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Testing my sanity Chapter 18
Daniel POV:Nina is nowhere to be found. I've tried calling but my calls go straight to voicemail. Was I too harsh with her? Maybe I was because this is unlike Nina.I tried calling her father as well but he just said that she upped and left a while ago. Then proceeded to ask me if the baby was mine. I know I should have explained our situation but I just hung up on himLooking over the documents I should have signed 2 days ago I have the pen in my hands but every time I am about to sign I feel easy.How am I supposed to sign a document that tells me that Thalia should go to an orphanage next month? I mean as the next kin I'm allowed to make that decision but Nina has fallen in love with her.I am surely not signing this document because of Nina. Not because Thalia's cuteness is a virus that crawled its way to my heart that last night I found myself sleeping on the floor in her room"Boss," one of my men says. Looking at the doorway I find Jacob one of the new guards looking very nerv
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Daniel POV:I shut the door behind me and Dario chuckles"When I got the call from you on Monday talking about you had something I needed I didn't expect you to have Thalia and Nina" I seethe and he grins leaning back in his chair"Well, Daniel when I asked if we could meet up you said there's no need. Your men kill my cousin and I brushed it under the rug so I figured we could bring peace between the Russian and Spanish mafia" Dario says and I sigh going to sit down. Oh so it's business "You see I like your dedication but to keep those two girls hostage just to get me here is something I find rather heinous," I say unbuttoning my suit jacket as I sit "I wouldn't say that considering she's my fiancé," Dario says with a smug smile. A small smile spreads across my face daring me to kill this son of a bitch but because I'm a professional I'm trying to calm myself down"I see well I'll be taking her off your hands now," I say getting ready to stand up. He just takes out a bottle of vodk
Last Updated : 2023-11-16Testing my sanity Chapter 19
Daniel POV: Nina has barely spoken to me since we've gotten back. I've been trying to talk to her but she keeps giving me short answers. Not to even mention I tried having dinner with her but she said she was too tired so I left her alone Sitting on my bed I finish reading a couple of contracts I'm meant to sign for the finalization of my new casino venture in Dubai. It was a hefty procedure but I'm very persuasive. Hearing a loud crash from next door I quickly get up and I rush towards Nina's room. Opening the door I find that her Chester drawer has fallen onto the floor. She's crouched down on the floor next to it and I rush over to her "Hey Hey Nina what's wrong," I ask picking her up and placing her on the bed but she clings to me. I don't like this. Nina is never like this. She's always talkative and bubbly but right now the girl in my arms seems broken "Nina what's wrong," I ask and she sighs clinging onto me tighter "I'm a failure aren't I," she says so quietly and I frown
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"Can I take you out on a date?" she says tucking strands of her hair behind her ears. I grab her waist placing her directly above my crotch so she can feel how hard I am "Do you feel that?" I ask grinding my hips into her. She bites her lip and nods her head"Good, because I don't want you stripping me off of my gentlemen duties," I say and she rolls her eyes with a grin on her beautiful face"Let's start again. Nina, would you please go on a date with me" I ask and she chuckles wrapping her arms around my neck"Only because you said please," she says leaning in. I start to lean in too and I almost tense up realizing that this is Nina and I's first kiss. Gripping her waist tighter her breathing starts to pick up"I want to kiss you" I whisper against her lips. Her breath hitched making me push up against her. A slight whimper escapes her lips making my dick throb at the sound Fuck now I'm really turned on. What is she even wearing? How many times must I tell her to stop wearing thes
Last Updated : 2023-11-17Testing my sanity Chapter 20
Daniel POV:Driving into the graveyard. I park the car and I step out with a cigar in one hand and a bottle of whisky in the other. Xavier's grave is a clear sign of a king with his fallen maidens beside him. Amanda, Amelia, and Amiyah are on Xavier's Left. Amari on Xavier's right as well as the added edition Amy"I never said I loved you and I'm glad I didn't" I chuckle looking at his tombstone. Our brotherhood is a bond that death can't even break. I would have died for this very man but this time I couldn't because he died for me.I didn't know how to avenge him so I did the only way I knew how. I wiped out the Sicilian mafia leaving the men too old to run it as well as the kids that are too young. So I probably have a good 7-12 years before a war starts "Do you know how much shit I'm in right now?" I say thinking about how much my life has changed. Some are good changes others are overwhelming.For starters being a dad is nice but I didn't expect to be one. The mafia is literally
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"Don't be crazy" I say shoving her shoulder with mine and she chuckles"Remember what I told you at the hospital," she says and I shake my head no. She looks up at the car that dropped her off and she nods her head. She stands up dusting herself off and she turns to me"I said no matter what you do just don't push away a person who's just trying to love you. Let alone fight for your love" she says and I nod my head. Taking a puff from the cigar I blow out a cloud of smoke"I won't," I say and she smiles"Good because I want to see you happy," she says and I nod taking another swig of the whiskey. At this point, I'm drinking and smoking. I should really hold back but then again I'm drinking for Xavier and me."Thanks, Bella," I say. She nods turning around and walking over to the car. I'm pretty sure that's Noah or that other guy. She climbs in and they drive away"I thought after some time it's going to hurt not having Bella in my life but it doesn't," I say to Xavier's tombstone"Bes
Last Updated : 2023-11-17Testing my sanity Chapter 21
Daniel POV:Another beautiful day waking up next to the woman I lo- like and it's just been great. I've been missing out.It's the best feeling ever to wake up next to someone you call yours. Heart, soul, and body she's mine. Flaws and strengths I share them with her and she shares hers with mine. I don't know what my fear of dating was but I'm glad I got over itI wrap my hands around Nina so she sinks into my body. I want to properly absorb her sometimes I wish we didn't have flesh so that she could rest her head on my heart so she knows that it only beats for her"Daniel ow" she mutters in a sleepy voice."Not enough I want more" I mutter grabbing her hair and dropping it on my face so I can smell her. She smells like choc chip cookies and love"Daniel" she wines but I refuse to hear her out. Why can't she just get closer aggh"Crawl into my skin" I whisper into her hair and she chuckles"Why are you being so weird this morning," she says trying to get out of my hold but quickly gi
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Dropping Thalia off at Daycare she's more than excited to crawl toward the big pile of toys that her friends are playing with. She smiles at them picks up a little piano and starts making noise smacking her fingers about "Oh you must be Thalia's mother how nice to meet you," the lady says in Russian as she walks toward me. I turn to face her and if I'm being quite honest I barely understand/speak Russian so I can't reply"I do-"Oh my apologies," she says with a smile on her face and I return one back"Oh no I'm sorry for not understanding," I say and she brushes me off waving a hand to tell me it's no problem "No no it's fine but my English is not very good but I'll try," she says and now I feel bad"Thank you," I say and she smiles"Thalia is a good kid," she says. I look over at Thalia and I smile"Yeah she is," I say, and the lady nods"But I fear she's taking longer to start walking," she says and I frown turning to face her"Don't you think that's a bit of a stretch? She's 18
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Nina POV:This is the part in the movie where the bride stands in front of a full-body mirror staring at herself in a dress that she likes, getting married to the love of her life. Happy tears brimmed in her eyes at the thought that she'd finally made it to the day her little herself always dreamed ofInstead, all I see is the dread of knowing this isn't the wedding of my dreams instead it's someone else's. A truce between mafias for my unborn child to take over one dayI don't think I'll ever get over the fact my father killed my mother because I wasn't a boy. I spent most of the night crying about it until the need for revenge roused upI'm still going to go through with this wedding and if the opportunity reveals itself I might just kill my fatherNone of this is how I dreamed my wedding to go but at least I have Daniel. At that, a smile makes it to my face.I guess I have one thing to thank my dad for even though I hate thinking about it but he's the reason Daniel and I's paths cr
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Daniel POV:Sitting in Nina's dad's office I try my best to remain calm and not get involved as they speak but the more they speak the more I see how he doesn't even hide his distaste for Nina. It was one thing for him to tell me he wanted a son and was disappointed to get a daughter but to show her to her face is starting to piss me off"But dad this is my wedding I want Mom to be here," Nina says pleading her case and he just stares at her while smoking his cigar. Noticing her squirming in his gaze I squeeze her thigh to remind her to stand her ground"Mr. Takahashi if my wife wants her mother at this shitshow of a wedding that we both can't even have a say in the least you could do is allow her one wish, "I say meeting his glare with one of my own. He stares for about 3 seconds and then chuckles"I heard my daughter Mr. Peters but considering we both know why her mother can't be here is rather funny isn't it," he says and then it clicks. Nina turns to me and I know she noticed me s
Testing my sanity Chapter 44
Nina POV:Having the best sleep of my life I get stirred awake by murmurs and snickering"Nina" I hear someone say but I brush them off snuggling into the warm body next to me but it moves irritating me"Daniel stop moving" I mumble but someone says my name again. Opening my one eye I start seeing a bunch of old ladies I haven't seen since I was 18. Startled I sit up to find Daniel equally as shocked as me"Nina what's going on," Daniel says and I quickly grab the sheets to cover myself and him"No worry we see the bites on your neck know that hubby fuck good," one of my Aunties says and I turn bright red"Uhm Daniel these are my Aunties, Sakura, Aya, Ema, Himari, and Eiko, " I say pointing at each of them earning each to wave at him"Nice to meet you all," he says and I smile wishing for the world to swallow me whole right now"I never know you're into a white boy, Nina" Auntie Ema says and I groan hiding my face with the sheet"Of course she does. She ran to America and white boys l
Testing my sanity Chapter 43 part 2
Daniel POV:Grabbing the sheets on either side of me I try to keep from rubbing against the wet patch Nina gave me just to feel something wet right now as she sits up. She takes off her night dress leaving her in her little lace thong. She smiles at me but I'm busy focusing on her tits and every curve of her bodyShe grabs my sweatpants tugging them down until they bunch at my ankles. She crawls to me and then straddles me again this time her crotch area against me. I have to fight the urge to create friction but lucky for me she starts creating itShe grinds herself on me making it possible for me to feel her delicate-able wetness coat me through the fabric of her thong that I have to clench my jaw to calm myself down. She starts moaning and I can't tell whether the throbbing sensation I'm feeling is my dick or her pussy but fuck I'm about to lose it"Nina please," I say finally begging and she bites her lip looking at me. She continues to grind on me increasing the friction. We both
Testing my sanity Chapter 43
Daniel POV:Sliding a sleeping Nina off of me I step out of bed and sneak out of the bedroom and into the hallway.I head toward Dario's room and I open the door without knocking. He sits up abruptly covering himself and I quickly turn away not wanting to see something I don't want to see. I hear a moan and then a quiet snicker by the laptop in front of him and he quickly says bye to whoever it is before shutting it"What the hell I was just-"he growls but I cut him off"I don't need to know," I say trying to not visualize what could have happened if I arrived 2 minutes later"Knock for fuck sake man," he says angrily and I ignore him as I pace up and downI told Nina she could sleep even though she was reluctant about it but she needed to so I let her. As for me well I can't fucking sleep there too much going through my head right nowTo keep the soldiers who survived the fight as well as keep peace with all three mafia's Nina's father pushed for the wedding to be in two days. Don't
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Nina POV: "Nice of you to arrive after the honeymoon suite," Dario says as we climb out of the water and walk toward him. Taking off our wet suits I grab my hair squeezing out excess water "I'm starting to think you fucking called him to begin with," I say to Dario as I walk closer to him. He scoffs then acknowledges Daniel with a nod "If there's one thing I'm not is a snitch. I saw Amigo climb on board and I just kept the information to myself" Dario says making Daniel chuckle. Well look at them being friends at my expense "Back to the situation at hand. 35 men are patrolling the grounds and 12 inside the house" Dario says and I grin "We have 60 so we got this in the bag," I say and he nods. We quietly make our way into the island with our guns drawn up. Dario signals for our soldiers to spread out and move forward. Inches into the thick Forrest the hairs on my arms and neck stand up. Then I hear something that makes my blood run cold "Nina what's wrong," Daniel whispers next t
Testing my sanity Chapter 41
Nina POV:We finally arrive at a port by the East China Sea. The men crack open the box crates and take out weapons loading them into the submarine"Are you sure the Chinese won't notify my dad?" I ask Dario and he chuckles"You know very well your dad hates them," he says and I sigh as if I could forget"Yeah, I guess well I' 'll be back I'm going to change let me know if anything pops up, "I say and he nods. He starts barking some orders at some guys and that's when I turn the corner into a hallway. When I reach my room I switch on the lights and I head into the bathroom. Peeling off my clothes I step into the shower and I close the shower door. Turning on the spray I instantly get sprayed with cold water before it slowly turns into my desired heatRinsing my hair and then my body I squeeze excess water out of my hair and I shut the spray. Stepping out I grab my towel and when I walk towards the door I realize my clothes aren't on the floor anymore. Drying my hair I reach under the
Testing my sanity Chapter 40
Nina POV:Making breakfast for Daniel I place the last batch of pancakes on a plate in front of him. His rambling on about something and all I can think about is the mission for tonight. So I nod where I feel is important and hum every time I need to agree with what he is saying"Chickens are blue," he says behind his newspaper and I hum taking the greasy pan to the sink. He drops the newspaper and he looks at me"You're not listening," he says and I hum once more. Why hasn't Dario texted me? Just at that exact time my phone dings and I rush towards it but Daniel beats me to it."Wait Daniel" I start to say when his face falls practically glaring at the text message"Why is Dario texting you that his ready for tonight? What the fuck is happening tonight" he hisses gripping my phone so hard that I'm pretty sure his meaning for it to break"Daniel nothing," I say taking off my apron and scrunching it up. Placing it on the counter I round the island and go to grab my phone from him."Now
Testing my sanity Chapter 39 part 2
Daniel POV:"Nina what's wrong," I ask and she shakes her head in denial. I don't know what's going on but she looks like she's on the verge of tears. Oh fuck what did I do now?"Where were you" she whispers wrapping her arms around herself like it's the only thing keeping her up right now. I rub my neck and I curse myself fuck. I step towards her and she stops me"No" she yells with her hand in front of her pointing at me accusingly"Nina calm down" I state and tears start to fall down her cheeks"No, Daniel where were you" she yells even louder now. I look upstairs making sure that Thalia isn't up there to hear her parents fight"I was getting you something if you just let me go to the car I'll –"Who is she Daniel" she screams and now I go towards her. Grabbing her face I pull her towards me and I kiss her. She's pushing and shoving away from me but I continue to kiss her with every ounce of love I have for her hoping she can feel it.Her punches start to weaken and she kisses me b
