Cassandria POV.
Looking up at this huge mansion, I nod in appreciation. It is gorgeous. Modern and sleek. Floor to ceiling windows complete with privacy glass. The walls are white, the front door is a double door in black. The three steps leading up to the front doors are made of white quartz. I look up and there is an enormous window just above the front door.
There are up-lights against the walls. It looks cold, masculine, clearly a bachelor pad. Andros opens the door and ushers me inside.
I step inside and just wow. The interior is clean and shiny. The marble floors shine and the walls are white, with modern artwork hanging from them. The entry way has two stairs cases that join to a platform at the top complete with glass panelling. I feel sorry for whoever has to keep them clean.
There is a lounge area with black area rugs and a huge open fireplace. Definitely a bachelor pad. It lacks warmth, and that lived in feeling. I follow Andros under the arch of the stairs and into a catering kitchen. Everything is steel and chrome. The windows open out like doors that fold in on themselves to give the illusion of more room.
Walking through the bustling kitchen and to the right, we come to another room; it is the same generic style throughout. Monochrome with clean lines and not a speck of dust in sight.
I can hear music the closer we get to the open windows. The garden, however, is totally different for a house like this. It is green with various plants, trees, and flowers. The only part of this place that feels warm and homey.
I follow behind Andros as he leads me down a paved path and I stop to get a look at the back of the property and my breath catches in my throat. There are long balconies that connect to each room. Similar to a wrap-around porch on a farmhouse, but this is above instead of being on the ground. Looks can be deceiving, that’s for damn sure.
But it’s the view that does it for me. The hills in the background add a touch of calm. I turn to face the way we are heading and I can see the LA skyline and it is beautiful for a concrete jungle.
“Wow, it is a view.” I say, and Andros chuckles as he walks closer to me.
“What would you change?” he asks, knowing what the company does. After all, I plan and design most of the work for the contracts.
“Well, I would give the interior some colour, make it warm and inviting. It’s too sterile. There are no personal touches. I mean, our family home was always warm and welcoming. I get it, it’s a modern design but the odd pop of colour will make it feel better. Your house is your home and it should feel lived in.” I say and he nods his head. I know he doesn’t understand, but I do.
The interior of Matteo’s home feels barren, just like I am. I shake my head to rid that thought. Not today, Satan, not today.
Andros takes my hand in his and squeezes it. I know he knows something is wrong, but I do what I’m great at. Mask it with a fake plastic smile and push it aside.
“Come on, the party is down here,” he says and for that, I’m grateful that he didn’t press on the issue. The closer we get, the livelier the atmosphere becomes. There are kids running around, adults milling chatting, some are sunbathing on the lounges and in the cabanas that are around the Olympic size swimming pool. Complete with water spouts and is that? Oh wow, he even has water flumes. God, I loved going down them as a kid.
There is also an outside bar with a straw roof and little bar stools by the bar. Everyone is chatting and laughing, having a good time. The smell of BBQ fills the air and the laughter of the kids who are playing games.
“Where is Lola?” I ask, and he points to the little goddess catching some rays in her bikini. I smile as she relaxes.
“Oh, erm, I think I will.”
“Care for a drink?” I turn and see Matteo standing there, watching me. I look him up and down, not so subtly, I may add. But damn, he is gorgeous. He is wearing baby blue shorts and a white linen shirt on his feet are converse. Who would have thought that the mafia king can dress so casually? He still looks good enough to eat. I gulp as I meet his hazel eyes. I didn’t notice them properly on Friday night, but wow.
The greens and browns are out of this world. He has flecks of gold in the green and I could stare at them forever.
“Water or soda will be fine, thank you.” I say, my voice quiet as I look back down. Get it together, Cass. Jesus Christ, I’m pathetic.
“Follow me,” he says and I look at Andros, who has walked away to go and see Lola. Why that little snake! Oh, he is going to fucking pay for this!
I follow behind Matteo like a little lost puppy and I hate how I feel right now. I hate that I am so fucking weak; I hate my life; I hate what has been done to me and most of all; I hate …
“Here Cass,” he snaps me out of my thoughts, handing me a bottle of ice cold water, which on a day like today is needed. I thank him and take it, beginning to feel uncomfortable and awkward in his presence.
“I won’t hurt you Cass, I’m nothing like Curtis.” My head snaps up and my eyes go wide. I gulp and take a small step back. I eye him warily. He knows, he fucking knows what that monster and his men did to me, what they are still doing to me in my head. I need to leave. I need to get out of LA. Hell, out of America.
“I need to leave.” I turn and walk away, but he grasps my wrist and I freeze. My mind is flooded with images of the abuse, but I push them away, starting to lose my composure. I pull my wrist free and I run like a horse out of the starting gate.
My heart pounds and tears blur my vision, the cruel laughter fills my head. My screams, my pleas, falling on deaf ears as I’m beaten, raped, tortured. My legs begin to buckle as the barrier in my head bursts and I scream as I feel every kick, every punch, every brutal thrust, every slap, every strike splitting my skin open.
“Whose a good little whore? Take it bitch open wide for them as they fuck you raw.” I feel the sting and the humiliation from the three of them. I gag. I’m trapped, locked in the abuse. I pray for death to take me. This is no way to live.
“Cass, Cass, come on little one, come back to me,” that voice I know that voice. My vision clears and see blue eyes staring back at me. I look around, panicked, waiting to see him and his men waiting for them to come into view.
“It’s ok, I’ve got you.” I’m trembling. I can’t do this. I can’t do this again. I scream and thrash to get away as the faces come into view. The menacing smiles and their cruel and unyielding words. Being pinned down as my clothes are ripped away from my body.
I lash out like a caged beast. Wanting to get away to try to protect myself. I can fight, I can die fighting. Anything is better than feeling what they are about to do to me.
When I feel a sting, and everything goes black.
Matteo POV.Shit! Why did I have to say that? She bolts away and I shout after her, but she won’t stop. She is running on pure adrenaline. Andros looks up, hearing me shout after her. He runs after her like I do. My security team is closing in on her.“DON’T FUCKING TOUCH HER!” I scream, and they back off as she screams and falls to the ground. She is fighting invisible forces and I know who it is. That cunt of an ex-husband of hers. Curtis motherfucking Black.“NOOOOOOO, CURTIS, STOP, PLEASE. I’LL BE GOOD, PLEASSSSEEE!” she thrashes her eyes are open but vacant. Her mouth opens in a silent scream and her eyes go wide. Her body tenses as she rolls onto her back, kicking and screaming to get away.My heart shatters. Why did I have to open my fucking mouth? I run to her and grab her up. Her fist connects with my face and I see stars. Fuck! Andros grabs her face in his hands and calls to her. For a moment, she stops and her eyes clear as she looks at her brother.Then it happens again. I
Cassandria POV.Waking, I feel groggy, my head feels heavy and my mouth is dry. I look up at the ceiling and around the room. This is not my room? Where the hell am I and what happened? I sit up and see a bottle of water next to me. I reach for it and take a long drink. The cool water is soothing in my dry mouth and throat.I remove the white blanket from my legs and swing my legs over the side of the bed, holding my head as it pounds. Closing my eyes to stop the pain. I stand and wobble slightly before sitting back down.I need to remember what happened. I remember going to Matteo’s home for a family day. Then it is hazy, blank. Nothing. Did I drink too much? Was it a dream? The door to the room opens and Andros walks in with Lola, Matteo, and a woman who looks like a doctor. Oh, this is bad.“Cass.” Andros runs towards me and pulls me into a hug. He is squishing me, but I hug him back.“What happened? Where am I?” I ask, but it sounds like I’m underwater.“Lay back down. We had to s
THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS TRIGGER WARNINGS, SO PLEASE IF YOU DON’T WANT TO READ WHAT CASSANDRIA WENT THROUGH, FEEL FREE TO SKIP. READ AT YOUR DISCRETION!Cassandria POV.After I have used the bathroom and spent some time staring at my reflection, I’m ready. Well, I’m as ready as I ever will be, but I know once this is out in the open, I can focus on getting better, stronger and being who I was meant to be.A knock makes me break the stare off with my reflection.“Cass, is everything ok in there?” Lola’s voice comes through the door. I sigh and nod my head once at my reflection. I turn and walk to the door. I unlock and open it.“Everyone is downstairs in Matteo’s office.” I bite my bottom lip and look down. No, Cass, no more looking down, head up, chest out and walk.“What about the guests?” I ask, and she tilts her head to the side.“Oh sweetie, they left like yesterday.” My eyes widen, yesterday. So I was out the whole day? No wonder I felt like shit when I woke up. She takes my hand in
Matteo POV.Hearing what my tesoro endured was brutal. Reading it was different from hearing from it. She detached herself when she was speaking, like she was a robot, going through the motions. But the fire in her eyes was a dead giveaway. The room is dead silent. No one speaking, just processing what we all just heard.“I want that fucker found, I want him dead and all of the men and women who touched her.” Andros is the first to speak through gritted teeth, his knuckles white as he tries to control his urge to fly to New York and torture the prick.“We are leaving Curtis Black for last, but trust me. I have a plan for him. The rest have been taken care of. I want to know who was at these sex parties regardless of if they participated or not. They are all guilty by association.” I say to him, and it does nothing to quell his rage.“What about this man, Nikolai? What about him? Cass said he didn’t touch her, that he tried to help her. Who is he?” Tony says and I sigh, knowing exactly
Cassandria POV.Entering the house that I live in with my brother. I know things are going to be different now. He now knows the truth and will no doubt wrap me in bubble wrap and keep me away from everything and anyone who can hurt me.But I need to get away, I need to leave. I don’t need the pity or the over protectiveness. I need to live my life, get back on the damn horse, as it were. Not be couped up at home like a laying hen. No, I need to go to the one place that always felt like home.Sicily. To my zio Francesco and zia Sophie. They will help me, and I can start to heal without people breathing down my neck. I love my brother, but he is too overbearing and I need to breathe. I can’t do that here.I need the sea, the sun, the fresh air. I need to go home. Andros thinks that I don’t know the truth about who I am. I have known for a short while now. I know I shouldn’t have kept it from him, but he, too, has kept it from me. So it’s tit-for-tat.I grab my phone and dial the number
Cassandria POV.Seven years was the last time I was here. Seven years and the area has changed so much. We drive along the costal road. I look out of the window and smile, watching the blue waters of the Mediterranean Sea glisten under the blazing sun.I’m already feeling at ease, like the crushing, oppressive weight is starting to lift from my chest, the black cloud of depression or the black dog as it is known is shifting, evaporating from my being.We drive towards the gates that keep the Romano compound secured. The pine trees line the drive and terracotta tall planters warm in the sun with roses in various colours. We drive up the driveway to a small fountain in the centre. The cars come to a stop at the door.My door is opened, and I take a deep breath of the sea air. I smile as I climb out and look up at the mansion that I always felt at home in. This was my madre’s childhood home. It hasn’t changed much.It’s warm jagged quarry stone front with arch windows encased with wrough
Matteo POV.Checking over documents in the office, the door opens with a bang and I look up and see a furious-looking Andros as he storms forward. I move the laptop away and stand to look at him.“What crawled up your ass?” I ask. This is not usual to see him like this, a bull in a damn china shop.“She is gone.” He shouts as he clutches at his black hair. He paces and I sigh. I knew this would happen. Cynthia said she would. I didn’t think she would leave so soon, though.“Where?” I ask him and he looks up at me. His blue eyes are raging with fire.“Sicily.” He hands me an envelope and I take it from him. I open the lip and pull out the paper. Unfolding it, seeing her beautiful cursive handwriting. I read it.Andros, my big brother.By the time you read this, I would have left. I’m sorry for not being strong enough and for being a burden to you. It was never my intention to drag you into my mess.I have sold my car and left my phone and key in the house.Know that I am safe and I hav
Cassandria POV.Entering the bedroom that was once my madre’s, but when we stayed here during vacations, it became mine. I smile up at the posters on the walls, the familiar pictures on the dresser. The chest at the foot of the kingsized bed. The white voiles around the posts of the bed and hanging from the canopy.A proper bed fit for a principessa, she would say. I can see her as I would sit at the vanity dresser with her behind me as she would comb my hair and braid it, speaking to me in her native tongue. I walk closer and pick up the comb and clutch it to my chest. Looking at the wallet sized pictures of us all around the mirror. Happier memories of when Andros and I were children.I allow myself to break down in the privacy of the room. I walk to the chest and move to my knees, and open the lid. The old wooden style chest. I lift the heavy metal catch and lift the lid, allowing it to open completely.I can smell the perfume she used to wear. Chanel Coco Mademoiselle. It wafts ge