Who is this?
I take my gaze away from Alessandro and this blonde-haired woman kissing near the counter. We certainly don't need to witness you two smacking lips together, especially Matteo. He'll be traumatized for the rest of his life. As I approach Matteo, I notice the disgust on his face, as well as the hard glare he's casting at the blonde woman in her skimpy red dress.I mean really her boobs look like they're about to spill out at any moment.
Matteo extends his arms to me, making small grabby hands. I pick him up and place him on my hip before stepping around the counter away from them and onto the floor. His little hand clutching mine, a look still directed their way.
"Ah Matteo... aren't you a cutie." The blonde woman says this while bending down in front of Matteo, with what looks like a forced smile. Matteo takes a step back closer to me, his hand tightening around mine as her arms spread for a hug. This causes her smile to fade, and she turns to glance at me with a glare before returning her gaze to Matteo, this time with a dissatisfied expression.
"Don't be impolite, Matteo." Alessandro's furious expression rings out throughout the kitchen. I notice Matteo tense up alongside me, his grip tightening. He clearly dislikes this woman. Matteo shakes his head, moving slightly away from the woman to stand behind me, one of his arms wrapping over my thigh.
Alessandro turns his head to face me. Slowly, a scowl was directed at me. It's as though he holds me responsible for Matteo's reaction to this woman. Matteo clearly has something against her.
"And who might you be?" The woman's voice returns, her back straightening to stare over me. With her gold shoes on, she towers over me. Her nose was raised in the air, as if she was looking down on me, as if I were something under her shoe.
"U-um..."
"Ilaria, why don't you go prepare Matteo before his tutor arrives?" That came across as more of a statement than a question. I turn to face Alessandro, who is already staring at me with a blank expression. I agree and take Matteo out of the room, returning quickly to see the blonde-haired girl give me a death glare.
As we return to Matteo's room, I notice him crawling onto the bed and looking down at his lap with a gloomy expression.
"You wanna talk about it?" I ask, nudging his shoulder as I sit next to him, the mattress falling softly beneath me.
"Her names Janine. She comes around a lot to talk to dad.... I don't like her. She always distracts my dad from spending time with me. It's like he becomes a different person when she's around." He mumbles saying the blonde haired woman who I now know is Janine with disgust. I touch his back in an attempt to calm him as he picks up a small teddy bear from beside him and places it on his lap.
"I wish dad never met her." He says quietly as he tightens his grip on the tiny bear.
As I reflect on what he just said and what happened below, a comfortable silence falls over us. I stand up and turn to face him, deciding to change the conversation.
"Come on let's go brush your teeth. Your tutor will arriving soon." I say placing the small tedd by his pillows before grabbing both of his hands to gently pull him off the bed. As we move into his restroom, I hear him chuckle, which warms my heart. Standing by the sink is a tiny red Iron Man toothbrush. I pick it up and squirt some toothpaste on the brush before giving it to him. His small hands wrapping around it.
We return to his room and go for the door when he has finished brushing his teeth, but not before I hear Matteo's voice ring out.
"Ilaria?... Why do... Why do you stutter around everyone but me?" He asks, his large silver eyes fixed on me.
"I um... I get nervous when meeting... new people. I guess." I say already wanting to change the conversation.
"But you didn't stutter when you met me." He asks his eyes squinting in confusion. Well what am I supposed to say now?
A knock at the door draws us out of the conversation, for which I am grateful. I open the door to find Maia standing there with a broad smile on her face.
"Matteo's tutor has just arrived, I'm to take him down now." She said this while smiling adoringly at Matteo. Matteo moves around me to where Maia is standing, and I nod.
"O-oh um... M-Maia? W-what am I-i supposed t-to d-do?" I ask not knowing what they expect to do while Matteo's tutor is here.
"Oh, whatever you like, sweetie; Matteo will only be gone a few hours." She stated this before hastily retreating around the corner, Matteo's little hand waving farewell to me.
Well ok then...
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I'm currently sitting down in the sitting room reading one of my favourite books Pride and prejudice. I mean it's so beautifully written. A blanket was draped over my lap, and the fire in front of me kept me warm and comfortable as I read. The scent of burning wood from the fireplace soothed me into the leather chair. I smile when I read my favorite quote from the book. "You have bewitched me body and soul. And I -"
Before I can finish reading, a hand grabs the book from my grasp, crushing the pages between their clenched fingers. I grimace when I gaze at my ruined book. The pages crinkling and ripping in her hand.
"Do you believe you can fool me?" Janine replies from in front of me, her eyes filled with wrath. What the hell is she talking about?
"I- I -"
"Oh, don't act s-s-stupid." She smirked, mocking me about my stutter. Ok but really what did I do?
"He's mine Ilaria. You got that?" She hissed, her face close to me. I lean back, stupidly nodding at her. What is she talking about? Who is she talking about? I watch as she leans back and gazes at the fireplace before tossing my book, the pages immediately catching fire. The book is making cracking and popping sounds.
As I rush over to the fireplace, my hand reaches for the book, but the intense searing on my hand causes me to wrench my arm back, keeping it against my chest. A tear falls down my cheek as I watch it scrunch into nothing. Ash falling to the bottom of the fireplace. I feel a warm hand come into touch with mine, pulling it away from my chest, while they run their fingers over the source of the pain, causing me to recoil back. I hear a sigh before being lifted off the floor by hands, corridors passing me by in a haze owing to my crying.
The next thing I know, cold water is gushing onto my hand, calming the scorching sensation caused by the fire. A slick ointment is applied to the affected area, which promptly relieves the pain. I stare at the hands that are wrapping a small bandage around my hand, which has a huge burn in the centre. The familiar tanned hand making my heart rate speed up.
"Are you that stupid?" He asks sternly, a great contrast to the gentle hands wrapping the bandage around my hand.
"It was just a book." He sighs, as if he can't believe I'd risk my hands for a book.
"My parents gave me that book." I mutter, imagining the burning pages of my book. Seeing that his hands have stopped wrapping the bandage around my hand. The silence between us taking over. As his hand returns to his duty, I gaze down at my feet, which are dangling from the bathroom counter. I notice he's finished, yet he's still holding my hand tenderly, with the only sound being the trickling of the tap behind me.
"Come with me." He says letting go of my hand, as he walks out of the bathroom door.
In a fog, I follow him and look down at my feet. On my sixteenth birthday, my parents got me that book. We were growing up in a relatively poor neighbourhood at the time, and this was the first book they handed me. My personal favorite.
We come to a halt in front of some double cream doors, the sound of a lock clicking as he opens the door. I step around him, looking up at him, while he waits for me to enter. As I gaze up at the lovely room, my breath catches in my throat. A long corridor lined with books from floor to ceiling. A light cream floor, cream walls, and vast white book shelves housing hundreds or thousands of books. His footsteps echo around the room as he walks closer to a specific bookshelf. I watch, perplexed, as he taps on many books as he travels along the shelf before pausing and picking a book out and immediately comes over to me.
"I know it's not the same but." He walks away, handing me a book. I gaze at him, puzzled, before turning to look at the book he's given me. Pride and prejudice. A broad smile spreads across my face as I look down at the book in my hands.
"T-thank you." I whisper out, noticing his eyes soften slightly. That's before his expression tightens and he scowls down at me.
"I expect you to be able to care for my son despite your... idiotic decision to burn your hand." He says sharply, then turns around and slams the library doors shut behind him. I just stand there staring at the door. Alessandro Vito Lombardi has been... courteous for the first time since I've been here.
That is, until I freeze when I realize I didn't stutter when I spoke to Alessandro.
Maybe he isn't that bad.
It's now evening, and I'm sitting at the dining table with Matteo, who appears to be chatting nonstop about what he's learnt today. I believe he is one of those persons that simply enjoys learning. If he were to be assigned to a Hogwarts house, it would be Ravenclaw.I stare down at my lap, my right hand covered with the bandage from earlier, zoning out from what he's saying. I recall Alessandro's irritation and anger in his eyes, but his hands were so gentle against mine, a sharp contrast."Ilaria?" Matteo's voice snaps me out of my trance, and I withdraw my fingers away from where Alessandro's hand was on mine. Looking up, I notice Matteo asking me a question."Yes?" I inquire, turning my body to face him."What do you think? The chicken or the egg?" He asked with wide eyes, as though he's fascinated by the topic he's asking. I come to a halt while I mull over the question. No one, not even professional scientists, knows the answer to that question."Um.. I don't know that's a hard
"Pleeeeease Ilaria. Please?" Matteo begs, his small hands clutching my arms and straining on the thin fabric of my long shirt. He's been pleading with me for a few minutes now. He wants to go to the park today because he doesn't have home school. The only problem is that Alessandro told we couldn't leave the house without his permission."Matteo we've talked about this with your dad-""My dad is in a work meeting all day in town, he'll never know Ilaria. Pleeease" Matteo begs again cutting me off. I take a deep breath, trying not to give in as I look down at his big pleading silver eyes. "How about this? I'll phone your dad and I'll ask him ok?" I inquire, watching his head nod fast. I'm surprised he hasn't dizzy. I take my phone from my back pocket, looking through the contacts Alessandro has added on my phone. I find his phone number and push it with a shaking palm. Bringing the phone up to my ear I wait a second for the familiar ringing to reach my ears. My hands shake as I wait
"Ilaria." "Where. are, you?" Alessandro's stern voice reaches me through the phone, making my freeze. My eyes widen with surprise, and my muscles tense. Oh my goodness. Oh, no, no, no... no way. Taking a big breath in, I adjust my phone to my ear to avoid dropping it. Matteo's body is leaning against mine, his small arms wrapped around my hips, little sniffes escaping his chest. "A-Alessandro" I whisper out my hands shaking. "I'm going to ask you once more Ilaria. Where. are. you?" He gritted out once more leaving me in silence. "I-I um... I'm i-in the l-library." I stutter, hoping he'll believe my lie. If he finds out that I took Matteo out I'm dead. Literally. "Really? ...so why did I go in earlier and you weren't there? You were also not in your room... nor was Matteo. And one of my guards... informed me that you left earlier today... with my approval." Oh noooo. The guard snitched on us what the hell."So this is your last chance Ilaria. Where. Are. You". He asked one last t
"Can we watch this please papa." Matteo whines pointing at the ginormous plasma TV screen where he's stopped on Iron man. Since Alessandro and I talked earlier, Alessandro has suggested that Matteo watch a movie with him. I suppose it was to allow them to spend time together. Then Matteo invited me to join them, which Alessandro doesn't look happy with. We're all currently lounging on the massive sofa in the middle of the room, with a few odd lights on here and there to keep it from being too dark or too bright. It appeared... homely.I went to Matteo's room after our earlier conversation to find him sitting on his bed, worried. He said he was worried what his dad would do to me, since he looked angry. I assured him that everything was fine. We then had some dinner, which Maia had requested. The fettuccini alfredo was delicious. But Alessandro didn't show up until Matteo knocked on my door and said he wanted to watch a movie with Alessandro and me. And now here we are."We've watch
This morning, I awoke to a warm weight on top of me. I shuffle slightly as a result of the cramp in my leg, which causes the weight to snuggle into my neck and confuse me. I squint as the sun slithers through the gap in the curtain, stinging my eyes. When I turn my head to the left, I see Matteo's head snuggled into my neck, his body under my covers, his arms around my stomach clinging tightly to my shirt.I smile, caressing Matteo's soft black hair, and he smiles back, snuggling even closer to me, his nose tickling my neck. I try not to laugh out loud because I don't want to wake him up. I was shocked by the fact that Alessandro wanted to put Matteo to bed last night, he hasn't done that at all over the past few days I've been here. I guess he wants to try again. At least he's trying. I'd rather someone try and fail than to never try at all. "ILARIA!" I hear a familiar voice scream, followed by loud banging footsteps speeding up the stairs. My heart rate increases as I hear him appr
"I swear Ilaria I will kill a man, if you need me to." Lucas sternly says through the phone, after I told both Lucas and Abbey what Alessandro did. I needed some answer's. I am so confused. I haven't left my room since Alessandro took Matteo from my arms. I don't have the guts to meet his eyes after what he said. "Ilaria. What is it that you always tell me to do when I have rude customers in the bakery?" Abbey asks hrough the phone calmly, making me settle down slightly. "Ignore the people who's always talking behind your back, that's where they belong... behind your back." I whisper out through the phone hearing them hum in agreement. "Say your strong Ilaria." Lucas say's in a serious voice, leaving silence following after when I don't say anything. "But I'm not Lucas..." I whisper, tears appearing in my eyes. "I cry over the smallest things... All those years ago....I let... let him walk all over me... I let him talk to me like I was dirt underneath his shoe.... I didn't do any
"I never liked Allison." Lucas said this while slouching against the bed and munching on a slice of pepperoni pizza. Abbey just nods, her gaze fixed on the TV; I doubt she understands what Lucas just said, but she agrees anyway."Oh no." Lucas says it with sadness this time. Looking to see what he's upset about, I notice him staring at the last slice of pizza in the box, as Abbey does. I watch as they both turn to look at each other before shouting about why they should have the last slice."I saved you from babysitting your sister!" Abbey screams pulling the box towards her. "Yeah... well I ordered the pizza!" Lucas screams back tugging the pizza box towards himself now. As they fight over the pizza box, they begin tugging it between themselves. My stomach rumbles as I gaze at the pizza in the box. They wouldn't know if like you know.... I stole a small slice of pizza? Right? Deciding to go for it since you know it's pizza. I reach forward and take the slice. Abbey and Lucas both ob
Alessandro. His grey eyes meet mine, and let me tell you he is angry. No furious. His jaw is clenched tightly, as if it could snap at any moment. I'm surprised he hasn't broken through skin with his hands clenched at his sides. he doesn't move just stands there staring at me. It's as if he's staring into my soul. My hands shake at my sides, I don't dare move scared that Alessandro will just snap at any moment."Where. Is. Your. Phone?" Alessandro asks, his words coming out gritted teeth and quickening my heart rate. I take my phone from my back pocket and show it to him, watching his eyes move to it before quickly snatching it, forcing me to bite back my words. I observe him as he scrolls through my phone. I really need to put a password on my phone. He aggressively turns my phone towards me, displaying the messages he sent me."And why prey tell. Did you ignore me?" He asks once more, holding my phone in front of my face. I don't say anything too scared when he's like this. A tense
I snuggle myself into the warmth beneath me, my pillow firm but soft and comfortable. Wait, what? Pillows aren't supposed to be hard. "No they're not Ilaria." A familiar chuckle and laugh says from next to me, making me even more confused. Did I just say that out loud? "Yes you did Ilaria." He laughs once more making me hide my face into the pillow with a groan. Pillow. No wait? I slowly open my eyes, blinking a few times to wake myself up. I notice I'm lying on a chest by turning my head slightly. As I inhale his manly scent, I notice his white buttoned shirt is slightly undone, giving me a view of his sculpted tanned chest and a few tattoos. Looking up slightly, I meet Alessandro's amused grey eyes and a small smile. As he chuckles again, this time louder, I feel my cheeks warm up and move so my face is hidden from his view. "Come on Ilaria, get up. You've been asleep for a few hours now." He said as he starts to nudge me off his chest gently, which just makes me bury myself into
"W-well it s-started a f-few years a-ago." I managed to get out. Alessandro's hands are holding mine as he caresses the soft skin, comforting and grounding me. I take a deep breath before continuing. "I w-was d-driving... I-I was o-on my w-way to m-meet my p-parents and my... b-boyfriend. Now e-ex. W-we were g-going to have a s-small f-family party s-since we h-hadn't seen e-each other i-in forever. M-My ex w-was making his o-own way d-down later in t-the day because h-he had a w-work m-meeting. So I-I left e-early s-so I could spend m-more time w-with my p-parents. Me and m-my ex u-used to live t-together at the t-time, so w-we decided I'd l-leave first then h-him later o-on." I expain waiting a few seconds to catch my breath. "I h-had got t-the w-week off w-work. I u-used to v-volunteer a-at the a-aquarium there... I w-was making m-my way d-down there. I-it was about a t-three h-hour d-drive to my parents f-from where w-we lived. I d-decided to d-drive down s-some shortcuts I k-kn
"You can't catch me!" Matteo yells at me, his little giggles echoing down the corridors as I run after him, shaking my head in amusement. I chase after him, my breath coming out unevenly as I try to figure out where he's gone. I should have asked Alessandro for a map of this place. Walking down the corridor, I try to keep my steps quiet so he doesn't notice if I'm approaching him."Matteo." I sing, when I find that I can't see him anywhere. I notice the curtain moving in front of one of the large windows. I turn the corner and enter what appears to be another sitting room. I quickly open the curtain, expecting to see Matteo, but he isn't there. Looking up, I notice a small window open at the top, causing the curtain to sway slowly. Sighing I turn around to see Matteo standing by the door with a sly grin on his face. "Oh your in for it now." I laugh as I run after him again, his little giggles filling my ears and making my heart skip a beat. How does this little guy run faster than me
"Huh. So you're the babysitter that's changed our Matteo and Alessandro." I turn to my right and see the same amused brown-haired, brown-eyed man staring at me, his large frame sitting on the arm of the chair, his arms crossed. Taking a look behind him, Tio and a few strangers I've never seen before catch my eye. They were all massive, not as built or as tall as Alessandro. Each of them wearing fancy black suits, all of them matching one another. Tio's sitting next to the brown haired stranger on the chair, his leg lounged open. Two strangers standing behind the chair, one with dirty blonde hair, and the other one with black."Yeah no shit Enzo. Who else would that be?" The dirty blonde haired guy said, hitting the back of the brown haired guy who I now know is called Enzo. He winces and rubs the back of my head, making me concerned for him. What is with people in this house hitting one another like its the normal thing to do?"A-are you o-okay?" I ask, wide-eyed, as Enzo looks at me
"Ilaira.... I'll ask again. What are these?"Alessandro inquires sternly and softly at the same time. I can't say anything as my body freezes and tears flow once more from my eyes. Little sniffles escaping from my chest. I feel his hand reach for my arm. I flinch at the memory of him dragging me to the car earlier, but he doesn't. He traces over the pink scars on my arms, the lightest touch I've ever felt on my skin. His breath is coming out in quick, uneven bursts compared to my now slower breathing. I feel his hands move to my other arm rolling up the other sleeve revealing the rest of my scars, his breathing coming to a halt.I close my eyes, not wanting to see his disgusted expression. My scars are unsightly and stand out against my pale skin. I try to hold back my sobs as they try to escape my chest. But one seems to escape, my sniffles intrrupting the silence in the room.This time, I feel his hands come up, unbuttoning the chunky cardigan and lightly removing it from my should
Alessandro. His grey eyes meet mine, and let me tell you he is angry. No furious. His jaw is clenched tightly, as if it could snap at any moment. I'm surprised he hasn't broken through skin with his hands clenched at his sides. he doesn't move just stands there staring at me. It's as if he's staring into my soul. My hands shake at my sides, I don't dare move scared that Alessandro will just snap at any moment."Where. Is. Your. Phone?" Alessandro asks, his words coming out gritted teeth and quickening my heart rate. I take my phone from my back pocket and show it to him, watching his eyes move to it before quickly snatching it, forcing me to bite back my words. I observe him as he scrolls through my phone. I really need to put a password on my phone. He aggressively turns my phone towards me, displaying the messages he sent me."And why prey tell. Did you ignore me?" He asks once more, holding my phone in front of my face. I don't say anything too scared when he's like this. A tense
"I never liked Allison." Lucas said this while slouching against the bed and munching on a slice of pepperoni pizza. Abbey just nods, her gaze fixed on the TV; I doubt she understands what Lucas just said, but she agrees anyway."Oh no." Lucas says it with sadness this time. Looking to see what he's upset about, I notice him staring at the last slice of pizza in the box, as Abbey does. I watch as they both turn to look at each other before shouting about why they should have the last slice."I saved you from babysitting your sister!" Abbey screams pulling the box towards her. "Yeah... well I ordered the pizza!" Lucas screams back tugging the pizza box towards himself now. As they fight over the pizza box, they begin tugging it between themselves. My stomach rumbles as I gaze at the pizza in the box. They wouldn't know if like you know.... I stole a small slice of pizza? Right? Deciding to go for it since you know it's pizza. I reach forward and take the slice. Abbey and Lucas both ob
"I swear Ilaria I will kill a man, if you need me to." Lucas sternly says through the phone, after I told both Lucas and Abbey what Alessandro did. I needed some answer's. I am so confused. I haven't left my room since Alessandro took Matteo from my arms. I don't have the guts to meet his eyes after what he said. "Ilaria. What is it that you always tell me to do when I have rude customers in the bakery?" Abbey asks hrough the phone calmly, making me settle down slightly. "Ignore the people who's always talking behind your back, that's where they belong... behind your back." I whisper out through the phone hearing them hum in agreement. "Say your strong Ilaria." Lucas say's in a serious voice, leaving silence following after when I don't say anything. "But I'm not Lucas..." I whisper, tears appearing in my eyes. "I cry over the smallest things... All those years ago....I let... let him walk all over me... I let him talk to me like I was dirt underneath his shoe.... I didn't do any
This morning, I awoke to a warm weight on top of me. I shuffle slightly as a result of the cramp in my leg, which causes the weight to snuggle into my neck and confuse me. I squint as the sun slithers through the gap in the curtain, stinging my eyes. When I turn my head to the left, I see Matteo's head snuggled into my neck, his body under my covers, his arms around my stomach clinging tightly to my shirt.I smile, caressing Matteo's soft black hair, and he smiles back, snuggling even closer to me, his nose tickling my neck. I try not to laugh out loud because I don't want to wake him up. I was shocked by the fact that Alessandro wanted to put Matteo to bed last night, he hasn't done that at all over the past few days I've been here. I guess he wants to try again. At least he's trying. I'd rather someone try and fail than to never try at all. "ILARIA!" I hear a familiar voice scream, followed by loud banging footsteps speeding up the stairs. My heart rate increases as I hear him appr