Yup. I am totally screwed

Carrie

I know I have never been too keen on getting married but there were times I imagined living a great deal of my life with someone else. I sometimes went as far as picturing how magical the wedding ceremony would be.

So if the twenty-one-year-old-college-me sees what I am doing right now, she will drop dead for several minutes like the dramatic girl she is.

The more I walked down the corridor that was supposed to lead to the open space where my wedding was located, the more my feet dragged.

With each passing second, the reluctance to get through that moment grew and that reluctance reached my legs so much that it began to feel as though stones were set in their soles.

But do I have a choice?

Even if it takes a whole day to arrive at my destination, I will still get married.

My father made sure to send several messages to drill that particular truth into my mind. He also said that even though I was not deserving of it, he was going to allow me to use the outdoor venue he booked fo