"John, I can't..." I whispered after John started kissing my neck so sexy and passionately I almost fell down. My knees were like jelly and my heart was beating very loud."You want this..." He whispered back, making me even weaker. There's something hot and irresistible when a man has that deep, husky and sexy voice when they whisper. No one could stay cold to that!"John..." I moaned and pressed his head stronger on my chest. I didn't want this to stop, but I know I had to!"I want you Jessica." John stopped kissing me as he looked me straight into my eyes. I moaned as I closed my eyes. I sighed deeply and opened them. He was still looking at me with desire, with a fire in his eyes, so bright I never saw this before.Mike.I am with Mike, I can't do this, no!I am not that kind of girl!"I want you too..." I said barely audible as I closed my eyes again."Mike." John said backing off. My whole body was ea
"Here. Black dress, black leather jacket and black high heels. Go." Hannah threw this outfit on me while I was laying in bed. I was still sobbing because I had a fight with John in the worst possible time and I haven't heard from Mike since the day before yesterday. I feel that all I do im the past sic months is sobbing."No. I'm not going. Fuck this." I said angrily, throwing that dress down on the floor."I just don't get you." Hannah said shaking her head. I shrugged my shoulders and sighed deeply."I don't get myself either." I covered my face with my hand. "Look baby..." Hannah lay down beside me. "You know he wants you there right?" She looked at me sadly but I was still looking at a ceiling. "I don't know..." I shrugged my shoulders again."Both of you are stupid you know?" Hannah rolled her eyes. I smiled a little."Well, that's the only thing I know." I said weakly. Hannah smiled widely, and I returned th
"I missed you..." I said to myself as I was driving the streets of Detroit. Mike was right. Detroit is empty, City of ghosts. Only ruins remained. My memories started going up when I was driving by 12th street, where my favorite bookstore was, but now? There's nothing. Now there's some Rosa Park Boulevard. After that, my eyes started filling up as I turned for 8 mile road. My home.I was thinking... Will people there know me? Will they remember that small blonde who was always playing outside her house with a soccer ball? Or they remember me as a little hooligan who was running the streets with a few black friends and some punks from Salem's lot? Maybe they don't remember me at all. Who knows?"Hell-o?" My voice trembled as I answered my phone. I cough and repeated again. "Hello?""Jess? Are you ok?" Hannah sounded worried."I'm fine just... You know... I haven't been here for so long... Everything is different..." I said with tears in my eye
“Thank you for coming…” John said weakly when we broke our hug.“Always…” I said as I smiled weakly, caressing his strong shoulder."I am sorry about the other day I-""You weren't yourself." I Interrupted him. He didn't say anything back, he just adjusted his posture, as well as I.I stood beside him as people came to voice their condolence. Each and every one of them looked at me first, gave hand and a small weak smile, and then repeated their gesture when they looked at John. They probably think we are still together. Perhaps, they are asking themselves do we have babies. Well, if John wasn't an idiot, by now, we would have two or three small babies running around our big front yard in our suburban neighborhood. Why are you even thinking about this?“What's wrong?” John whispered so people won't hear us. He is probably thinking about why I'm shaking my head. Oh my if he knew I was thinking about us married.
"Hello?" I said weakly as my phone rang.Just to make things clear, John said he loves me. He wants me to admit I love him back.But what should I say?On the one side, John was my first love, my first everything. I gave him all I had. He was my entire life. But he ruined all that with his cheating. Above all that, I had a best time with him. We were perfect together. From kinder garden, throughout high school, until college, we had just one fight. And that was because of that waitress he hooked up with. I couldn't convince myself to move on, to stop loving him.Mike on the other hand, in this year since we are together, he lied to me so many times! Those lies were huge! If I knew he was married, I wouldn't start with him, not in a million years! I can't lie, Mike is the type of a guy every girl would kill to have. Classy, macho, gentleman, smart, sexy, you would be taken care of for the rest of your life, and he has everything. I love t
*JOHN'S P.O.V.*She is going to be ok right?!” I asked one small nurse who was cleaning me from Mike's claws.“Don't worry about her, she is in the safest hands.” That small nurse smiled widely to me, making me feel brave.After that selfish, stupid jerk burst into miss. Franklin's house, I thought he will knock the shit out of me. Unfortunately, he didn't. He could, but I have muscles too!Anyway, I think Jessica was too soft and too weak to watch us fight so she fainted. Oh Jessica… My Jessica…While I waited for that nurse to come clean the rest of my wounds, I remembered that time when I first saw her.I met her outside my house, she was perfect as my best toy I had that times! She was wearing pure white dress with small flowers on it. She was always in those ponytails on both sides, with messy yet classy blond, long hair. Gorgeous. I think we were 5, maybe 6 years
“John?” I said weakly as I woke up.I can't remember anything. How did I get here? Where the hell is Mike and why is John here? Does Hannah know I am here? “I am here baby.” John said weakly, hugging me tightly. I got dizzy and weak, but I didn't want to break this hug. I hate to admit this, but I do have feelings for him.“John…” I wanted to ask him something.“I don't know where Mike is and I already called Hannah.” John said getting a little upset in mention of Mike. We broke our hug and I lay down again, sadly.“I wanted to ask you something else.” I said nervously. He looked at me and my body froze. His face looks so wounded, all covered up in bandages and strapping.“You know you can ask me everything.” John said calmly.“Why are you here?” I asked nervously. “You know…” He said looking away. I tried to catch his eyes but he kept looking away. I sighed deeply and I closed my eyes.“You love me.” I said barely audible after few moment
“Jess?” I heard Hannah's voice. After half an hour I finally got some sleep and now she's waking me up.“Humm?” I said still half-sleeping as I turned myself on the other side of my comfy bed. “Someone is here to see you.” Hannah said quietly. I rubbed my eyes and I stretched like never before! I felt a little pain in the area where my wound is but I wanted to stretch so badly!“What time is it?” I said strongly after stretching. “Morning, 6 am.” Hannah said quietly as she shook me gently.“What?” I said as I sat up in my bed. The second I sat up, I saw a strong man in suit standing in front of me. Until I could see clearly, all I saw is big silhouette standing with arms crossed on its chest and his perfect muscular body. Of course, Armani black suit and perfectly white shirt, white as his shiny teeth. I couldn't see if he's mad or happy to see me, all I felt was he's here to lecture me. I know that because that is how m