SUNSHINE:
The servant shrieked and closed her mouth when Jericho glared at her.Helena rose inside my head and looked at Jericho with puppy dog eyes. Under the water, I fisted my hand. “Jericho. Why are you here? I thought I already made myself clear by rejecting you.”A low growl emitted from his throat.How this mutt managed to entire this room was still something I wanted to know. “Leave us,” he muttered to the servant who was frozen on the ground. The servant was about to open her mouth, but I shook my head.I’m physically tired. I had no energy to deal with him. “Close the door when you leave,” I instructed the servant.“Don’t you tell your alpha I am here,” Jericho added. “We will only be talking.”I don’t think we will only be talking. When the servant did not even move, I smiled reassuringly at her, silently telling her that everything would be fine. In the end, she obliged until it was only Jericho and I left inside the room. “Sunshine.”I dipped my body into the water, not allowing the man to have a glimpse of my nakedness. However, this bastard had already seen everything in my body. There were no longer secrets between Jericho and me. A wave of fury washed through me.I wanted to kill him. “My love… Sunshine,” Jericho said and sighed when he gazed at her. “I missed you.”“Bullshit.” How dare he show himself and pretend as if nothing had happened? “Are you done fucking your whore and now you have to see me? Did you like fucking her?”A vein popped in his neck, but he did not say anything. He was clearly choosing his words carefully now. “Sunshine. It was a result of missing you. Remember when Alpha Ezra, your stepfather sent you to an errand? You meet a pack doctor from a neighboring pack. You were gone for a week.”That was not a lie. I did remember that.The water became colder than ice. My body shivered and wanted to grab the nearest towel, but by doing so, Alpha Jericho would see my naked body. “Don’t give me that kind of lousy excuse, Jericho. I will no longer believe in your pathetic excuse,” I snapped. His expression softened and sauntered towards me while looking at my wet body.“Stop gawking!” I exclaimed. I wanted to pluck his eyes and feed them to the raven. There was only one thing he wanted especially if he barged here unannounced, willing to face my stepbrother’s wrath. Sex. Looking back, I felt disgusted at myself for being compliant with his sexual needs. “If you are thinking about sex, I’m not going to give it to you. Go to whore and slut.”“I’m not always after that,” he lied. “Sunshine. Can we start again?”You, manwhore. You treated me like a slut!I had already given myself to him and that was the greatest thing I had regretted. I promised myself that I would give myself to my ultimate mate only to realize that it was a wrong decision. My only consolation was that I was not pregnant.I dove more into the water with my chin up to my head only visible. “Oh, please, Jericho. We both know that’s a lie. You don’t even love me. Tell me the reason why you wanted to marry me. It’s because of my stepbrother, right? You two haven’t settled your disputes and you two would drag anyone to be even. ” He was always active when it came to sex and sometimes even if I was not in the mood, I usually forced myself, or else, he would get mad at me. His expression turned cold and pocketed both of his hands. The two were like cats and dogs and never became friends. “I hated that bastard's name.”“I don’t care.” I met his gaze and never wavered. “Go before I call him and he will find out that you were able to enter without his permission.”“Don’t call that good for nothing alpha. I will be back, Sunshine. I’m not letting you go.” There was a wicked grin on his lips. “I admitted my mistakes, and promised I won’t do it again.”He was not even feeling a bit of regret. I balled my palms into fists. “I won’t give you another chance, Jericho.”Just as I failed to notice his entrance, it was already late when I noticed him disappeared.I let out an inward sigh of relief. Finally.How could I be paired with someone as dangerous as an asshole like Jericho?I hugged myself. Another knock resounded. Who could it be?The strong smell of petals was the reason why I could not identify the person behind that door.“Who is it?”It was not Jericho. He did not have the habit of knocking on the door. He just barged in as if he owned the place. “It is I, my beloved stepsister,” a man said, full of sarcasm. My heart thumped wildly against my ribcage. Knoxx. After running away with him, our paths no longer crossed. He never treated me as his beloved stepsister, but his enemy.Did he see Jericho? Did he find out that he visited this room?Relax. If he did find out, he would be storming inside. He did not.“What do you want? I’m still taking a bath. Whatever you wanted to tell me, do it later,” I responded from the other side of the door. Why did he come? He did not usually call me personally except for some important things. "Do it fast," he ordered. "I'm giving you three minutes to finish your bath."He was not at least feeling a bit sorry for my wedding. "I haven't savored my bath yet!""Do I look like I care? Hurry up!"I heard his retreating footsteps but called him again. "Knoxx! Wait!" He continued walking. Recalling there was only one word that would make him stop, I called, “Brother!”His footsteps stopped. "Brother? We are not siblings. The only one who had a relationship is your mother and my father. We don't have any relationship at all, woman.""It’s not like I wanted to be related to you. I don’t want to be related to someone who has not even felt sorry for what he has done."Grabbing the towel lying on the chair, I wrapped it around my body and opened the door. But the delicious scent of mint hit me hard. I looked around, but the hallway was silent. The only one who was in front of me was Knoxx. I froze on the spot and locked my eyes with Knoxx.‘Mate,’ Helena cried inside my mind.SUNSHINE:Mate.My head spun in a moment and even Alpha Knoxx also realized our connection. He was my second chance mate? Why? I was not prepared for this nor wanted any of this. I haven't moved on from my failed relationship and now there was my stepbrother?His nostrils flared and clenched his jaw. “Mate? What kind of fuck twist is this?”I shook my head and watched him in panic. “You think I also want this? You’re the last person I wanted to become a mate.” There had to be some kind of mistake. Why would this happen?Growling, Alpha Knoxx said, “No one will know of this.”Yeah. For the first time, I agreed with him. No one should know of our relationship or else, we will become the cause of ridicule and mockery among the pack. They all knew Knoxx and I had a dog and cat relationship, always biting each other’s heads.And having a mate as my stepbrother? We were siblings. What would Alpha Ezra think? What about Mother?“You think I also like this? You’re the last person I wanted t
SUNSHINE:When I reached the dining room, Mother and her husband as well as my other five stepbrothers were already at the table. Knoxx's delicious scent hit me hard.'Mate,' Helena exclaimed. 'Let's go to him, Sunshine.''Knoxx is our enemy, Helena. He ruined our wedding, remember?' I recalled. I tiptoed, making my presence as small as possible, but they noticed my presence. Especially Knoxx. "Sunshine. We've been waiting for you," Alpha Ezra said. Did they?Sometimes, I couldn't help but feel that my presence felt like it was no longer essential in this house. Or was it not necessary in the first place? It was only me who was asking for a spot in this family. The five siblings were having a great time eating and talking about what happened in their day.I bowed. "Sorry to keep you waiting.""That's okay. Have a seat." He motioned the seat next to Knoxx. But instead, I sat opposite him. If there was no other vacant seat. I wanted this to end as soon as possible. I could not sta
SUNSHINE:"Alpha Ezra…" I started, forcing my tears to come out. I began acting and sniffed as if I was about to cry. Alpha Ezra growled. "Knoxx!""Father. I'm sure the alpha had some excuse. We cannot arrive at a hasty decision. Brother is rational," the second stated. Bernard. The beta of the pack.Of course, the beta would always side with the alpha. In this house, it would always be me against the five of them. Me against these five powerful men in this pack. However, I was done with being the submissive type. It was also the reason why Aloha Jericho cheated on me. He thought I was easy to fool. "Alpha Ezra...did you know that Alpha Knoxx was the one who told me that Alpha Jericho was having an affair? Yes. A few minutes before the wedding. He was that kind of dick.""Hey! Watch your mouth! That is the aloha you're referring to!" Beta Benedict roared. "Benedict! Lower your voice.""But Father. Can't you see that woman is making us fight among ourselves?""Sunshine, keep quiet
SUNSHINE:All eyes were trained at Knoxx. My mouth opened and closed, clearly, no words forming in my mind. His brothers were also surprised at his decision. They did not want Knoxx's decision."Brother. Why would you stop her?" Beta Benedict asked. "You wanted her to move out. That's what we all want.""Benedict. Not a word from you anymore. You made me feel embarrassed. The five of you talk like women!" he scolded. "How could you say those words?""Darling..." Mother said. She put her hands on my stepfather's arm. "Please don't get your anger ahead of you. You might say something later that you would regret."Mother was always like that. She acted like a peacemaker in the family. Acting like a bridge between me and her husband's family."No, darling. These boys need to earn their lesson.""Alpha Ezra. With all due respect, would you help Alpha Knoxx change his mind?" I said politely even if I was seething inside.My mind refused and could not accept this kind of punishment Knoxx wa
SUNSHINE:My stepbrother's burning gazes continued to burn a hole in my face.Gritting my teeth I fisted on my palms. They would always doubt what I could do. In their eyes, I was that weak woman who only knew how to follow her ex-mate wherever he went. Weak. Pathetic. Disgraceful. Name every degrading word and that would be how my stepbrothers would call me. Yeah. They were that kind of asshole."I can do it. Why do you continue giving me that look?"'Make sure you don't drag me away,' Knoxx stated inside my head. 'If they killed you there, I won't be dragging your dead body here. I will feed them to the scavengers. You hear me, woman?'A shiver ran down my spine.I knew this man had no inkling of like in me, but I never knew this would be this intense. I sucked in a breath and then pursed my lips. ‘Asshole,’ I spat.‘Not the kind of asshole like your mate.’‘You are my mate. And I also had my ex-mate. Are you referring to the former or the latter?’ ‘Your ex-mate. What else?’'No
SUNSHINE:If I had a camera by now, I would have long captured the shocked faces of my stepbrothers. Especially Knoxx.It seemed like they did not expect the silent girl before who would only talk when she was being talked by Alpha Jericho and her mother would say bold words like that.That was one thing they never knew about me. In fact, all they exhaled was judging me before getting to know me. After almost three years of staying in this pack, all they did was judge me. Alpha Ezra became our referee. I smiled sweetly at them when they had not gotten over it. "Are you surprised, my dear brothers? Surprise. Your stepsister is not someone whom you thought she was."My other three brothers cleared their throats. "How disgraceful," Knoxx exclaimed. "Are you even proud of your behavior?"Compared to mine, these five brothers were treated like princes in the pack. They were luckier than me. Never experiencing the harsh reality. While me…'It's not their fault they were born from an alp
SUNSHINE:It was Knoxx who recovered from the shock first.“Don’t mind this crazy woman,” Knoxx muttered. "Not as crazy as you.""Will you shut your mouth for a second?""Will you stop being an asshole for a second?" I retorted."Brother! You must leave this woman here. I'm afraid you will kill her on the road.""Oh, thank you so much for that fair warning. I will also make sure he won't be left without a wound.""That's a threat against the alpha! She must be punished," the fourth brother said. Knoxx held his hand and stared at me. "You made us sound as if they were the antagonist of your life," Knoxx declared, his eyes narrowing at me. 'We are not the spawns of the devil.'"If not, then what do you call everything that I suffered in your hands for the past two years?" I retorted back. "You never wanted me to be happy. Especially you, Knoxx. You ruined my wedding all because you hated me. And now you think I am wrong?""You are wrong!" the three brothers— Cayden, Dustin, and Alonso
SUNSHINE:My chest kept breaking apart. Alfonso looked like a candle losing its fire. I could not blame him really for being an asshole. He was also influenced by how his brothers treated me. And the worst part of all? I allowed them back then. I did not fight them. All I did was stay silent. Which was not supposed to be. By staying silent, I was giving my bullies the power to inflict pain. 'Knight-in-shining armor, huh? In your dreams. I just did not want the servants to report that we are ganging up on you. Father has his eyes and ears.''Fuck you, Knoxx,' I spat on his mind, feeding him all my hatred towards our bond. 'I hate you.''More than you hated your ex-mate?' he asked. 'Why do you have to keep hurting me?''It will be my goal to return how your mother hurt us through you.''I hope your wolf will give you a little spanking and defend me!' I hissed. 'My wolf already did. If I don't help you, he will nag until I can no longer fathom it,' Knoxx answered through our link.
SUNSHINE:I felt like I was an eggshell when I returned to the pack. My mind was a mess and I did not know whether I should be happy or not at the turn of events. Jericho had just broken the engagement and wanted me to be with Knoxx as if it were simple. It was not. How could I be with someone after knowing I hurt the person who truly loved me?“Sunshine? You okay?”I lifted my gaze after I stepped out of the car. Knoxx was at the garage, washing his car. Good for him. He turned off the faucet and wiped his hands on his pants. He was shirtless and sweat decorated his chest. Or maybe it was the water from the faucet. If I was not in shock at what happened earlier, perhaps I was already licking my lips upon seeing his body. “Do I look okay after seeing you?”“You were already not in a good mood when you stepped out of the car.”A low growl escaped from my lips. “You shut your mouth.”He heaved a sigh. “Have you eaten?”“Why does it matter?” I snapped. “Don't pretend like you care
SUNSHINE:Knoxx loved me. He finally loved me. Too bad, when I already gave up, he came chasing me. Why did it have to become this way? “What do you expect me to say?” I asked. “Do you want me to say that I have feelings too? How many times do I have to remind you that I already have Jericho? Why can't you see that?” I growled.Please don't confuse me, too. I pity Jericho. He was a changed man and I did not want to sin. My conscience won't allow that. “I…I don’t expect anything, Sunshine. I just wanted to tell you my feelings. I don’t…want to have any regrets.”“You really don’t care what your pack would say?”“Anyone’s opinion doesn't matter anymore, Sunshine. This time, I will pursue what I want. I won't stop unless you are already married. I don't want to live in regrets.”I inhaled deeply and pocketed his handkerchief. If only he confessed when I had not accepted Jericho…then maybe…there might be a chance between us. A sad smile spread on my lips. “Is this the kind man you ar
SUNSHINE:“Alright, Jericho. That’s good. Tell me if everything is okay.” I had to marry Jericho so that Knoxx would stop pestering me. I meant he already made it clear that he did not want me. So, I hoped he would stick to that. Sensing that someone was watching me, I looked around and found a pair of eyes watching me intently. Shite. My heart skipped a beat when I caught sight of Knoxx. He was about to enter the hall but stopped upon seeing me. If I stayed here, our paths would always cross. I had to get out of this pack as soon as possible.“I’ll be calling you back later, Jericho. T-thanks,” I muttered, in a hurry. Knoxx's steps faltered. As if he debated on approaching me or not. “Yes. Take care, Sunny. I love you so much. I hope this will be the start of something new. I love you,” he whispered lovingly. My mind went blank. He loved me. Until now? But my love for him had already disappeared when Knoxx entered the picture. What should I say?I bit the inside of my cheek
SUNSHINE: Out of reflex, I stood at the bed and scrambled away, losing my balance and landed on the floor with a loud thud. I gasped when a wave of pain exploded. I cursed loudly. Knoxx was suddenly on my side and asked, “Are you okay, Sunshine?” His voice was full of worry. His eyebrows raised and that was the time when I realized he was clean-shaven and his hair was also cut properly. He looked handsome…that I could not stop myself from thumping loudly against my ribcage. Jericho's face flashed inside my head. Guilt swallowed my heart. How could my heart jump because of someone else? Disgusting.“Do not touch me. Stay away from me. Your touch repulses me.”Knoxx let out a shaky breath. “Sunshine. I’m only checking if you are hurt.”“I’m not that weak. Why did you come here?”My heart continued to hammer against my chest. What was he doing here? Staying in the same room with him brought so many memories. I wanted to run away from him and hide.“I’m glad you're not in pain.”
SUNSHINE:I am going to marry Jericho a month from now. That was our agreement. Jericho’s parents were both excited and I had already told everyone in the family about it. Yes. That includes my stepbrothers as well. Mother was thrilled but my stepbrothers were not. It was as if they wanted me to wait for Knoxx. I sighed and rolled to my side. Leaving this room was not something I wanted to do now even if Jericho and I both agreed that we would be choosing wedding dresses even if the wedding ceremony was only simple. His Mother insisted that we should choose my dress properly for a prosperous life.I did not want a luxurious dress. All I wanted was a peaceful life. A peaceful married life. Marriage. Am I going to do this or am I only using Jericho?He said he was willing to be used, another part of my mind said.He did, but the guilt…If you don’t want to feel that, try loving him so that it will fade.I was not the type to use other people. I would rather be used than to be anoth
DANTE:The alpha was drunk again and stayed at the river, while watching the bonfire, I mused to myself as I hid on the large tree. I wanted to be disappointed, but I also understood why he was acting like this—his youngest brother's death. I wanted to pretend that I did not know what was happening to him, but I did.My heart tightened when he would call his dead brother and sometimes Sunshine when he was so drunk. I looked at the sky which was full of stars. I wished the day would come when Alpha Knoxx would stop blaming himself. He got worse after Miss Sunshine went back to the pack. Did the two have a falling out? If I were the alpha, I would not let anything separate me from my mate regardless of the reason. May it a step sibling or not.Alpha Knoxx emptied the contents of the bottle and put it aside. He already drunk five bottles of beer. There were five more left for him to empty. Still, he continued taking care of his people. Little by little, they accepted him as their
SUNSHINE: Jericho knew he messed up the moment he saw my expression. It turned sour until it darkened. His mouth opened and closed until he fell silent.I clenched my fist and put them on my side. “You think it’s about Knoxx?” That man who left me? That man who never wanted me? “What do you think of me, Jericho?”You liar! How could you lie with a straight face?Isn’t he the reason for all of this? Isn’t he the reason why you could not move on to the present, Sunshine? The other part of my mind asked.Jericho went to the window, pulled out something from his pocket. A cigarette. As if reminded that I hated the smell of it, he grabbed one stick and snapped it into two. “It was him. You loved that man,” he insisted. I lifted my chin, feeling my lips quivered.I was glad that he was not looking at my direction or he would know that he was right. I loved Knoxx. I loved the man who said he liked me but never loved me. At all.My chest went heavy. Fuck.How long will I continue to dea
SUNSHINE:“Mom. You don’t have to pressure Sunshine about that. We did not come to visit here for that,” Jericho declared in my defense. Lifting my gaze, I saw how his cheeks flamed with embarrassment. Cute. Cute?I chuckled nervously, but his mother won’t stop any moment from now. She pinched his son’s side.“Oh, come on, Jericho. Have you been slacking off? How many times will I tell you that you should win her back? I want her as my daughter-in-law!” his mother scolded.Mentally, I sighed in relief. She did not hate me for what I did to their son.‘Why would they when it was Jericho’s fault?’ Helena interjected. ‘It was right to reject him.’‘The last time I remember, you were bawling your eyes out when I rejected him.’Helena sneered. ‘That was all in the past. I want Knoxx to be better.’“Honey. Let’s just let the kids deal with it.”“That’s right, Mom. Right now, Sunny and I are friends.”“Friends?” His mother’s disappointment was evident on his face. “I never said that you two
SUNSHINE:The heart hammered against my ribcage as I walked in the hallway while clenching my fist.How could the beta ask me what would happen to Knoxx if ever I married Jericho when the alpha specifically showed me that he had nothing to do with me? Men. Did they think women had all the time to wait for them? Like the heck!I should seriously consider if I want to marry Jericho or not so that this will stop.‘What will happen to our mate, then?’ Helena asked, whimpering. She had been silently crying in the corner of my mind.‘That is no longer my concern. Knoxx has chosen and it’s time for me to do the same.’“Sunshine. Wait!”I heard footsteps and I did not need to stop to know who it was. Cayden. The rational one among the brothers. And he was also the most sane person who never blamed me for what happened to the youngest brother. How unfortunate we were never given the chance to be closer as siblings. “Sunshine. Can we talk?”I stopped and faced him. Sweat coated his forehead f