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Chapter 84 Oppressed Feelings

Author: Kiraran
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My emotions are all over the place, even as I am in my room and fully dressed.

Celine is no longer in the room, probably after she sensed that I was out looking for her with a murderous intent. The only one with me right now is Marian, who is helping me tie dry my hair after a shower.

“Lay off the grumpy expression, babe.” Marian gleefully tries to cheer me up. “I am sure that Celine only said it as a sort of motivational speech.”

“But I am motivated.” I reply.

“I do hope that you don’t mean to strangle her.”

I flinch, knowing that I was caught red-handed.

“Belle, we all want to strangle her most of the time, so you might have to wait for your turn.” She smiles and gives me a subtle wink.

“Belle!” The childish scream comes first long before the child behind the door enters. Holly enters, bouncing on her tiptoes as she heads right towards me. Her arms barely enough to wrap around my waist when she hugs me.

I fumble with my words. I may not remember much, but I do know that I
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