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2021-10-26 09:04:59He misses me? But I don't feel the same way. He looks familiar but I can't seem to find the emotion of longing for him. I didn't misses him even just a bit, and that's weird... everything feels weird when it is all about Silvanus.
"Miss Avi,"
I stop walking and glance at Morgan who has been following me around. I know my eyes are void with emotions, because, I don't know what to feel anymore. I am confuse with myself, to the things around me, the things that I know and the things that I am feeling. My emotions these pasy few days clash back that I couldn't get a grip of it. Sometimes, I was not sure if my emotion are still genuine or it is also just part of the things that I believe.
"You're spacing out Miss" Morgan points out when I didn't say anything.
It's more than two hours now since Silvanus left. I told him to use the car since he ask the Rion guy to drive his car for the sake of sending me home. I am not sure if he did listen to me because I didn'
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