged animal, which I guess he kind of is, forgetting about me and going straight for Maya. Heāll
I canāt believe I did that. I canāt believe I attacked the rogue. But when he was on top of Edric, trying to get at his throat, I lost all control. For just a moment, my wolf took over and she didnāt think twice. I regained control just in time, just before she could rip into that poor manās throat. ~ Poor man? ~ my wolf asks angrily. ~ He tried to kill our mate. Rape us. ~ * He canāt help it. Heās crazyā¦feral. * Then Edric tells me to leave, and she really doesnāt like that suggestion one bit. It takes all my willpower to drag her away. I donāt want to leave him either. He shouldnāt have to deal with the feral wolf ā he came for me after all, so I should the one that takes care of him. I want to listen to my wolf, want to give in to her demands ā but I can tell by the look on Edricās face that he really needs me to go. There arenāt many options that I can see. They canāt let him go, and they canāt keep him here. All thatās left is killing him, and I know wha
Edric's POV: Despite feeling like absolute dog shit about killing the rogue, I canāt help but laugh with joy when Maya throws herself into my arms. I didnāt expect it, but it doesnāt matter ā having her in my arms eases some of the pain I feel about what I had to do. I hug her closely, feeling her bony little body shift and flow under mine. Iām slightly concerned about how thin she is, but Iāll make sure she eats from now on, fatten her up a bit. She slips out of my arms, but doesnāt step away. She looks up at me, her eyes soft, sympathetic, and oh Goddess, filled with so much understanding ā like she knows exactly how I feel. She cups my cheek, sending sparks of electricity through my body. Does that ever go away? Iāll have to ask Luca. āThank you,ā she says. āFor what?ā I ask, genuinely confused. āFor putting yourself between me and that guyā¦you know what he would have done if you werenāt--ā āI know,ā I interrupt quickly. I
I sit at the table next to Jolie, who is giving off some serious I hate you vibes, watching as the male wolves build what promises to be a truly spectacular bonfire. All I want to do is go back inside, away from all these people. I just want to be alone. Itās a lot for me, the constant movement, the never-ending laughing and talking, and strangers coming up to me to congratulate me on finding my mate. They didnāt even know me twelve hours ago, why do they care? Edric disappeared as soon as we were back, and I think itās because I hurt his feelings. I reacted on instinct when he rolled on top of me ā I knew, my wolf knew, that he wasnāt going to do anything to me, but I acted before I could think. However, I donāt think thatās what bugs him the most. It was the fact that I wouldnāt let him near me when we ran back. He tried to keep pace with me, wanted to run side by side, but every time he slowed down so I could catch up, Iād stop and wait for him to take the lead ag
A knock on the door wakes me. Edricās gone again, leaving only his delicious scent behind. āCome in, I guess.ā A young girl, maybe eighteen, walks into the room carry two massive paper shopping bags. āGood morning, Luna.ā She smiles nervously. āAlpha Edric asked me to bring this up to you.ā āOkay. Thank you,ā I say trying to focus. āWhat time is it?ā āAlmost noon, Luna.ā āReally? Shit. Why did no one wake me?ā āAlpha Edric said you need your rest. He also said I have to make sure you eat.ā The girl blushes a deep red as if she just told me some deep, dark, scandalous secret. āAlpha Edric can go fuck himself,ā I grumble as I swing my legs off the bed. The young wolf looks shocked by my remark, but I guess she would be ā she grew up in a pack. āWhere is Alpha Edric now?ā āIn his office, Luna.ā āThank youā¦whatās your name?ā āJessica.ā āJessica. Thank you.ā She beams at me, looking so pleased, and I
Edric's POV: What was I thinking? Telling her Iām going to kiss her? After the fight with Jolie, and my wolf trying his best to push his way to the front, I have very little control left. But I said it, I meant it, and I want to do it. I want to know everything about her, about her body. What she tastes like, what she feels like, what she smells like when passion takes her. What she sounds like when she comes. Butā¦ I canāt go too far. Canāt lose control. Donāt get me wrong, I want to. I want to feel her body move under mine, want to feel her soft, slippery skin against my fingers, her soft breasts pushing against my chest, want to know what it feels like being inside her, becoming oneā¦but we have to wait. We have to. She needs to know that Iām her safe haven. The place she can come to when she needs peace. She doesnāt say no when I lean over her, our lips only a fraction apart, sharing the same air, her breath tickling my skin. My hea
Edric's POV: The little bell above the diner jingles as I pull open the door for Maya. She gives me an apprehensive look, and then steps inside. Sheās afraid ā it radiates from her whole body. Who can blame her? After what she told me about how people treated her. But they wonāt do it now. Not while Iām with her. Not now that she smells like the Luna she is. I take her hand, leading her to a booth in the corner. Sheāll feel more comfortable without all the eyes on her. Almost everyone in the diner are werewolves, and everyone are curious about their new Luna. The young server who comes over to us is a werewolf too, and she looks very nervous when she hands us the menus. āI know it doesnāt look like much,ā I tell Maya, ignoring the menu. āBut this place has the best ice cream sundaes in the whole state.ā āI believe you.ā āAre you hungry yet?ā I ask. She was quiet on the ride over here, staring out of the window. I d
Abbadon's POV For ten years, I managed to stay away from Maya, and then I couldnāt stand it anymore. I left my home in Greece and went back. I watched her from afar, my heart screaming out to her, but knowing I couldnāt interfere. She needed her peace, and she found it. She was happy, living a life of domestic bliss with her mate and their mini-pack of eight pups. Deimos grew into an admirable young Alpha, and I felt her sadness on the day he left to take his place as Silver Springsā leader. He was loved and respected. He visited his parents every chance he got until he stepped down as Alpha and was never seen again. Warwick took the throne on his twenty-fifth birthday. Edric was happy to retire. He was a good king and dragged his tribe into the twenty-first century whether they liked it or not, but he never wanted the job. He was at his happiest when his children and grandchildren surrounded him. Their third child, a boy named Joshua, returned to Mountain Fire when he was twenty.
With Warwick resting on my hip, and my other hand in Deimosās I look around our apartment one last time. It was our home for more than a year, and Iāve grown oddly attached to it. āWhere going, mama?ā Deimos asks.I look down at my one-year-old who isnāt behaving like other one-year-olds and smile at him. āWeāre going home.āāThis home.āāNo kid,ā Edric says from the doorway. āThis isnāt our home anymore. I build us a better home.āāHellooo,ā Cedric calls from the living room, his voice echoing in the empty apartment. āOne last time for good luck.āI start laughing and let Edric take Deimos before we leave our bedroom for the last time.Cedric and Stephen waits for us in the living room surrounded by their three pups. They took to parenthood like ducks take to water, and soon after the pups arrived, Cedric resigned as Edricās Gamma. āAre you sure?ā Edric asked.āYes,ā Cedric replied, beaming at Edric. āItās all I want now.āāYou donāt just want paternity leave?ā Edric joked. āReconsid
Edric's POV Our date night turned into a bit of a flop. We had to take it in turns to stop each other. When Maya lost control, Iād remind her to stop, and when it was my turn to lose control, sheād remind me to stop, but somehow we made it work. Together, we found new and interesting ways to satisfy each other, rediscovering each otherās bodies. I yawn and flop backward on the bed. The moment we were home, Maya rushed off to find the boys, and I take the time to enjoy the silence. Goddess knows, I love my sons, but I do enjoy these quiet moments. It gives me a chance to think. The one good thing that came out of last night was that Maya finally opened up to me and shared her fears. Now that weāre talking openly and frankly again, Iām hoping that sheāll slow down and spend more time with me. I miss her. My phone starts vibrating and I pull it out of my pocket. With a frown I stare at the caller ID. āAdrian?ā I answer. āHello,ā he says. Itās strange to hear his voice. We havenāt sp
Edric's POV Mayaās heat comes on as suddenly as it did the last time, only this time Iām here to experience it, and sheās not locked behind several layers of wood and steel. One moment, everythingās fine, the next I almost drive off the road as her scent fills the car and attacks my senses. I wipe my wet palms on my jeans and try to pay attention to the road so I donāt kill us. āWhatās wrong?ā she asks. āYou donāt know?ā I ask in return, hearing my voice rise several octaves. āYouāre in heat.ā āIs that what it is? I just thought Iām horny forā¦well, no good reason at all.ā She laughs uncomfortably and shifts around in her seat. āShouldnāt I get some kind of warning or something?ā āNormally, yesā¦but we forget sometimes that youāre not normal.ā We are almost to the hotel and the road is clear with no other cars in sight, but Iām not sure Iām going to make it. Blood rushes through me so fast that I can barely hear, let alone see. Just like last time her heat overwhelms me and I canāt
I crash through the misty woods, my wolf pushing our body harder than I thought was possible, oblivious to our surroundings as we keep trying to get away from whatever it is thatās chasing us. I never saw what it was. I just felt it. Danger. Itās right on top of us. ~ Go faster! ~ I scream at my wolf. She increases her pace, but we wonāt be able to do this for much longer. Weāve been running for hours, and our legs are about to give out. At first, Iām relieved to see him. Abbadon lands in front of me, and I dash past him, placing myself between him and the thing chasing us. Finally, we can stop. I collapse to the ground, and my exhausted wolf lets go, forcing me to shift back to human. I curl up in a little ball on the cold, wet, forest floor and try to catch my breath, trusting that Abbadon will take care of the dangerous thing Iām trying to escape. I look up at Abbadon. My mate. No matter what he is or what he does, heāll never harm me. āIs that what you think?ā he asks in his
Edric's POV The weeks slip by without anyone taking much notice. New Yearās day comes and goes without much fanfare, but a week into the new year, Maya insists on speaking to Alpha Neil about Deimos, and after days of pestering me about it, I give in. The Alpha doesnāt tell us anything I havenāt already told her. āI donāt know what else I can say, Queen,ā Neil says. āWe grow up fast, and we shift young--ā he shrugs --ābut thatās just how it is with our kind. We are big, weāre strong, and weāre violent.ā Maya shudders lightly and looks over at Deimos who is trying to pull himself upright against a couch. āHeās not even five months old yet,ā she whispers. āYes,ā Neil replied. āAnd by the time heās twelve, heāll look like a fully grown man. But you have to remember, heās still just a child.ā The Alpha bites into his nails, his face pensive, then he sighs and goes on. āThis is important. The first shift is the worst. It lasts for hours, and it is brutal. Make sure you lock him up.ā āW
I havenāt seen Edric in such a good mood since the day he introduced me to the pack back at Mountain Fire. At first, the higher-ranking wolves wouldnāt join us, refusing to eat with the ālower filthā as one of the warriors called the True Omega that walked past him. Just when I thought my grand plan would come apart at the seams, Stephen and Cedric jumped in and arranged everyone according to their rank, which placated some of the grumpier wolves. Less than an hour later, everyone is happily chatting and enjoying the day. Even Maxwell and Alexanderās widow, Esther, came out of their hiding place to join us, but they are sitting by themselves, away from the rest of the tribe. āHe looks much better,ā I say while staring at Edricās uncle. Edric looks up and follows my gaze. āYes, now that heās not getting poisoned every day. Heās actually improving, but heās still not speaking. Winston says the damage to his brain is catastrophic. Heāll heal some, but heāll never be quiteā¦right.ā Iāve
Edric's POV I lie on my side, watching Maya sleep, trying to get rid of the unnecessary guilt thatās trying to eat me alive. She kept trying to reassure me that itās okay, but Iāve been so conditioned by my time with Mountain Fire, that I canāt let go and believe it. I lost control. "Alphas don't lose control," I can practically hear my father's voice. It's as if he's standing right next to me. "It's a thin line between losing control and going feral." Sighing, I pull on a pair of loose boxers and go back to the balcony for a glass of wine. I won't be able to sleep while I feel like this anyway. āEvening,ā Stephen says from their balcony. āHey,ā I answer and pour some wine into my glass before I walk over to the low wall separating the two balconies. āWhereās Cedric?ā āInside, feeding Warwick. Howās your date going?ā āWell, itās notā¦I think itās over. Mayaās asleep.ā Stephen laughs softly. āYeah, Iām sure sheās tuckered out. You two were a bitā¦loud.ā I blush, grateful for the d
Itās like Iām standing outside myself. Watching, hearing, feeling and seeing everything my wolf does. I have no control over myself and my body anymore. It was already too late when Edric brought me inside -- by then she had taken control because she sensed my hesitation. Edric tries to pull away from me, but she growls a low warning and grips his hair, roughly pulling him back to her, folding her lips around his mouth. The kiss steals the breath from my body and drives me insane with dark, needy lust. I want to stop fighting it, want to stop overthinking every little thing, I want to stop fighting my wolf and just let it happen. I want to find my mate again and be with him like we used to be when we found each other. Edric picks me up, and I wrap my legs around him. He carries me across the room, slamming me against the wall so hard that my head connects to it with a jarring thud. It doesnāt even slow my wolf down. Her claws surface and she rips his shirt to ribbons. Iām terrified