My brows were still furrowed as I sat back on the cemented chair and so did Fenris. I looked at him and he seemed to be not confused at all with his usual poker face."What is he talking about?" I asked."Bullshits." He shrugged.I slapped his shoulder. "Seriously, Fenris! What was that all about? Powerful creature, me? We have secrets? Where is he getting all that?""I don't know. All I know is don't trust any of his words."I gasped. "He said he's not the enemy.""And you believe that?" He raised his right brow."Yes." People changed and I knew Nazarus made a mistake but that shouldn't define who he is in the present.He rolled his eyes. "You need more training. I'm gonna talk to beta Jacob and---""No. You're my trainer, right? Don't give me away.""Yet you seem to be not taking my words seriously. Maybe Jacob will somehow make you listen.""I'm taking your words seriously, master." The word master sounded sarcastic. "It's just that, I have my own opinions and I just wanna express
My heart kept on racing fast I witnessed people getting attacked by some humanoid species as we aim for the exit."Oh my God!" My knees almost fell as they trembled, seeing a woman getting her head ripped.My head was spinning around. Everything was fast and hard to absorb while Fenris was still dragging my wrist."Kira, stop looking around! Focus your eyes in our direction!""But---" I looked around again; the lively Circus had become a disaster. "Fenris, we have to do something!""Yes! We have to get out of this place!""No, I mean we need to help them." I looked around. "They need help!"Fenris couldn't even dare to look around. He just shook his head. "We can't, Kira. We're not ready!" he said before pulling me again.As we rush our feet, we bumped into Jacob who was running as well. My eyes widened at the blood on his shirt and part of his shoulder."What the hell is going on?!" Jacob was catching his breath."The Dark Summoners are starting to attack. No one can freeze their pow
Fenris bowed his head as he gasped before meeting my eyes again. "You would know it. You would feel it. For now, I suggest you take a rest first. It has been a long day."My shoulders dropped but I just nodded at him. I was drained from everything and I didn't know how to be composed anymore, knowing that we could have done something to save the people but we didn't, because we weren't prepared.Before I went inside the mansion, I overheard Fenris telling Nazarus to go and leave Moonlight Claws territory. As being Nazarus, he teased Fenris first before he leave the territory with a smirk on his face.I just shook my head in disbelief. I couldn't imagine Nazarus, living here before. Hundred years ago, he was welcomed here. He used to serve here but now, he couldn't even stay here for at least one hour because he turned himself into a vampire. Maybe the saying was true, love will make you do things you thought you aren't capable of.I fell asleep, still with the tragic events flashing o
Fenris didn't utter a word. He just looked up like he was seeking an answer from above. I also stared at the high ceiling and it just made me dizzy. I blinked multiple times before I turned my gaze back at him."Fenris." I gulped as I massaged his shoulder. "Everything okay?" I asked again.He met my eyes and worries glittered on his eyeballs. "No. Everything is not okay." He gasped as he put his palms on his face. "Fuck! I have no idea what's going on."My lips thinned. I held his arms and slowly removed his palms from his face. I met his glittering eyes and all I could see was sadness. I massaged his cheek, wiping it like there were tears on it. I knew he wanted to cry but he was stopping himself. I could feel his heart aching through his eyes."Fenris, I don't know what Gonzalo told you, but I want you to know that I'm here, okay? I'm willing to listen for whatever your problems are." I stared deeply into his eyes like I was digging through his soul and calming it.He held my cheek
Slender cleared his throat after a minute of silence in the room. "Alpha Fenris, I know this is something serious and we need to take action, as soon as possible, but would you mind keeping this conversation only with the three of us? I don't wanna cause panic in our people. The less who knows about this, the better. Panic will cause more trouble and we don't need that at this time."Fenris nodded. "But I will also inform beta Jacob about this. We need to instruct our pack to train harder and smarter." He gasped. "Also, I will also send more security to take care of Vilka. She needs to be safe and she must survive this chaos."Slender nodded. I thought they were gonna talk more but then Fenris stood and walked his way to exit."Let me know when you see another relevant reading on your oracle," he said before he finally stepped out of the room.I followed him from behind with big steps as his long legs were in a rush while walking. "Can you slow down?" I gently asked. He stopped and
I held on to my breath until it completely washed away for a second. The next thing I knew, I was standing with four feet and a heavy fur body, heating like I was in boiling water.I looked at Fenris and my vision got clearer and more defined, and I could widely see how surprised Fenris' beautiful eyes were while looking right in front of me."Kira, do you hear me?" Fenris was slowly stepping towards me when I stepped back.'Don't come near me, Fenris.' My heavy body was boiling and all my senses got extra sensitive. I wasn't used to this feeling. It was annoying the hell out of my senses."Kira, listen, everything's alright, okay?" He was still stepping toward me, slowly but I kept on stepping back while catching my breath. "Do what I say, inhale, exhale."'No! I said don't come near me, Fenris! Please, don't!" My wolf mouth trembled and I felt my fangs suddenly appear. I growled which stopped Fenris from walking. I was heavily breathing inside the gigantic dog, feeling like I was e
Fenris shook his head. "I will not run away, Kira! You are my responsibility and so I need to ensure your safety! Just--- just listen to me, please! You have to believe in yourself! You can do it! You are capable and I trust you!"I squeezed my eyes closed while feeling my whole body, echoing my nerves to attack him. Anytime I knew I would fail to stop myself and I would lose control but I was really trying that my chest felt like cracking for forcing myself to stop desiring to kill him."Kira, empty your mind! Don't think of anything. Let yourself lay on nothing but void!"His voice kept on vibrating in my head like a trigger to my soul, pushing me to attack him. I howled before closing my eyes again, and with all my left air inside me, I managed to wash away every thought on my mind. I kept my mind clear and blank as the sound of nature hugged my senses. A weird vibration ran onto my body until my heavy breathing slowly goy slow and the desire to kill faded away from my thoughts. My
I didn't move for a minute while he kept on kissing my cheeks, lips, and licking my neck plus sipping it. Then slowly, the pain started going away and all I could feel was the pleasurable relaxation while he was inside me. He started moving me up and down, slowly and gently while I clung my legs tighter to his waist."Uhm..." I looked up with my eyes closed, feeling how good he was.Oh my God. I just surrendered myself to him, in the middle of the woods, right in the flowing river.The temptation of our kisses was above the hill and I couldn't help but grasp every time he would deepen himself inside me. The pine trees and birds singing made our lovemaking more relaxing like we were the king and queen of the jungle, kissing and dancing in the middle of nowhere. It felt so real. From our passionate kisses and thumping bodies, it felt like we weren't pretending and that what we had was real. That we were a real couple, madly in love with each other. The moans and thumping of our bodies