The freedom we are looking for is the freedom to be ourselves, to express ourselves.
-Unknown. |A L E E Z A|Under the obscure sky, I took another courageous step ahead, my eyes roaming around in the opaque surroundings where I can not see a fucking thing because of the extreme darkness.The moon shone like dust in the sky, hidden behind the dusky clouds not really helping with the blackness around me. Just as I took another step the sound of leaves crunching underneath my feet by the pressure of it, reached my ears. I stopped, my heart racing inside my chest as the fear engulfed me.This looks like an abandoned place and I would not be surprised if a serial killer appeared her out of no where, demanding my blood for his satanic rituals. The trees touched the sky with the extreme length casting a creepy and broken shadow over my head.Is it a forest?I frowned and my eyes wandered around in what seems like a very deep forest, where I could easily get lost without even trying. Forests scare the shit out of me, because, for one, There can be any wild and poisonous animal thirsty for my blood and hungry for my flesh. Any two is not needed after the one.Even the thought makes me shudder. I shake my head, trying to get my mind off the scary topic. Tucking the loose strand of my hair behind my ear, I walked further ahead trying to be courageous even when I am not, specially, not right now.When I came out of that party to head back home, a whole new very unnecessary adventure was not what I was looking for. The party was fun, as much as it could be with that much less space and only a few drinks. But when things started getting wild, I decided to slip away quietly before I end up in some sort of trouble, which I do, very often.But now when I think about I had rather get into some trouble than passing this spooky forest.My feets came to a hault when the sound of rustling reached my ears. I listened, carefully, and realised it was the sound of someone's foot steps. My heart beats at a wilder pace as I come up with all the possible unfavourable and pessimistic scenarios if that other person found me.He could be a serial killer for all I know.Immediately, I ran and hid behind the first large tree near by me. I sneaked a peek from behind, carefully. My breathing heavy, filling the silence around me as I looked for the owner of those footsteps to finally come in sight.He did.A few minutes later.A black mask placed on his face, hiding his identity and only giving away his eyes that looked like black from this far and the lack of brightness in here. He was dressed in black, everything about him was black as if he was trying his best to match his soul.His gloved hands were the second thing I noticed. Everything about this man gave serial killer vibes, specially the gloved hands and the mask. It makes sense, everything does.And, I am so not looking to die on my second day here in U.S.A. pressing my back against the rough tree, I held my breath waiting for him to pass the place so I could get out of here.He looked like he was searching for something, or someone. More like his next target. He looked calm and composed, his body at ease as he moved in the forest with a grace like he is known to every corner of it. I do not why but it just makes him creepier.For the next few minutes, I tried to hold my breath and not let out even the slightest of noise so he does not end up hunting me, though I do not see any weapon in his hand but his aura is sick and terrifying enough.I heard the sound of two footsteps that cut through the extreme silence in here and after taking a quick peek I noticed that he was walking away and let out a long sigh from mouth, that was loud enough in this tranquility to make him pause.His paused footsteps, paused my breathing too. My hands placed on my chest as I hear the sound of it beating crazily like it is going to explode now. Sweat droplets formed on my forehead as I heard his footsteps coming closer and closer until I could hear him breathing near by but I did not dared to take another peek. I know he is here, closer."Well, well, well," He said, his voice low with a hint of both playfulness and danger in it. I know I am caught like a deer in the headlight but still I did not came out, holding onto a little hope that is crushed long ago. "What do we have here?" His voice was demanding and threatening, forcing my feets to move on their own to come out of the shadows.I stepped out of the shadows, and stood in front of him, my gaze lowered down in both fear and embarassment. I noticed from the corner of my eyes as his hollow gaze travelled up and down my body, shamelessly.He leaned against the tall tree behind him, his back pressed against it. Crossing his arms on his chest he met my eyes and opened his mouth to speak, "A lost lamb wandering into the wolf's den?" He commented, helping me run my imagination faster."You are a wolf?" I squinted my eyes at him, a frown touching my lips in confusion.His face remained stoic, not even a hint of human expressions on it making me believe my own imagination."What are you doing here?" He questioned, his voice empty of any emotions, as if he is some sort of a robot, who lack any emotions or feelings.I interlaced my fingers together holding onto my hands as I looked up to meet his empty stare, "I.. uhm.. got lost." I answered, my voice giving away the fear inside of me. "I did not mean to intrude whatever you are doing." I added, immediately to clear my intentions.He crossed his legs, still taking the support of the tree behind him as he responded to my previous statement, "You must be pretty brave or pretty foolish to end up here," he commented and my mouth itched to answer back but analysing the situation I am in, I decided not to, considering it won't be in my favour. His gaze wandered around me as of searching for another soul in this soulless place, "Alone." He added in a mocking tone."Pretty brave it is." I answered him, having enough of his snarky comments on my brain capacity. If there is one thing I hate, it is being told what I should and should not do.Because I have grown up doing so, for the entire twenty three years of my life.Not again.Never again.Expressions whispered by the eyes can echo louder than the loudest voice. -Unknown.|K I R I L L|The woman who stood in front of me is the definition of stupid. Dressed in a black shimmering dress with thin straps that ended on her knees, she stood with cocky recklessness. Her face is small, like a traingle, with a sharp pointed nose and a pair of big doe gray eyes, her dyed hairs kissing her face with each slight breeze that passes between us. I glance around her to see if she is actually alone and turned out I am right. She is walking alone in this verdant thicket wanting to be killed. Raising a mocking brow at her, which I suddenly realised she can not see because of the mask that hides not only my identity but also my face, I said, "You seem to have a knack for finding trouble in the most unexpected places." She squinted her eyes together at me, looking annoyed and frustrated with mt statements directed towards her which are nothing
Unforseen friendships have a magical way of stitching the broken pieces of our hearts back together. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|After a very adventurous night, I stood ahead of my luxurious apartment, the one my brothers bought for me when I decided to move to U.S.A. to continue my studies. Pushing the wooden door open, I crossed the threshold entering my apartment and the delicious smell of rose filled my nostrils. My eyes were met with an expensive expanse of grace. The living room adorned in the shades of gold and ivory. Plush velvet settees warm and comfortable embrace called me. The temptation, considering the tiredness that took the hold of my body after whole day adventure was irresistible. The walls were adorned with framed masterpieces and the pictures that held the memories of years. The floor bedecked in imported marbles. Hearing my stomach grumble, I headed towards the kitchen to reward my empty stomach with delicious junk food that is absolutely decreasing the quality a
In that ordinary moment when their eyes first met, little did they knew it was the start of an extraordinary love story. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|Among the dazzling lights of the party, that is being held in a penthouse. Yeah, no shit, the host is the son of a great businessman, who I know nothing about. A lot of people filled the huge penthouse, everyone dancing to their own tune, some getting drunk on their issues and happiness. Between all those people, I felt like a lone star in a glittering sky. It's been a few days since I shifted here from my country, my home. But still I miss them, I miss them like I never wanted to get away from them. As much as it is true, it is not the whole truth. I knew the cost of my freedom would be this. In this huge city, even bigger university and the crowd of thousand people, there was only one person who stopped to have a conversation with me. The boy who bumped into me like a hurricane just to be my sa
In the story of us, hate was just the prologue, and we're left wondering about the chapters yet to be written. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|In the middle of the vibrant chaos of this party, my eyes locked with his. The man in front of me was the actual embodiment of captivating masculinity. His brown eyes, deep and rich like the finest chocolate held a quiet allure, cloaking the mysteries and secrets, untold. Dark rampant hair framed his face in a way that whispered of his rebellious charm and nature. His nose, elegantly pointed, added a touch of rectification to his rugged charm. His chiseled jaw, chiseled with such precision that it seemed sculpted by the hands of an artist, making every head turn to him, twice, in appreciation. His physique was nothing short of magnificent, he stood out in the crowd of college students. He was huge, definitely huge than a college student as he claimed to be, by being present in this party. He swirled the c
I've met enough people to know that genuine kindness is a rare gem, and I can't help but question its authenticity. -Unknown. |K I R I L L|The crimson droplets from the glass of my drink painted my pristine white t-shirt hideous art and fiery rage boiled within me. The rage clawed at my insides, eager to consume me whole. The audacity of this girl who dared to profane my attire and humiliate me in a room full of foolish people. The red soaked my t-shirt and I bawled my fists, in an attempt to calm myself down. My gaze fixed ahead on dancing crowd where she disappeared. I remember her. I remeber her from the night in the forest, the darkness that surrounded us while her eyes shone with rebellion was a little hard to forget or ignore. Beneath the surface of my anger, an ember of amusement smoldered. She is a little too brave and feisty for her own good. But unlike me, there was not even a hint of recognition in her eyes. It was not su
Embrace the beauty of spontaneity; sometimes, the most meaningful connections are born from chance encounters. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|I woke up to the soft caress of sunlight spilling through my bedroom window, its gentle warmth cajoling me from the depths of slumber. As I slowly opened my eyes, the hazy memories of last night's party began to unravel. My honey blonde hair lay scattered across the silk pillow, a ruffled testament to the wild festivities that have unfolded. With a dopey stretch, I reached up to tuck a strand of my hair behind my ear and blinked away the remnants of sleep. Amidst all the memorable memories of last night party, one memory made me annoyed. Those pair of brown eyes danced in my mind, their arrogant allure impossible to ignore. I remember the chaotic and arrogant conversation that happened between the two of us, driving me to the edge of annoyance, so much, that I end up ruining his white t-shirt by the stain of red wine, like a painting on a blank canv
Hating someone's flaws can be the first step towards understanding and eventually loving their complexities. -Unknown.|A L E E Z A|Dressed in a crisp white t-shirt that highlighted his muscular frame, accentuated by a black leather jacket draped casually over his shoulders. His black jeans clung to his legs, as he stood there, ahead of us with cross legs. This man, right here, had an undeniable rugged charm, with his disheveled dark hair that seemed tk defy gravity. His piercing gaze exuded an air of ignorance, his disregard towards the world. "What are you doing here?" The man beside me, Lev, questioned the man who is the center of my sight right now. "Just thought of having brunch together." The man with chocolate eyes, answered, his voice comparatively softer than the ignorant one he used with me last night. He kept his whole focus on the man with me, his eyes not wavering even once. There was not even a hint of recognition in his
He was everything I despised, but, he also became everything I could not resist. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|After the whole day, I returned back to my luxurious apartment, the lonely luxurious apartment. The bustling streets outside seemed alien, and the empty rooms echoed with the solitude I had chosen. I missed my family, their warmth, their laughter. Most of all, I missed my brothers. I don't think there would be a day where I won't miss them. I settled onto the couch unable to shake away the feeling of loneliness that washed over me. The apartment, though cozy, felt strangely empty without the comforting presence of my family.I checked the time in my phone amd realised that Elena, my niece, must be sleeping right now. So, it would not be the best time to call my eldest brother, hence, I decided to call, Lorenzo, my second eldest brother. The phone ringed twice before he picked it up, his voice laced with concern even before I uttere
I dreamt of it. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|I slipped into the peach-colored bridesmaid dress, feeling its soft fabric cascade down my body. The slit on my right leg added a touch of elegance, while my hair, tied up in a loose bun with a few locks framing my face, completed the look. I applied a swipe of lipstick, then turned to see Kirill, my boyfriend, dressed in his tuxedo, looking as handsome as ever.As he approached me, circling one arm around my waist, I couldn't help but smile up at him. Adjusting his tie, I felt his hand cup my cheek, his thumb caressing it gently. Leaning in, he cupped my jaw, and our lips met in a tender kiss. Despite the months that had passed since I was shot, I could still see the fear in Kirill's eyes, the fear of losing me.To dispel that fear, I wrapped my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss. I was unashamedly addicted to this man; he was my everything, filling every corner of my heart and soul. Breakin
In the end, the togetherness is all that matters. -Unknown. |K I R I L L|As I paced back and forth in front of the operation theater, my heart felt like it was caught in a vice grip, each beat echoing in my ears like a relentless drumbeat of dread. All I wanted was to hear the doctor come out and tell me that she was completely fine, that she was okay, that she was safe. But as I glanced down at my hands, still stained with her blood, the reality of the situation hit me like a sledgehammer to the chest.I saw the way she had slowly closed her eyes, surrendering herself to the darkness, and my chest tightened with a pain so sharp it felt like I was being stabbed with a thousand knives. But she must not know me well enough if she thinks I would ever let her go so easily. No, I would fight tooth and nail to keep her with me, to bring her back from the brink of death and into the light once more.As I glanced around at the worried faces o
Is it the end or the beginning? -Unknown. |K I R I L L|My pulse raced as the tension thickened in the room, suffocating us in its grip. "Shoot him, Aleeza," Nicolas's voice cut through the silence like a knife, commanding her to take action, but her hesitation spoke volumes, a silent protest against the violence that threatened to consume us all.I watched in disbelief as her fingers trembled on the trigger, the weight of her decision bearing down on her like a heavy burden. Lorenzo's arrival only added to the chaos, his voice a jarring intrusion in the tense standoff."What the fuck is happening here?" Lorenzo's words echoed in the room, his eyes scanning the scene with a mixture of confusion and concern."Stay back, Lorenzo," Nicolas's response was swift and dismissive, his tone laced with authority.Lorenzo's plea for reason fell on deaf ears as Nicolas's resolve hardened. But her trembling hand betrayed her fear, a silent plea
But if the story is over, why am I still writing the pages. -Unknown. |K I R I L L|As the echoes of gunfire reverberated through the mansion, I wasted no time in arming myself, reaching for my gun tucked away in the wardrobe. It felt familiar in my grip, a cold weight that offered both comfort and reassurance in the face of danger.I spared a fleeting thought for Lev, grateful that I had sent him back to college when news of the impending war reached our ears. He may have grown up in this world of violence and bloodshed, but he had not been groomed for it like I had. It was a relief to know that he was safe, far away from the chaos that threatened to engulf us.With my weapon in hand, I rushed towards my father's room, my heart pounding with a mixture of anticipation and dread. I knew what awaited me on the other side of that door, and yet I pushed aside any doubts or fears that threatened to cloud my mind.As I entered the room, I found
He can never go unseen in a world where I exist, because, he is all I see. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|As I paced back and forth in the dimly lit study room, my mind buzzed with thoughts of the impending war. The tension in the air was palpable, weighing heavy on my shoulders like a burden too heavy to bear alone. The news of the Russians' brazen attack on Lorenzo's warehouses and the theft of a rare piece from Nicolas had sent shockwaves through our family, igniting the flames of conflict that threatened to consume us all.Viktor Volkov's name hung in the air like a dark cloud, his reputation preceding him as a force to be reckoned with. The Russians were moving with the speed of light, leaving destruction and chaos in their wake. And yet, despite the looming threat, I couldn't bring myself to ask my brothers to show mercy or to slow down their plans. The war was not just between two gangs; it was a battle that involved hundreds, even thousa
Everything is fair between love and war. But what if the war happens for love itself? -Unknown. |K I R I L L|The days dragged on in a blur of solitude and emptiness. I hadn't spoken to my father since returning from Italy, my heart heavy with the weight of farewell unspoken. And Nikolay... Nikolay, once a trusted friend, now a betrayer who had shattered the fragile trust between us. The knowledge that he had revealed my feelings for Aleeza, leading to her abduction, weighed heavily on my soul.I missed her desperately – her warmth, her scent, her smile, every little detail that made her who she was. But more than that, I missed the possibility of a future with her, a life where we could be together without the shadow of our families' rivalry looming over us.I sat alone in my room, the glow of the laptop screen illuminating the darkness that had settled within me. Every attempt to devise a plan to reunite with Aleeza ended in defeat, eac
The pain of this separation, who else can truly fathom? Only one whose heart has burned with the flames of agony can comprehend the anguish within. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|The morning light filtered through the curtains, casting a soft glow on the room. As I stirred awake, I reached out instinctively to the other side of the bed, only to find it empty and cold. Panic surged through me, and I sat up abruptly, scanning the room for any sign of him. Desperation fueled my actions as I checked the bathroom and every corner of the room, but he was nowhere to be found.The realization hit me like a wave, crashing against the shores of my heart. He had left. The emptiness in the room mirrored the void that now consumed me. I refused to believe it, clinging to the hope that maybe he was just in another room or perhaps getting breakfast. But deep down, I knew.My eyes fell upon a paper, neatly tucked under the paperweight on my side table. Hastily,
It was not supposed to end like this. It was supposed to be a beginning of our story. -Unknown. |K I R I L L|The room seemed to constrict around me as I took in the sight of her bandaged arm – an inadvertent canvas of her silent suffering. Each wound, a stark reminder of the pain she had chosen to bear. My gaze lingered, tracing the contours of her hurt etched into her delicate skin.As she recoiled from my touch, an impenetrable distance yawned between us. Her words, a heavy verdict, hung in the air, condemning me for the betrayal she believed I'd committed. The truth, fragile and earnest, seemed elusive, slipping through my grasp like sand through fingers.Desperation clawed at my throat as I sought to bridge the emotional chasm. Her guarded skepticism stood as an impenetrable fortress, and the question that hung between us – "What if you're lying again?" – echoed the haunting specter of doubt.My plea, a trembling admission of wi
And, between all the misunderstandings the line between the truth and the lies blurred. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|The breakfast table served as a stage for our daily performance of familial normalcy. I draped myself in a full-sleeved top, a feeble attempt to conceal the secret beneath.I sensed Lorenzo's watchful gaze. "Full sleeves in this weather?" he queried. A forced smile played on my lips as I replied, "Just felt like wearing it."An unspoken agreement lingered in the air, urging everyone to avoid delving deeper into the complexities veiled by my seemingly mundane choice.Yet, for me, each day was an unspoken battle. The small cut that marked the beginning had evolved into a clandestine ritual—a silent plea for respite from the storm within. I had a cut on my wrist for every night, when I begged to sleep without pain and requested the almighty above to help me, to save me. But when nothing helped me, I helped myself in The way tha