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2021-06-22 03:59:13Those beautiful artic blue eyes, are all I see everytime I close my own. They are the most magnificent shade of blue I have ever seen in my life. I have looked into so many different colors of eyes, on so many faces. But none as unique as hers. Those beautiful orbs dug deeper and deeper into my soul with every lasting stare. Her euphorious voice when she told me her name "Sarah" my mind sings out to me. The beautiful she wolf my dreams invade me with. One month has come and gone sense I laid my eyes upon her, in that old dusty library. I crave to feel her soft, smooth skin below my finger tips, to be close to her again. To breath in her intoxicating scent once more of sweet honey suckle and blue berries.
I am trapped between the North Eastern border of her pack and much to close to the edge of the White elves forest. My sister and I found this secret tunnel. We were running as fast as we could getting ready to cross over the border of the wolves territory. When it was l
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