chapter one

"Buzzzzz............" The vibrator echoed throughout the whole office. My chair reclined, as i simultaneously grind my hips to the movement of the artificial satisfaction in my hands.

"Mmmm...," a slight moan escaped from my lips. Nothing could be better than this moment right now.

My body shivered as my orgasm built up. I felt my heart race at a steady pace. This was the long awaited moment. The moment that justifies it all, the moment of ultimate satisfaction which no man could give. I was almost there and i could feel it.

Someone barged in.

"Holy fuck heather! What do you think you're doing?" Kim jaw dropped as he stared blankly at me. Closing his eyes with the files in his hands, he moved forward.

"Imagine someone else came in here and saw you looking like this? What do you think would have happened? A blackmail for sure." He reprimanded me.

I sighed as i adjusted myself. This was the one time i was almost so close.

"Well, he or she will be welcomed to join me." I smiled seductively, approaching him. "You know you're free to look now right? I was almost so close to climaxing-"

" Heather, he sighed.

I slowly stood up. "Uhmmmm... would you like to join me?" I sashayed towards him, our noses almost touching. " I'll be so happy to do it again".

The air remained heavy as i stared at him, leading to an outburst of laughter.

"Darling, Kim cleared his throat. You know I have a boyfriend right?" He winked.

"Arrrra....gh," I faked a tantrum. "The good ones are always taken."

" Well... Sweetheart, you could always find a good guy. I mean, look at you girl."

I placed a long face. "Easy for you to say. You have a guy who loves you. For like what, two years now? I don't think I'm ready for that kind of commitment...yet."

"So you wanna remain committed to your dilos then? He stared at me. "You really need a ma-

"Shit!" I rushed to my desk, ignoring him. "What's the time? Is it four o'clock yet?

He looked at his rollex. "It's 3:30. Got a date?"

"Hell yeah!"

"Wait, wha? Whose the lucky guy?"

I grinned.

" Don't tell me it's Brandon. That little piece of shit," he cursed. "That guy is bad news heatty. We should be talking about how we take this deal with the smiths, not go on a date with Mr blonde-small-dick."

" Well if you must know bestie, that Mr blonde has like.... the best dick in the world."

" You're just being scared heatty. You guys are not even in a relationship."

"Yet-

"What do you mean yet? He raised a brow. "How would you even know he's the best, if you haven't tried others?"

"Like an orgy? i smirked.

"You know what I mean!"

" I know you mean well Kim, but you know the drill. I can't stand other men at all. You know I don't feel anything when they're inside me. I don't even get horny anymore."

"And by other men you mean, Jake from collage? Michaello from the gobo company?" He placed his hands on my desk. "Look babe, those were flings. They're not important. What's important is getting a real man. And I don't think wasting your time with Brandon is gonna help."

"Kim we've talked about this. I'm just passing time with him. Besides, he's the only guy that makes me feel a little something."

" Like what? "

"You might wanna underestimate Brandon but the last time I was with him, I literally felt myself get a little horny. I mean, I actually felt like kissing him this time around. That's a good sign right? I arranged my desk. "Maybe if we can push this through I could finally, you know... Feel things..."

" Look heatty, I care about you a lot. I may not tell you often but, I do. You're all I have. I just don't want someone playing games with you. But if Mr blonde makes you feel somethings then, I guess it's worth it."

"It's about time you supported me." I whined. " I'm 25 for crying out loud. We don't have to keep bickering every time."

"Whatever... Just call me when you get home. We have a lot to discuss later. I got a call from the sterlings firm and they're rather invested in our ideas. So you might have a date with Luca sterling on Tuesday. Pull this off, and it's a million dollars deal.

"Okay.." I grunted. I may be the CEO, but Kim was more of the boss.

"Also, don't drink too much. And do NOT try to have sex with him. We all know what happens when you try have sex, you get emotional and you break down. we don't want that."

"I promise not to get moody alright. We're bagging this deal Kim, I promise."

" Okay, I trust you.

I dragged my heels on the boring tiles, as I headed for the elevator. Bringing out my small purse, I reached for my phone.

"Damn it! It's was already 3:55pm." This was all new and I didn't really want to be late on my first kinda-official date with Brandon. Especially since he was the one who imposed it, maybe it could be the beginning of something serious right?

I couldn't stop thinking about the numerous things that could happen when we get together. Maybe this time it would be different and hot like the movies, maybe this time I might actually get to f*e-

"God! It's her again. What do you think is Miss Martins problem?" I overheard my staff tell another. "I heard she's been here for a couple of years now but, I but I don't think she knows anything about being in the office. Just look at her, she acts like she's in a fashion show or something..."

Another guy interjected. "You better stop talking about our boss that way..."

"Or else what? She's a spoilt brat and everybody knows." The lady continued. "I don't think I'll want to have such a daughter. Imagine someone taking all your efforts as a literal joke?"

"Don't say I didn't warn you." The man spoke up again. "Just stop talking already. Miss Martins tries her best. You're just blabbing cause you think it's easy. In fact, nothing is easy."

"I know you'll defend her Harold." The lady snapped. "Let's see if you'll keep defending her after we loose this sterling deal. I can't wait to see the look on your face when I'll say I told you so."

I coughed. These two people had been so distracted that they didn't notice me standing behind them in the elevator. Their faces froze, especially the lady who kept rambling like a mechanical toy.

She had a fearful look on her face. Sensing she'd been caught, she trembled. " I'm.... I'm sorry boss. I didn't mean to..."

"What did you say about me?" I turned to the lady. My tone cool but hot.

Unlike other mean women, I surprisingly kept a cool face. "Oh really.....I don't think you can imagine having a daughter like me," I continued, reminding her. "Please pack your things and leave this premises, you're fired."

The woman dropped to her knees. "Please I'm sorry.... Please, I didn't mean to..." She stared at the man who was supposedly Harold, who gave her a pitiful look. The elevator door opened and everyone watched. Neither him or anybody else dared to utter a sound, as only her muffles were heard.

"Pack your filthy things and get out of my building. Or do you want me to call the security to escort you out?"

" Please... Please... She begged. "I don't have anywhere else to go to."