With every beat of her heart, Stefani became more confused. The music from the outside became melodic and low, slowly bringing back memories from the past Stefani once kept in a box and never opened it since, afraid of the heartache she knew she would not be able to take.
As the music continued to make loud beats outside, Stefani's heart made louder music and all the fears she had inside came back. Though just a simple glance over the person beside her, all her fears seemed to leave.
That night, Stefani continued to listen to her own beats, the kinds of which that were in sync to the heart of the man lying beside her saying he could not be touched for he was already engaged.
The kind of emotion Stefani forgot sheーtheyーalready had from a long time ago.
The kind of emotion both knew they, Jonathan and Stefani, treasured once upon a time.
The next morning."Will you really be fine? What if I ask my husband to go with you and Jonathan?" Mr
For the past week since Jonathan and Stefani finally returned home, Stefani's friends had stuck to her side like rice cakes, almost never leaving her alone even a minute. To this point, Stefani was starting to feel irritated by their clinginess. Adding to that, she hasn't seen Jonathan at all after they reached the city. Where the hell did that monkey go? For some reason, Stefani felt uneasy not seeing Jonathan around."Hey, Stef! I'm saying something!!" Bridget shouted, pouting at Stefani while bouncing at Stefani's bed. Dianne, Christina, and Ivy were also in her bedroom, doing whatever they wanted in Stefani's belongings.At this time, Stefani was holding her phone, pacing back and forth to her door, contemplating whether to call Jonathan or not. What if he was in the middle of having a rest? Or was he at work? Wait, that fast?! But considering the type of man Jonathan Gonzalez was, that wouldn't be impossible either! Stefani was biting her nails, completely uncomfo
It had been a week since Jonathan and Stefani returned safely to the city. The Chief Operations Officer was staring at the wide overlooking sight of the city through his office. The sun was up yet he couldn't feel any warmth in his body.Somehow, Jonathan knew. Somehow, Jonathan had expected it already. Because deep inside, Jonathan knew he failed and he had to accept the consequences.Jonathan breathed in and out, trying to calm himself as he slowly recalled his conversation with Mr. Hernandez a few days after they had returned."Jonathan, I know how much you've worked so hard for this company for the past years," Mr. Hernandez began. "And I know you've also done everything you could to... to tame my daughter."Jonathan was silent as he just listened to his second father figure.Mr. Hernandez looked down as he uttered, "I didn't expect things to go this far, Jonathan-ah. Stefani... To think Stefani went as far as to run away from home because of t
FlashbackIt was a lonely cold day and little Stefani was warmed up inside her bedroom. There were no hints of possible sunlight outside, a sad day for kids, but Stefani has a smile on her face as a warm pair of arms were wrapped around her with a book on her lap."No one had the slightest suspicion of what beautiful things she had seen; no one even dreamed of the splendor in which, with her grandmother she had entered on the joys of a new year," Jonathan said, voice low and soft. "The end."Stefani's eyelashes softly moved as she turned to look up at Jonathan, "It's the end already? Read it again, Jonathan. Pwease."
"Sshh! Don't talk to that gloomy kid. She doesn't interact with anyone really, she's just always so gloomy.""She's been like that since sixth grade. It's best to ignore her.""She looks so lonely though...""Let's just leave her alone. If she wants to have friends, she should change herself first."Stefani never loses her earphones. Wherever she goes, she would wear them so other people wouldn't dare talk to her.
Stefani's mind was a mess. Her body felt so cold she was shaking too much as she reached her father's study. Just then, she heard the voice of Jane from inside."I remember, there was a time when we were kids, Stefani told me Jonathan told her he's gonna marry her someday," Jane said, voice a lot sadder than her usual relaxed and neutral voice. "But too bad, Jonathan has a fever that time. And Jonathan always forgets what he does before he faints when he has a high fever. The doctor gave medications but they say it's kind of a psychological condition so they can't do anything about it. But Jonathan... My brother Jonathan, aside from those times of his fever, he has never once forgotten Stefani."Jane gave out a sad smile before she continued, "When we were in Australia, he'd write letters for Stefani and wait for her response even if he knew it was hopele
Without letting another second pass, Jonathan closed their distance as he swiftly pulled Stefani in his arms. Jonathan's heart was filled with overwhelming emotions he couldn't pick what to attend to first. He felt Stefani's body tremble against him as the younger continued to cry and Jonathan, for the first time, became the most impatient person in the world.He said without a hint of hesitation, "Let's get married."Stefani, upon feeling the warmth she desperately longed for the past ten years, pulled away from the hug and stared at Jonathan.Jonathan looked directly into Stefani's eyes, held Stefani's cheeks softly, and gently wiped the tears off her face as he spoke, "Let's get married... not out of obligation, not out of responsibility, not out of order from anybody. I don't care what other people s
The moment Jonathan and Stefani arrived at the Hernandez Mansion, Jane greeted them with a big smile and told them Mr. Hernandez had gone to work.Jonathan quickly went back to his car, with Stefani following behind. "Y-You're not really going to ask my dad about that, right?"Jonathan just looked at Stefani then started the ignition. There wasn't a time Jonathan did not keep his own words, aside from the times he would forget what he did or said before having a high fever. When he said he wanted to marry and live with Stefani, he was sure as hell and would do anything to make it happen. He might not need anyone's opinion about it, but Stefani's dad's approval on this matter was important for Jonathan. At least, he should get permission from Ste
Stefani looked at her right side. Then to her left. Then slowly, she took a long deep breath. Suddenly, the sound of the shower came to her ears and Stefani jumped. For the fifth time!"Stefani, f-focus! Focus on your breathing!" Stefani told herself as she stood by the foot of the bed.Jonathan's bed.Again, the sound of the water from the bathroom made her jump. She could hear how loud her heart was making against her chest and Stefani felt like she would die if she could hear another sound of water near her.After having a deep and seri
Jonathan, who was in his office, suddenly sneezed."Sir?" A subordinate gave a concerned look, the papers he was just handing to Jonathan remained mid-air. He immediately called for Jonathan's secretary but was stopped by the CEO himself."I'm okay," Jonathan said, expressionless as he received the papers and ordered for the man to leave.Why did it feel like someone was badmouthing him just now?Shaking his head, Jonathan went over the papers on his desk, checking and signing what needed to be signed. It had only been a year since Mr. Hernandez officially retired, deciding he would travel the world and be happy as Stefani wished him to be while handing the CEO position to his son-in-law.Jonathan hims
"We graduated but why does it feel like I'm more restrained now? Is college really hellish like this?" Bridget complained as she aggressively took big sips from her milk tea then began typing back on her laptop.Ivy rolled her eyes and commented, "It's because you took a hard major. Look at Dianne, Christina, and me. We enjoy our activities the most these days. It's like we're still in high school~""Right, we're having a theater play in a few months. Don't forget to free your schedules on that date," Christina said, then began eating the strawberry cake on her plate."What? That's unfair!" Bridget pouted. While these girls were busy arranging some stage props, here she was typing some five-page essay for tomorrow. Such injustice!After graduation, the circle of friends
With her aching to the point of not feeling anything especially on her lower body, Stefani knew she couldn't do the water park activities as scheduled on the guide.No matter how much she thought of it, Stefani felt Jonathan was extra vigorous last night. She couldn't help but think of the reason for such actions. Was he provoked or teased too much? No, it wasn't this. Was it the food then? Or was it the ambiance's fault?Stefani, this simple-minded person, would never know that it was only due to Jonathan's repressed lust from the past acting up at the present that made such things happen.Jonathan, the past pent-up guy, stared at his adorable wife’s facial expressions and was greatly amused. He immediately admitted his faults and patiently tried to coax her, "All right, I'm sorry. Let's do the it
After marriageStefani was panting hard, her face flushed in deep red as Jonathan kissed her again and again. There was something in the way Jonathan gazed at her, almost sickeningly full of love and desire, as if everything that's in front of him was all he ever needed."One more time," Jonathan whispered to Stefani huskily, his hot breath brushing against Stefani's sensitive skin as he gave light kisses on Stefani's face down to her neck and shoulders.The sound of water splashing and flowing continuously outside penetrated the walls of the hotel room, making Stefani's head more relaxed and mushy as she stared at Jonathan, face hot and red, she nodded, "Mm."Jonathan's eyes glinted in ecstasy, he smiled as he leaned down. Their lips connected in a
Jonathan just finished his bath when he stepped into the kitchen. The sun had already risen, sunlight peeking through the neat white blinds of the living room, the view outside was clear and pleasing to look at. Brewing himself a cup of hot coffee, Jonathan began to read the news from his tablet.After a few minutes, he glanced at the time and stood up, heading to the guest room. Inside, a few random objects were placed everywhere. Quickly, Jonathan picked up the things scattered on the floor and arranged them all neatly and orderly. He then glanced at the bed. Stefani was still sleeping, completely unbothered by Jonathan's arrival and movements.Jonathan took his time to open the blinds by the window and went over Stefani. He gently touched Stefani's arm, "Stefani, wake up."Stefani's only response was
"What? Say it clearly," Christina said."I-It was a-a-amazing," Stefani said while flushing hard.The girls giggled at that and one of them had a follow-up question quickly! "How so? Wouldn't it be painful at first?"Stefani could feel her face becoming redder and redder as she tried to recall her "first night" with Jonathan. She herself thought it would be painful and unbearable, but then she discovered if properly prepared and done well, there would be less pain and more pleasure. Contrary to the thirst and desire that flashed through his eyes, Jonathan had been gentle from the start until they finished. He prepared Stefani well that Stefani didn't feel any pain at all.Or maybe her husband was just a real expert on that kind of act.
"Don't move too much," Jonathan ordered to his wife as Stefani gave him her famous death glare. This time, though, the glare became a weak stare. Jonathan placed his hand on Stefani's forehead and sure it was, the younger's fever had risen by another degree celsius.The phone on the bedside table vibrated and Jonathan sighed as he stood up to get the device.While glancing at his sick wife on the bed, the New HE Group CEO answered the phone. "Yes. I'll send it in a few. What? Okay. Tell me the details."Stefani's face was all red from the fever and opened her lips, "Just go..."Jonathan frowned, contemplating what to do. "I can't leave you here in a state like this."Even in her fever, Stefani still managed to get mad, "It's
Ari's heart pounded loudly as her back felt the cold brick wall behind her. The four strange bitchy looking girls in high school uniform looked at her in disgust. One girl chewed her gum and mannerlessly spit it out to her right.Are they a gang or what? Ari began to panic."Look here, Miss. That Gonzalez guy is engaged." Ari gasped in shock. Is Jonathan Gonzalez really engaged? With whom?Another girl stepped in and looked at Ari in pity."Pitiful. I bet you've tried seducing Gonzalez a lot of times.. and failed," they all laughed in mockery and Ari's chest twisted in pain."Y-You're wrong! My feelings for him are pure! I-I.. I've always liked Sir Jonathan. Even if he always looks serious but he's approachable and nice," Ari
Months before the wedding.Stefani barged inside Jonathan's room with a frown."Did you have another nightmare?" Jonathan looked at her in concern.Stefani shook her head, still with a frown. "I-I... I don't think I can sleep tonight."Jonathan nodded his head. He already knew after the movie, Stefani would be too scared to sleep on her own."That's why I told you you can sleep here with me," Jonathan said nonchalantly, eyes still in his book. When he heard nothing from the younger, he placed his book down then motioned the younger to come to space next to him.Stefani blushed hard and started yelling. "L-Like I would do that!! You pervert!"