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XLIII - What is love?
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2024-10-29 19:42:56[ Bella's Point of View ]
How do I even know what love is?
I pulled my hair out of frustration because I'm literally overthinking about LOVE!
Janice said it's up to me to discover what love is for me, but I can't!
Maybe I'm not meant to feel it. After all, I'm still a psychopath.
Apparently, I'm fifty percent psychopathic because I'm not as emotionless as before.
Is there such a thing?
Jameson has been on my mind day and night. I'm paranoid over something I shouldn't be worrying about.
Oh, Bella, what a pity!!
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