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Hidden away, Steffon's POV
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2021-07-15 17:26:06I feel extremely tired all the time anymore, as if I've ran hundreds of miles throughout the day. I can't focus and my stomach feels like it's constantly in knots. My dreams use to help energize me hearing her sweet voice in my mind. But now I hardly hear her voice in the darkness of the dream scape when I call out to her. The connection between us seems to be fading more and more with each passing day we are away from each other. I have this uneasy feeling that something is wrong with Sarah. Like she is becoming very ill or something. I shake my head at that thought, that's just crazy though right... she's a werewolf. They rarely ever get sick unless posioned with wolfsbane, silver or the human part of them is born with a disabiling disease of some sort.
I can't shake this unnerving feeling that I need to go to her before something truly bad takes place, but how? Our scouts caught word of my father's men near the borders of this territory. So my sister and I have been stayi
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