Dan’s POV“Where at the office, maybe later,” I said and was about to open the door to my office when he stops me.“You didn’t go home last night, where did you sleep?” His hand tightens his grip on my arm, it stings but I didn’t say anything. Just small touch but it sends me great hotness in my whole body, how crazy.“As my secretary, it’s not your job to track my personal life. If I didn’t go home and sleep to someone else house, it’s not your business so please don’t act like we have something more than employer’ employee relationship.” I held my breath.Funny enough, as if we are only destined to hurt each other and not to love at all. It’s hurt my ears on how silent the surrounding is, but there’s no one tried to move like we are waiting for something. Am I waiting for him to keep asking me?I could not help but look down, I have no confidence to raise my head because I know that he can see my reflection on the sliver door. I’m afraid that he will see that there still something f
Arther’s POVI can’t remember how much I practice, thinking of the right words to say once we met after that night. Yet, I failed.I can tell how much he hates me, to the point that he can’t even lift his head to look me in the eyes. Maybe this is what they called ‘karma’, the thing he felt back then I can feel it now. As if there are a million needles poking inside of my chest, it made me hard to breathe.All he wants to do is to get away from me faster as he could, leaving me behind without looking back. As if he wants to get back to what I’ve done in the past, but there is nothing I can even do. I’m afraid to step forward, to hold his hand and stop him walk away.What is there for me to do that?Who I am to make such a thing to him?I don’t think there are rights left for me to hold even the strand of his hair, because like what he said, fated mate has no weight for him now…If I push myself into his life aggressively, he will surely hate me more than right now. I should have known
Arther’s POV“Huh? Can’t you tell me later once I’ve done all the things I should do?” Dan looks at me in surprise, “I need to get ready for the lunch meeting, the other party might already arrive there and I can’t let them wait for…”I did not wait for him to stop, I put all my courage to pull him and let our lips collide. My heart is too loud, I’m ashamed that he can clearly hear it but what can I do?“There is no client for lunchtime, you will meet that Alpha again… Don’t lie, you guys talk about it in front of me and I’m your secretary, there is no point lying about your schedule.”“You…” I saw it coming, but I let his hand slap me the way he wants. I know that I’m wrong, kissing him without permission is rude… “How dare you kiss me!” In his veins, I can see how angry he is.“I’m sorry, but my instinct says I should do it. As your mate, I can tell that if I don’t do anything right now, I will lose you.” No, it’s not because of just instinct. But, is there a change if I’ll be more
Rage’s POVJust seeing them standing together made my skin irks, I can’t control my emotions whenever that Alpha is closer to Dan but I have nothing I can do. I can’t just throw him away because once I did something like that, Dan will feel displeased.“Why the long face?” Dan asks as the elevator shut.“Why not? You are there again talking with him, I thought you won’t let yourself be tangled with him?” I can’t control my voice to sound like a jealous boyfriend.“But he’s the one who keeps talking, and also, he’s asking for a second chance.” Dan gave out a faint smile, “would you imagine that? The one who always rejects me is now asking me to give him another chance to take responsibility.”“What did you say?”My heart is throbbing, afraid that in this game I choose to gamble; in the end, I will lose.“I don’t know if I answer him well, though, I’m planning to give him one.” He looks at the floor, “it’s not that I still want him.”“Then why? Why do you want to take the trouble for th
Rage’s POV“W-wait were outside, Rage, someone might see us.” His trembling hands try to push me away from him, “The reservation you made in the restaurant…” I did not let him finish his words, I kiss him deeper than earlier. Whenever I remember how that Alpha scent lingered on him that night, I could not restrain myself to feel inferior to him. Why he has to be his fated mate and not me?As we were both short of breath, we gradually parted our lips. “I will stop when you agree to what I said.” I put my forehead on him, “Now tell me, Dan, are you accepting my proposal? I can wait until you are done to get your revenge, but there is really a limit to everything.”There is a clear doubt in his eyes, afraid that sooner he will change his mind. But no, I can’t let you do that Dan, I’m not a sheep waiting for his master but a wolf waiting for prey.“Okay, I will offer my nape for you.” He replies and kisses me once again.I should be happy, but there’s nothing I can feel but the guilt of
Dan’s POVI’m sure that I’ll be happy, I will prove the quote that we can’t teach our heart who we should love is wrong after all.“I’ll be happy as long that there is someone who wants me, not as family or friend but in a romantic way and Rage is the only one, I can think of.” I could not help but smile, it’s not that I’m happy. Rather than that, I will funny.How long I’ve been with Rage, doing something everything that lover can do yet we keep standing on the edge and don’t want to take a step forward to each other.And so, if he did… I will take a step backward reason for him to stop, afraid that I will fall into the abyss because of him.Why did I not see it at all back then?The Alpha who acts like a bastard is actually being patient with me?“Damn!” Cassandra slams her hand on the table.“W-what? You don’t like the idea that I will be part of your family?” Rage also slams his hand on the table, they both lean toward each other like about to fight.“No! That’s not it.” Cassandra
Dan’s POV“As long I have you on my side, everything will be all right.” I’m not alone, Rage is with me and I could not wish for more.I can’t be greedier, having what I dreamed of in the past… I have them all now, so I should be happy.“Yeah, everything will be fine because I won’t leave your side no matter what happened.” He continued kissing my nape down to my shoulder, “You don’t have to think about everything, because even someone will hate you; I will love you more than that.”“Okay, I will keep that in mind.” I smile at the mirror where he can see it, Rage is my chosen Alpha. I need to keep chasing fate, this man beside me is my only Alpha from now on.“Let’s go back and bid our goodbye to Cassandra, also, I will tell the office that you will not be coming back today.” He said as we walk outside of the comfort room, his hand is still on my waist as we arrive in front of my sister.“You guys are being bold about your relationship day by day, being engaged is really something.” S
Dan’s POV“I will go now, make sure to sleep and don’t think about your work. Your body should at least taste some break from stress after all,” He kissed my forehead before finally turning his back to me.I did not close the door until I can’t see anymore his car, funny enough, I immediately feel the loneliness that crawled on my skin. I don’t know anymore what to do, my head hurts and to the point that my eyesight is getting blurry.Being alone makes it harder to think what should I do, I already decided already earlier but it’s suddenly change as I got home and become lonely.As I get inside, that is I only realized that someone is inside.“Father, mother, why are you here?” My voice shaking as I feel my father intense gaze, I know it already. He will start to questioning me about the marriage that I mentioned on my call.“Your father suddenly wants to see you, I’m a bit surprise too so both of you should explain me the details.” My mother looks at me with curiosity, so my father d
Dan’s POV“Dan, wake up.” His soft voice keeps calling my name, I thought I was in a delirious state to the point I’m hearing him like that. But as I gradually open my eyes, I saw his worried face looking at me.“What are you doing here in my room?” I confusedly asked, “Are you going to do something?”He shook his head, “I don’t know what are you saying or imagining but didn’t I say earlier that I’m going to cook something for us to eat? I’m done, come on let’s eat.” His hand helps me to get up.The way he holds me is like I’m a fragile thing that easily breaks, every move of his hand is so careful. Is this how he takes care of the one he loves?I could not help but to bit my lips to the point I taste the bitterness on my tongue, I immediately push his hand away from me. I can’t look at him directly in his eyes, all I can do is look at my own trembling hand. “You don’t have to act like that, I don’t need your sweet gentleness. After all, even I’m omega I’m still a male.”Art immediate
Dan’s POVI can hear the sound of a clock whenever its hands move like my body and all my senses become more sensitive. Toss and turn, even I close my eyes tightly there is no way I could sleep when I keep thinking about what he said earlier on the phone.Why am I feeling like this, when did I become childish by being excited that someone is promising to take care of me once they come back?“Damn, Dan, you should think straight now!” I pull my hair trying to wake myself in this delusion building up inside of me.If I keep letting this thing eat my system, then it’s just like I’m going back to the first base again and again.I open my eyes and look at the clock, it’s already evening yet I didn’t sleep even just a few minutes. I was about to get up when the door rang meant he’s arrived.I immediately lay down, wrapping my whole body with my blanket, and close my eyes again. My heart becomes crazy again, beating so fast as if I run hundreds of miles away.“Dan?” His voice echoes in the h
Dan’s POV“I will go now, make sure to sleep and don’t think about your work. Your body should at least taste some break from stress after all,” He kissed my forehead before finally turning his back to me.I did not close the door until I can’t see anymore his car, funny enough, I immediately feel the loneliness that crawled on my skin. I don’t know anymore what to do, my head hurts and to the point that my eyesight is getting blurry.Being alone makes it harder to think what should I do, I already decided already earlier but it’s suddenly change as I got home and become lonely.As I get inside, that is I only realized that someone is inside.“Father, mother, why are you here?” My voice shaking as I feel my father intense gaze, I know it already. He will start to questioning me about the marriage that I mentioned on my call.“Your father suddenly wants to see you, I’m a bit surprise too so both of you should explain me the details.” My mother looks at me with curiosity, so my father d
Dan’s POV“As long I have you on my side, everything will be all right.” I’m not alone, Rage is with me and I could not wish for more.I can’t be greedier, having what I dreamed of in the past… I have them all now, so I should be happy.“Yeah, everything will be fine because I won’t leave your side no matter what happened.” He continued kissing my nape down to my shoulder, “You don’t have to think about everything, because even someone will hate you; I will love you more than that.”“Okay, I will keep that in mind.” I smile at the mirror where he can see it, Rage is my chosen Alpha. I need to keep chasing fate, this man beside me is my only Alpha from now on.“Let’s go back and bid our goodbye to Cassandra, also, I will tell the office that you will not be coming back today.” He said as we walk outside of the comfort room, his hand is still on my waist as we arrive in front of my sister.“You guys are being bold about your relationship day by day, being engaged is really something.” S
Dan’s POVI’m sure that I’ll be happy, I will prove the quote that we can’t teach our heart who we should love is wrong after all.“I’ll be happy as long that there is someone who wants me, not as family or friend but in a romantic way and Rage is the only one, I can think of.” I could not help but smile, it’s not that I’m happy. Rather than that, I will funny.How long I’ve been with Rage, doing something everything that lover can do yet we keep standing on the edge and don’t want to take a step forward to each other.And so, if he did… I will take a step backward reason for him to stop, afraid that I will fall into the abyss because of him.Why did I not see it at all back then?The Alpha who acts like a bastard is actually being patient with me?“Damn!” Cassandra slams her hand on the table.“W-what? You don’t like the idea that I will be part of your family?” Rage also slams his hand on the table, they both lean toward each other like about to fight.“No! That’s not it.” Cassandra
Rage’s POV“W-wait were outside, Rage, someone might see us.” His trembling hands try to push me away from him, “The reservation you made in the restaurant…” I did not let him finish his words, I kiss him deeper than earlier. Whenever I remember how that Alpha scent lingered on him that night, I could not restrain myself to feel inferior to him. Why he has to be his fated mate and not me?As we were both short of breath, we gradually parted our lips. “I will stop when you agree to what I said.” I put my forehead on him, “Now tell me, Dan, are you accepting my proposal? I can wait until you are done to get your revenge, but there is really a limit to everything.”There is a clear doubt in his eyes, afraid that sooner he will change his mind. But no, I can’t let you do that Dan, I’m not a sheep waiting for his master but a wolf waiting for prey.“Okay, I will offer my nape for you.” He replies and kisses me once again.I should be happy, but there’s nothing I can feel but the guilt of
Rage’s POVJust seeing them standing together made my skin irks, I can’t control my emotions whenever that Alpha is closer to Dan but I have nothing I can do. I can’t just throw him away because once I did something like that, Dan will feel displeased.“Why the long face?” Dan asks as the elevator shut.“Why not? You are there again talking with him, I thought you won’t let yourself be tangled with him?” I can’t control my voice to sound like a jealous boyfriend.“But he’s the one who keeps talking, and also, he’s asking for a second chance.” Dan gave out a faint smile, “would you imagine that? The one who always rejects me is now asking me to give him another chance to take responsibility.”“What did you say?”My heart is throbbing, afraid that in this game I choose to gamble; in the end, I will lose.“I don’t know if I answer him well, though, I’m planning to give him one.” He looks at the floor, “it’s not that I still want him.”“Then why? Why do you want to take the trouble for th
Arther’s POV“Huh? Can’t you tell me later once I’ve done all the things I should do?” Dan looks at me in surprise, “I need to get ready for the lunch meeting, the other party might already arrive there and I can’t let them wait for…”I did not wait for him to stop, I put all my courage to pull him and let our lips collide. My heart is too loud, I’m ashamed that he can clearly hear it but what can I do?“There is no client for lunchtime, you will meet that Alpha again… Don’t lie, you guys talk about it in front of me and I’m your secretary, there is no point lying about your schedule.”“You…” I saw it coming, but I let his hand slap me the way he wants. I know that I’m wrong, kissing him without permission is rude… “How dare you kiss me!” In his veins, I can see how angry he is.“I’m sorry, but my instinct says I should do it. As your mate, I can tell that if I don’t do anything right now, I will lose you.” No, it’s not because of just instinct. But, is there a change if I’ll be more
Arther’s POVI can’t remember how much I practice, thinking of the right words to say once we met after that night. Yet, I failed.I can tell how much he hates me, to the point that he can’t even lift his head to look me in the eyes. Maybe this is what they called ‘karma’, the thing he felt back then I can feel it now. As if there are a million needles poking inside of my chest, it made me hard to breathe.All he wants to do is to get away from me faster as he could, leaving me behind without looking back. As if he wants to get back to what I’ve done in the past, but there is nothing I can even do. I’m afraid to step forward, to hold his hand and stop him walk away.What is there for me to do that?Who I am to make such a thing to him?I don’t think there are rights left for me to hold even the strand of his hair, because like what he said, fated mate has no weight for him now…If I push myself into his life aggressively, he will surely hate me more than right now. I should have known