Fiona I'm thinking if it where my sister that he was speaking to, would she give herself to him? Right now, what he said about when my sister she throwing herself at him meant Fey wanted him. So, this means that my sister wants to be with him. This means Fey has been begging for his affection and attention all of this while. I know my sister, but if I say no, what would he do? Will this make him go the marriage to be with someone else and to cause calamity in the marriage? "It's not my marriage." It's my sister's marriage and I do not meat to ruin it but I can't cross the line. I'm not even supposed to be here at all. Also, the bitter truth is that I want to do this with him. But I don't want to destroy my sister's life. It is already written clearly in my heart and I just have to proceed with it. I've never been with a man before. I've never gotten close enough to a point where I am in close contact with a man. Cult is the first man that I have been with and this may be the
Alpha Cult I did not imagine we would end up here when I told her that we have to get to know each other. There is a smug on my face. I grab a hold of the counter. I take off my shirt as I watch her red cheeks, and how she shyly puts her hand over her body. I've never been that kind of person who was interested in the anatomy of a woman. But right now, everything about her drives me crazy. She tastes like strawberry and I could devour her throughout the night. In fact, that is the exact plan I have... to actually devour until we spend each other and couldn't have any more again. I take off my shirt and I begin to un buckle the belt of my pants until I'm naked in front her. I see the look of fear in her eyes when she sees me naked. My member is protruding out and it is long, the veins of my manhood are ready for her. I pull her closer to my manhood so that she can feel how aching I am for her. She looks like she's trying to wander away and she cannot imagine the weight and gravi
Fiona. I want to be anywhere except near Cult. I can't seem to think after that ordeal of last night between me and him. I know that I'm definitely not ready to face him once again. I don't know...it's not about the aftermath—it's the fact that I let myself get so accustomed to everything that was happening to me. In that situation, I have already crossed the line and there is no going back if my sister were to appear right in front of me. Right now, I will be found guilty and that will be the rest of it. I don't know. Maybe, I just have to walk away from my thoughts at some point. I can't look back but I kind of want to call it something else. The moment I woke up this morning, I took the initiative to leave the bedroom. My feelings for him makes no sense. How can I fall for him in such a amount of time? How can I let him touch me that that? "I guess since he is my husband or whatsoever." I did not expect us to partake in such an act. I still remember every bit and particle
Alpha Cult My friend and Beta looks at me one more time as I complain about the same thing. I guess it's the fact that he cannot believe what I'm complaining about. It makes no sense. I used to complain to him all the time about my emotional failures, and how I was tired of cleaning behind and trying to make Fey a Luna that she already is. In fact, many times I've talked about my disdain and how when I was younger, my parents made to be in charge of the pack. Well, it's no secret to my Beta in that I have a curse. And because of that, it is only the moon's goddess destined bride that can break my curse and allow me to feel what it is like to be a man that is attracted to his mate. "Irish, are you able to listening to me? I say to him, he places his hands on his chin as we train in the private gym which is open to the most exclusive pack members." This is the gym that the most wealthy and most prominent in our pack go to. There are other public gym but this one has a private me
Fiona After I get back home, I go straight to take a shower. There were a lot of complaints that were laid before me and at some point, I had to extend it to a different day because Alexa understood that I needed to rest. I walk into the room, and I'm quite glad that Cult is not here because I am expected to have some sort of confrontation with him. I know that will happen so I need to stay away from him. In fact, I need my own bedroom right now. I don't know if I would ever be getting that. So, it's a really a confusing thing. I head over to the cinema room in the pack house, it is one of the most amazing sectors of the house. I bless the day that I learned I could literally use this place to hide from Cult. As long as we are still in this house, I really need my space away from him. Although, that is also hard but what is much harder is his mother. She is interfering with our relationship too much and I think this is the part where I do not know whether she's smart or not. I
Cult I can already hear the arguments between the both of them as I walk into the house. I knew there would be toxic misunderstanding them but I didn’t think it would be this loud. I head into the kitchen where my mother usually is, I thought the noise would be coming from the bedroom. I get there and they are not around. If not for the presence of Grace, the housekeeper, who told me about the recent changes that Fey has done to our bedroom, I would have never known that she was speaking to my mother in another bedroom. Immediately I head over there with newfound anger because of how she changed our bedroom. I wasn't planning to be upset in this conversation. I wasn't planning to take sides but, now. I will take my mother's side because Fey has proved to be adamant and she is behaving different from what she said it was going to be. “Do not talk to my mother in that manner! I say to her as I enter into the bedroom and I can see that her loads are already unpacked and ready to b
FionaCult may be strong but it doesn't take much for me to get into him. He looks at me and I know exactly what I’m doing. It is more than attraction, it is how his wolf wants me . There is definitely something that he sees in me that makes him surrender each time.He is laying on top of me and I can see some sort of deliberation that is going through his mind internally. He is a wondering whether it's uncanny to want me too or is he wondering whether to go forward with me.Cult is making feel as if he's I have hurt him because between me and him, I know that he's not going to do anything to me despite of his anger. He doesn't have it in him to do it. I first decided that by raising my knee up in an attempt to hit him, i should instead make sure that my leg touches his manhood. When I did that, I can see the struggle on his face to keep this cool.He trapped me but I'm the one who made it a trap. I make sure that my eye contact with him is strong enough, I do not break my eye conta
Alpha CultWhy couldn't I say a single thing? I've never had a weakness before but for the first time in my whole life, there's something present in my life that makes me surrender every single time.It makes no sense how she does it. She doesn't even have to use words to make me surrender before my very eyes. All my life, before marriage, different girls from different packs all found their to me and I was never enticed.I never once fell for it. I've always been true to what I felt and I did not fall for them. I do not know at any point in time if I was being played. Right now, I'm on a different thing.Fey has definitely played me and there is nothing I can do about it anymore.In fact, it hurts me to know that she's leaving our bedroom that I always wanted to come home to. She's a grown adult, and she's my luna. Fey is going to be decide how she wants to manage as Luna and what exactly she wants to manage. I'm not even tired from the workout that I did today. And her because of
Cult. The sound of catastrophe in the dining room alerts everyone and the alpha’s pack begins to rush towards the scene. We are about to take the same route that we came from the guys who came with us . However, they stop us and they tell us not to go further that way because we could be caught. They know the tunnel better so we begin to follow them as we run out of the pack. And as we get through the tunnels, it leads us faster back into the woods and they are right behind us. We run without looking back and I make sure that everyone is complete as we as we continue to run and most will enter into the woods they are still chasing us. But we enter straight into our vehicles and we run can speed away from the scene immediately. . In a few hours, I get back to the pack and I can see Fiona's parents, her mother, sister, Alexa and the doctor with a somber look on their faces. I don’t want to know what the reason for the looks on their faces are. I walk towards the doctor immediately a
Cult. What are we going to do? Jack asks. But after we've listened to what these men were saying, I feel relieved to know that they actually do exist. And I'm glad that at least it's not just some kind of facade made by ancient history or something. I feel joy but it is almost short lived because now I don't know how I'm going to get access to it. Where does the Alpha of this pack stay? I ask the on the floor who has been answering additional questions. “He stays in the pack house.” We can take you there, he says and we all look at him in suspicion. Why would you take me there? From the look on your faces it seems to say if you're loyal to your Alpha. I say. “We are not loyal to him, he doesn't care about us. He kills us like we're some kind of animals. “We cannot escape. We cannot complain. We are basically animals building his fucking empire! One of them says and I can see the hatred in his eyes as he speaks about it. “Listen, if you can get us out of this pack, we will hel
Cult.My only option is getting those rare flowers which are called the mate flowers. That is the only way I can save my Luna. I know that the red wolves are very violent, vicious and a carnivorous kind of wolves.There is no one that doesn't fear the kind of wolves that they are. They do not help anyone and or provide help to people who cross their territory. To them, everyone is a threat and they kill in a carnivorous manner. As we gather, Alejandro's intruders arrive and I'm thankful for his support. This is something we are doing on short notice and we need as many hands as we can get.Alexa walks towards me and behind her is Eve. I feel better again because we have another support. But the moment, Eve and Jacob notice Alejandro.You bastard!? Jack shouts and I stand in front of them to stop complications."Wait, Jack! I say as I place my hand on his chest to stop him from coming. I know that you angry at Alejandro here but we have forgiven him. What the hell are you talking abo
Cult What do I have to do to save her? I have ask and he looks at me slowly as if he's about to say the worst thing that has been done in this world. I wait slowly for him to speak because time is not on our side. “I will do whatever you asked me to do; I'm going to find it.” I'm not sure you'll be able to find the cure. He says to me and I look at him. I don't understand what he means by that. Why wouldn’t I be able to find it? “Just say something. Doctor! I beg you, just say whatever it is. You can see that her condition, she has only a few hours to live.” I don't care if I have to go to another planet to find it. I'm going to do it. I say to him, and he looks at me before responding “Alpha, when the cursed knife was made, the only thing that could combat it was a flower called the mate flower.” It has gone extinct for many years but over the years, I've heard that it's only grows in an area that is submerged by the Red Wolves.” “You know how territorial the red wolves are.” If
Cult. Everyone gathers to help when they see Fiona on the ground. Makaila is dragged away and they do not let go of her even in her static state. I hold Fiona in my hands watching how slowly she takes her breath as if she's leaving this world. I don't even want to imagine it… I cannot imagine a life without her. We have fixed all of our problems, all the problems that was eating us away and making our lives miserable have become better has become normal. So, for this to be happening, it's just unfair. It's just horrible and this is not how it is supposed to end for us. We have been through the ups and downs. And finally we are going to the part where we finally get our happily ever after ending. I place my hand on her injury trying to stop the flow of blood from becoming worse. I don't know what to do. “I don’t know what is going to happen to her.” I don't know if I'm going to be able to save her. I don't know anything. I carry her in my arms as I begin to rush out of the pack ho
FionaI got information from a wolf trainee that Victoria, Cult’s mother is waiting for me at the receiving room to begin the arrangement to decide what she wants me to wear for the occasion of my next bonding ceremony. Honestly, I cannot count how many times I have gone through the ceremony. It almost feels as if this is a continual process for me, and that's I will never get out of it. But still it's been the same man. On and on and on again, and it doesn't even feel stressful. It just feels like I'm a laughingstock to others while watching from the inside out because how many times can a one performing ceremony to the same man? Honestly, it's funny! At least, my heart is in a good position. And I do not care how long this happens or continues. It’s Cult I’m going through this process with. I'm very blessed to have that. I wait for Victoria and I wonder why she's not here… and I thought she would have been here with the measurements but she's nowhere and that really makes me won
CultIn that moment, I didn’t think allowing Fiona to talk to Alejandro would even change anything. But it did. I did not think we could come a long way from our differences and heal the bitterness that our parents left in between us.But I did.I am astounded by how well the situation the heated and vengeful discord between us has turned out. It is all different now. In a way to end the whole resolve, I have left my former pack with Alejandro and I want him to continue to be a part of it.I will not come after the pack because I have given it to him already. I walk out of my office after cleansing my mind. I needed time for myself, to speak to my wolf and make him understand that I could forgive.A knock comes on the door and it depletes the focus that I was creating before.“Come in.” I say. Fiona steps in. After everything that has been, and what she has to had to face. I cannot believe that we are still submerged. We still find our way to one another each time something tries to
Fiona.I have had it up to the brim! “I have had enough of your shenanigans Alejandro, just who do you think you are to come into my life and make such a fuss out of everything.” I've had enough of it.I'm not gonna take this anymore. I'm not going to allow you or anyone throw my destiny into such a stupid entanglement. How much more do I need to cut myself in before you realize that I don't want to be with you? Don't you ever realize that I escaped? Did you think I do it? I did it out of nothing. I did it to get the hell away from you to get far away from you. I am not an object that you can own. I'm not an object of your pleasure of fantasies! I am a luna in the making. I am a destined bride. If you will not caught this entanglement. I will take you out of this world immediately. I say, picking up a knife from the table and placing it onto his throat. There is sharpness in my eyes as I perform this action. The room is dead silent and I can so that everyone is wondering if I can
Cult.My mom drags Makaila from where she is and I can tell that there is about to be a huge dram from all sides. In fact, I do not understand how all of this makes sense, how was the footage take in the first place? I am destroyed by the news of Makaila's betrayal...I cannot believe that she would do this.I thought that I have had enough with people who are good at betraying and manipulating but it seems everywhere I go, there will always be one of that people. I cannot trust anyone other than my family that I already have.In front of everyone, my mom fishes Makaila out and throws her to the ground.This impudent bitch! How could you even think of doing something like that? Did you really think you could become Luna by playing such a manipulative game? My mother yells and Makaila looks at me."I cannot even face her right now. She saved me and I thought she was someone I could pay the favor back to." Now, I am even embarrassed to look at her."Cult, please...I can explain." She say