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94: Tears

Author: RJ Cross
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SUNSHINE:

I robbed my eyes to make sure that I was not dreaming. That this was not a product of my imagination. That this was not because I missed him so much. That this was Knoxx in flesh and blood.

My body shook as I continued to gaze at him.

But no matter how much I rubbed my eyes until it became painful, the only man that I saw was none other than Knoxx—my mate. The man who laid down his life for the greater good.

"K-Knoxx?" I called once again but he did not say anything.

“Sunshine.”

That baritone voice.

I stifled a sob.

‘Helena? Please tell me I am not dreaming right now.’

‘You’re not,’ Helena retorted using our mind link. ‘Our mate is alive and returned from the grave.’

“Knoxx? I-Is that really you?” I mumbled.

Breathing became a struggle.

How the heck was he even alive? What was the purpose why he fooled the people? There were too many questions running in my mind right now and my mouth could not keep up with my mind.

Knoxx advanced towards me, eyes locked on me.

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