41. Secrets Uncovered...?

-Christian-

Leia has been taking her own car more lately instead of going with Ben and Lucille has mentioned she’s coming home later, too. I know this shouldn’t bother me since she’s obviously spending more time with her mother before she passes, but she hasn’t even invited me to come along with her, either.

Then there’s the gift I found that still bothers me to no end.

I don’t want to speak about it with her because I’m sure it’s nothing to be worried about…but why do I feel so shit?

Maybe I should try to spend more time with her, too. I don’t exactly initiate our spending time together. She might be thinking that she’ll be a burden to me when it couldn’t be further from the truth.

Sighing, I lean back in my Phantom seat and close my eyes. I just got home after working a Saturday and I don’t even feel like heading inside. How did we get here? I mean, I knew starting my own company would take me away from those I love, but I used to be fine with it before I came to love Leia.

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