Dan’s POVI lost my balance when he suddenly pushes me inside, I can feel his heavy breath on my neck. I was about to push him when his cold sharp teeth sink into the skin of my nape, “w-what are you doing, don’t bite me.” I felt a great terror.Only then did he let me go, I see how nervous and terrified he was looking at me, “did I mark you?” His voice is trembling, and so is his body is too. I want to punch him really hard right now, why does he have to let me see how he hates the idea of me, marked by him?“No, you don’t.” I shortly replied I have no reason to argue about it. Year by year I should know by now the answer but I keep ignore it, every time, whenever he’s in front me I lost everything even my sanity. “T-that’s good, that’s good.” He keeps repeating to himself as if he won’t forgive himself if he successfully marked me.I can’t help but scoff, “I will get the medicine you were talking about,” I said and stood straight. In this kind of situation, staying in a small space
Dan’s POV“Why you arrived so late? I thought you both are not busy with paper works today?” Her eyes stare at me and I immediately dodge. “And, why is look so flustered? Don’t tell me you both did something naughty before going here?”She giggles, though, she has a big issue when it comes to Arther; she always supports Rage to become my partner. I was about to speak when Rage chuckles, “you think of us like that, Cas, but your brother is always acting like a virgin woman.”I almost choke from my saliva, “w-what are you talking about?” I glare at Rage and immediately look at my sister, “and you, how can you ask something like that? We come here to eat so serve what we deserve!”Cas raises her eyebrows, “why to react so defensively?” She rolls her eyes and signs her hand to the waiter, without asking, they start putting the dishes on the table.“I’m not defensive, I just want you to stop talking about something like that in a public place.” I strongly said after the waiters left our ta
Dan’s POVBut that is only what I thought, soon I open the door of my office surprised by the strong scent lingering in every corner of the room.“W-what the fuck!” I shouts as I went inside to look for him, I’m the one who shot him the suppressant so why? “Art! Arther, where are you?” My voice trembling and even my hands felt so cold, why can’t see him in this small room!?“I-I’m here,” a weak voice said from the bathroom, he was there sitting on the cold floor with the shower on letting the water drip down to him. How looks so miserable…“Why are you there, please control your pheromones,” I said and step forward but he immediately glares at me to the point that surprises me.“Don’t come near me!” He shouts, and he looks and sounds so desperate. “I’m sorry, but please don’t come near me.” His voice trembling. I want to do what he wants, but I can’t help to be worried about him.Maybe this is the reason why Cas always tries to stop me from coming near to him, I always like this. No m
Dan’s POVEvery thrust of my hand inside of mine creates a lewd sound, it makes me feel regrets doing it in front of him. But I can’t stop now, my pride won’t let me…“Do you need help?” He asks without taking his eyes off me, staring at what I am doing. It gives a shiver down my body, this is the first time he looks at me giving all his attention.“I don’t need, just stay still!” I panic as he was about to touch me, I am not confident to keep my composure if he will help me prepare myself. I bend more my hips, trying to reach the deeper inside of me. “Ahh, damn!”Surprise, I look at him in disbelief. His finger slips inside me, “I’m sorry, but I don’t think I can wait for too long.” He shoves it with my fingers still inside, I can feel how stretched my hole is as he keeps thrusting it.“N-no, please stop for a second. Ah!” I ask him feeling embarrassed, but he acts like did not hear anything. His long finger started twirling inside, hitting the same spot.“Are you trying to break my
Rage’s POVI gracefully sat down in front of him, to be honest, I have no confidence to face him but I can’t say no when it comes to him. I put on the best smile I’ve been using whenever I do business, “how are you Alpha Duncan, it’s been a while since we last see each other.”He also smiles at me and put down the teacup he was holding, “everything is good to me, I’m glad that you accept my invitation to have lunch with me this time. I’ve heard about Cas that you and Dan have free time today, I’m sorry to disturb your time with my son.”I almost choke on my saliva, I really hate how smart the former leader of the Lotus pack is. “It’s really fine, Alpha Duncan, he has his sister to eat with him so nothing for me to worry about,” I reply shortly.“That’s good, that’s good. Well then, let’s order some food and I will start to discuss something with you.” He waves his hand to call a waiter, “please choose want you want, I don’t really have any idea want youngsters to love to eat these day
Rage’s POVAs if my sanity had gone and I become crazy, running and slamming his office door much as I can. I need to see him, I want to ease the uneasiness I have inside my chest. No, I can’t take it anymore if I saw him underneath that bastard.I grip my hands tightly, I think I can punch anything and anyone right now. I hate that there is another scent lingering here right now, this is not the place I used to love.I ready myself for the worst scenario I can think about, its scent becomes stronger as I open his office. “Dan, where are you?” I said firmly, biting my lips to suppress my anger. I don’t really understand what’s running into my mind right now, all I know is how eager I am to see him.“Why are you here?” His voice is hoarse, he just got out of the bathroom. He can’t look me in the eyes, well at least he knew that he did something that he can’t proudly ignore.“Where is he?” I sweep away his question and answer him with another question, “did he force you to do it?”“No,
Dan’s POVI nice scent hit my nostril, a familiar home cook scent that I smelled from time to time. I can’t help but gradually open my eyes but immediately cover them using my hand, the rays of the sun hitting the window hurting them.What time is it?I try to reach for my phone on the table on the side, however, I can’t find it. That’s when I finally got back to my senses and realized that it was not my room or office anymore, but it was no new surroundings anymore.I’ve been here so many times, though, and it always has the same reason… Sex.“You’re finally awake, I’d inform the office that we both can’t go there today so you better take a rest for the whole day. Cas and your family are also worried so I told them that everything is all right now.” It’s Rage, leaning on the side of the doorway.“Thank you, but you don’t have to do that. I can go later in the office, nothing is wrong in my body.” I reply back and try to sit up, but a sharp pain crosses all over my body. “What the f*c
Dan’s POV“Sir Dan!!!” Toff hurriedly run toward me and hug me the first thing in the morning once he sees me step inside the building, “What happened to you, you made me so worried. Take me back as your secretary again!”I can help but sigh and patted his head, well, he’s younger than me and an omega too so it’s okay to be clingy for me… But we both can feel how sharp all the stare Rage is throwing toward our direction.“You better go distance yourself from him, Toff,” Rage said with a threatening voice, but both of us knew that he is just kidding. Though, Toff’s finally let me off his hug.“Why do you want to come back to me, Cas is your boss now.” I chuckle, knowing that he does not have much work with my sister; I can’t help but feel pity for his talent.“I’m going crazy if I will stay by her side, Dan, please take me back before I ended up in the mental.” He said tiredly.“That’s not his problem anymore, Cas is good so you can do it!” Rage gently pushes him away from me, and Toff
Dan’s POV“Dan, wake up.” His soft voice keeps calling my name, I thought I was in a delirious state to the point I’m hearing him like that. But as I gradually open my eyes, I saw his worried face looking at me.“What are you doing here in my room?” I confusedly asked, “Are you going to do something?”He shook his head, “I don’t know what are you saying or imagining but didn’t I say earlier that I’m going to cook something for us to eat? I’m done, come on let’s eat.” His hand helps me to get up.The way he holds me is like I’m a fragile thing that easily breaks, every move of his hand is so careful. Is this how he takes care of the one he loves?I could not help but to bit my lips to the point I taste the bitterness on my tongue, I immediately push his hand away from me. I can’t look at him directly in his eyes, all I can do is look at my own trembling hand. “You don’t have to act like that, I don’t need your sweet gentleness. After all, even I’m omega I’m still a male.”Art immediate
Dan’s POVI can hear the sound of a clock whenever its hands move like my body and all my senses become more sensitive. Toss and turn, even I close my eyes tightly there is no way I could sleep when I keep thinking about what he said earlier on the phone.Why am I feeling like this, when did I become childish by being excited that someone is promising to take care of me once they come back?“Damn, Dan, you should think straight now!” I pull my hair trying to wake myself in this delusion building up inside of me.If I keep letting this thing eat my system, then it’s just like I’m going back to the first base again and again.I open my eyes and look at the clock, it’s already evening yet I didn’t sleep even just a few minutes. I was about to get up when the door rang meant he’s arrived.I immediately lay down, wrapping my whole body with my blanket, and close my eyes again. My heart becomes crazy again, beating so fast as if I run hundreds of miles away.“Dan?” His voice echoes in the h
Dan’s POV“I will go now, make sure to sleep and don’t think about your work. Your body should at least taste some break from stress after all,” He kissed my forehead before finally turning his back to me.I did not close the door until I can’t see anymore his car, funny enough, I immediately feel the loneliness that crawled on my skin. I don’t know anymore what to do, my head hurts and to the point that my eyesight is getting blurry.Being alone makes it harder to think what should I do, I already decided already earlier but it’s suddenly change as I got home and become lonely.As I get inside, that is I only realized that someone is inside.“Father, mother, why are you here?” My voice shaking as I feel my father intense gaze, I know it already. He will start to questioning me about the marriage that I mentioned on my call.“Your father suddenly wants to see you, I’m a bit surprise too so both of you should explain me the details.” My mother looks at me with curiosity, so my father d
Dan’s POV“As long I have you on my side, everything will be all right.” I’m not alone, Rage is with me and I could not wish for more.I can’t be greedier, having what I dreamed of in the past… I have them all now, so I should be happy.“Yeah, everything will be fine because I won’t leave your side no matter what happened.” He continued kissing my nape down to my shoulder, “You don’t have to think about everything, because even someone will hate you; I will love you more than that.”“Okay, I will keep that in mind.” I smile at the mirror where he can see it, Rage is my chosen Alpha. I need to keep chasing fate, this man beside me is my only Alpha from now on.“Let’s go back and bid our goodbye to Cassandra, also, I will tell the office that you will not be coming back today.” He said as we walk outside of the comfort room, his hand is still on my waist as we arrive in front of my sister.“You guys are being bold about your relationship day by day, being engaged is really something.” S
Dan’s POVI’m sure that I’ll be happy, I will prove the quote that we can’t teach our heart who we should love is wrong after all.“I’ll be happy as long that there is someone who wants me, not as family or friend but in a romantic way and Rage is the only one, I can think of.” I could not help but smile, it’s not that I’m happy. Rather than that, I will funny.How long I’ve been with Rage, doing something everything that lover can do yet we keep standing on the edge and don’t want to take a step forward to each other.And so, if he did… I will take a step backward reason for him to stop, afraid that I will fall into the abyss because of him.Why did I not see it at all back then?The Alpha who acts like a bastard is actually being patient with me?“Damn!” Cassandra slams her hand on the table.“W-what? You don’t like the idea that I will be part of your family?” Rage also slams his hand on the table, they both lean toward each other like about to fight.“No! That’s not it.” Cassandra
Rage’s POV“W-wait were outside, Rage, someone might see us.” His trembling hands try to push me away from him, “The reservation you made in the restaurant…” I did not let him finish his words, I kiss him deeper than earlier. Whenever I remember how that Alpha scent lingered on him that night, I could not restrain myself to feel inferior to him. Why he has to be his fated mate and not me?As we were both short of breath, we gradually parted our lips. “I will stop when you agree to what I said.” I put my forehead on him, “Now tell me, Dan, are you accepting my proposal? I can wait until you are done to get your revenge, but there is really a limit to everything.”There is a clear doubt in his eyes, afraid that sooner he will change his mind. But no, I can’t let you do that Dan, I’m not a sheep waiting for his master but a wolf waiting for prey.“Okay, I will offer my nape for you.” He replies and kisses me once again.I should be happy, but there’s nothing I can feel but the guilt of
Rage’s POVJust seeing them standing together made my skin irks, I can’t control my emotions whenever that Alpha is closer to Dan but I have nothing I can do. I can’t just throw him away because once I did something like that, Dan will feel displeased.“Why the long face?” Dan asks as the elevator shut.“Why not? You are there again talking with him, I thought you won’t let yourself be tangled with him?” I can’t control my voice to sound like a jealous boyfriend.“But he’s the one who keeps talking, and also, he’s asking for a second chance.” Dan gave out a faint smile, “would you imagine that? The one who always rejects me is now asking me to give him another chance to take responsibility.”“What did you say?”My heart is throbbing, afraid that in this game I choose to gamble; in the end, I will lose.“I don’t know if I answer him well, though, I’m planning to give him one.” He looks at the floor, “it’s not that I still want him.”“Then why? Why do you want to take the trouble for th
Arther’s POV“Huh? Can’t you tell me later once I’ve done all the things I should do?” Dan looks at me in surprise, “I need to get ready for the lunch meeting, the other party might already arrive there and I can’t let them wait for…”I did not wait for him to stop, I put all my courage to pull him and let our lips collide. My heart is too loud, I’m ashamed that he can clearly hear it but what can I do?“There is no client for lunchtime, you will meet that Alpha again… Don’t lie, you guys talk about it in front of me and I’m your secretary, there is no point lying about your schedule.”“You…” I saw it coming, but I let his hand slap me the way he wants. I know that I’m wrong, kissing him without permission is rude… “How dare you kiss me!” In his veins, I can see how angry he is.“I’m sorry, but my instinct says I should do it. As your mate, I can tell that if I don’t do anything right now, I will lose you.” No, it’s not because of just instinct. But, is there a change if I’ll be more
Arther’s POVI can’t remember how much I practice, thinking of the right words to say once we met after that night. Yet, I failed.I can tell how much he hates me, to the point that he can’t even lift his head to look me in the eyes. Maybe this is what they called ‘karma’, the thing he felt back then I can feel it now. As if there are a million needles poking inside of my chest, it made me hard to breathe.All he wants to do is to get away from me faster as he could, leaving me behind without looking back. As if he wants to get back to what I’ve done in the past, but there is nothing I can even do. I’m afraid to step forward, to hold his hand and stop him walk away.What is there for me to do that?Who I am to make such a thing to him?I don’t think there are rights left for me to hold even the strand of his hair, because like what he said, fated mate has no weight for him now…If I push myself into his life aggressively, he will surely hate me more than right now. I should have known