CHAPTER 1

"H-How can I like you if you look exactly like him?" Tears welled up in my eyes.

"Do you think I'm like him? That I'll do the same to you? We're twins, we're brothers, but that doesn't mean I'm like him, Althea." He held my hand.

"No, all guys are the same. You're all the same!" I said while pushing his hand away from mine.

"I like you, no... I mean, I love you, Althea."

I laughed out loud at what he said.

"Love? That's just a word. I don't believe in love Kenneth. I don't even know what love means."

"You already knew before that I have feelings for you but why do you hate me that much? I noticed that you don't like me since when we were a kid."

"Because you remind me of my dad, you're both womanizers!"

"It's not serious on them, I was just--"

"It's not serious because you think we girls are toys!" I said.

"Don't get your hopes up Kenneth, even if you ask me again and again, my answer will not change from the beginning. I don't like you, and I will never like you, especially the brother of the man who raped me!"

4 weeks ago...

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I opened my eyes and looked around.

"Ugh, I hate mornings." I'm going to school again and surely someone will piss of me off again.

I looked at my phone when it suddenly rang.

It's early in the morning, who's texting me? Oh! It's him, maybe he texted.

I quickly looked at it and...

From Unknown number: Good morning Ms. Nerdy attitude, wakey wakey it's time for school ;)

My smile disappeared when I read that.

"Ughh, where did he get my number again?!" I ask myself irritably.

I just changed my number yesterday! He's so annoying for real! Damn, he always pissed me off!

I was about to get up to go to the bathroom when suddenly someone texted me again, so I looked at it.

From Henkent: Good morning Summer, have a nice day today :)

I smiled when I read his message

To Henkent: Good morning.

I don't know him personally, we haven't met yet, we're just like text mates. How did I get his number? He was the one who texted me first and then it turned out that he just sent it wrong. We've been like this for 5 years. I was open with him and then he was also open with me, I shared my problems with him, and he seemed to know everything about me and so did I. But I'm not one hundred percent sure that he's telling the truth.

I still have a class sh*t! I suddenly forgot about it.

I quickly took a shower and got dressed, then went downstairs to eat.

"Althea Summer!" What a good timing mommy called me.

"Yes, mommy?" I asked when I faced her.

He has her arms crossed now while looking at me carefully, I adjusted my eyeglasses and looked at her as well.

"What did you do again!" I held my ear, I could still hear her loud voice. She got really close and then started yelling at me.

'Gosh, mommy. I'm not deaf, okay.'

"What? What did I do?" I asked innocently.

"You slapped one of your classmates again?!" Oh, I know what she's talking about now.

She's talking about that annoying bitch.

She stepped on my foot so in return I slapped her twice. I know she did it on purpose so she deserved it.

"By the way, who said that Mom?"

"Why? Are you gonna do something bad to her? Huh?!"

"Of course mom no," I said then secretly smirked but I think she noticed it.

"Summer!" Oh, I hate it when mommy calls me by my second name, it sounds like... Uhm, I just don't like it!

"What?" I looked at her with a surprised face.

"Don't go ahead with what you're planning. I'm telling you Althea you won't like what---" I rolled my eyes.

"Goodbye, Mom!" I said and started walking away from her.

"Althea, come back here! You haven't eaten yet!"

"I really need to go, bye Mom!"

I even heard her call my name but I ignored it.

Uhm, I won't do anything to her, I'm not the type of person who slaps you suddenly even if you're not doing anything wrong to me.

No, I'm not that kind of person, if someone pissed me off, I'll piss them off too, if you slap me, I'll slap you. If you don't do anything to me, I won't do anything to you either, it's that simple, right? So, if you don't want me to ruin your mood then don't ruin mine, understand?

***

While walking, someone bumped into me and that made me sit on the floor.

This is what I'm talking about, my mood is ruined now.

I fixed my glasses first because it was a little sideways, I stood up and shook my skirt.

"Oh, sorr-- never mind." I looked at the woman.

It's her Vallery Gavis, she was the one who told my mommy, how did I know? She is simply the sucker who tells my mommy when I get into trouble.

"You're going to say sorry, right?"

"No, because I'm not sorry at all." She said with emphasis and she rolled her eyes on me, I laughed out loud.

You also want to try to be an attitude huh? I would have forgiven you if you said sorry.

"Then I'm not sorry for slapping you..." I quickly slapped her on the cheek.

"...right now." 

"What the f**k!!" She looked down and grabbed the cheek that I slapped.

The attention of the students turned to me and her then start gossiping.

"You want more?" I didn't wait for her to answer and immediately slapped her on the other cheek.

"F**k!"

"You still want? Oh, okay." I was about to slap him when she suddenly blocked her hand making me stop.

"Stop! Sh*t my cheek hurts!!" Yeah, I know it hurts, I'm not stupid you know.

"That's what we call instant blush on."

I said with a smile, even if I just slapped both cheeks once, it was red.

I hit really hard. Hmm, how nice that's why I really love my hands.

"Are you mad at me because I told your Mommy?!" Is that still being asked? whether you said it or not I don't care.

"No, not at all, I just ahm, hmm... I'm just pissed off whenever I see your face." I said; the truth is I slapped her because she didn't apologize when she bump me...? I hate it when someone does like this to me and then doesn't want to apologize, even though she knows it's her fault.

"That's all?!"

"Yeah."

"How about if I punch you in the face and say I'm just f*cking pissed off, you think you'll be happy!!"

"Then punch me if you can, don't just talk," I said with a smile, you're full of words Vallery.

"Oh, I forgot to tell you that, I don't let anyone punch my precious face!" I told her with emphasis.

"You're an ugly attitude nerd!!" Me? Ugly? Who f**king said that? Of course who else would it be!

I admit that I'm attitude but I'm not ugly, no one is ugly in this world right? It's just a word anyway, an insulting word to make people down.

"You're the one who's ugly, bitch." I said. Except for her, I'm sorry it's just an attitude.

"I'm not a bitch! You ugly nerd!!" I don't really like it for those who will be left behind, but if they want to be angry, I won't be angry with them, it's simple.