"What time is it?" I asked him.
"It's 3 pm"
I overslept, having such a weird dream kept me from my work and now I'm a little behind schedule. I quickly stood up and grabbed my notebook. "Hey, you must have fallen asleep while doing that and yet here you are, writing again. Wow, I'm amazed by your passion.”
I rolled my eyes at him. Should I tell him that bizarre dream? Well, it was just a dream but... It felt so unreal.
"I think you should eat first or better yet, fix yourself first. Your hair looks like a haystack." he joked. I touched my hair and became self-conscious. Seriously Kaia. Just because your best friends don’t mean it’s okay to let him see you look like that.
"I uh... need to go to the bathroom." I excused myself.
I'm so stupid. I know I shouldn't be embarrassed because he'd already seen me at my worse, but I can't help it with him being a guy, much more the guy that I like. I brushed my teeth and combed my hair. As I exited out of the bathroom, I spotted him looking through my baby pictures. He’s already seen it a million times ever since he went inside my room. At first, I was a bit embarrassed because there are some humiliating pictures of me, but I couldn't stop him.
I quietly observed him as he scans through my photo album, bearing a small smile at the corner of his lips. Unknowingly, my lips curved up as well as I realized how handsome he looked in his shirt. I shook my head and made my way towards him.
"I’m done."
He looked up at me and grinned before placing the album back to my shelf. "Great! Breakfast at the waffle house? My treat."
We entered the cafe and went to greet Jenny, the lady who works there. "Good morning to my favorite customers" I grinned and took a seat. After school we usually head straight to eat at this café. Jenny, a 30-year-old woman, owns the place. She serves the best waffles in town.
"Good morning to you too Jenny, we'll have the usual."
She nodded in understanding and went to the kitchen to work on our usual dish. Xander sat in front of me, and I contemplated on whether I will tell him about my dream or not. I always tell him everything that has happened to me, and he has never judge me.
"So... the weather's good?" I said in my weak attempt to start a conversation. He raises an eyebrow, "spill." I looked at my fingers and sighed.
Here goes nothing.
"Remember my story? the one I'm currently writing?" I began, he nodded but kept silent, urging me to go on. "Well last night I dreamed about... me being inside my story." I paused for a moment as our pancakes were served. "It felt surreal Xander, I mean meeting my own characters… how cool is that?"
He looked at me and sighed, "Kaia, you're too focused on your story I mean, even in your sleep? that's too much."
"I know, but we can't control our dreams, can we?" he nodded, sadly. "Well maybe, you're just excited for that contest, so tell me. Is Alexander handsome like me?" and in a snap, the tension was gone just like that, that is one of the few things I like about him. We started eating, I playfully rolled my eyes, "Oh please, he's way more handsome than you."
He snorted, "seriously? more handsome than me?" I nodded and ate my waffles happily. He gapes at me not really understanding that I was just joking, "are you kidding me right now?" I ignored him and focused on my waffles, dang these waffles are so good.
He gave up when he realized that I wasn’t listening anymore and pouted.
Aww he's so cute when he does that.
"At least I'm the real one." he huffed. Yeah, he's right, they're not real, they're just fictional characters that I made up, but somehow, last night's dream felt so strange.
After we ate breakfast, Xander headed to his football training, and I went back to home to continue writing my story. I searched for my favorite pen, the one grandma gave me and the one that I used writing this story. It's my first time using it since she died last year.
She told me that everything I will write using that pen will come true. Well, I suppose it means my dreams will, ever since I was a child, I always wanted to become an author joining school contests instead of studying.
I write stories that sometimes my mom would scold me, but my family supports me in this. My parents gave me a big box full of beautifully designed notebooks and assorted pens. As soon as I found my pen on my bed, I immediately went to writing mode.
***
Cassiopeia was inside her room sketching as usual, drawing the things she wanted to do before she… She didn't want to think about that yet. She shook the thought away and continued what she was doing. Alexander strutted inside her room and peered over her work. "Hey Cass, why'd you call me? Need any help?" She shook her head and gave him her work.
“You want to do all of this?”
She nodded and gave him a warm smile, “I wanted to experience all of these before I run out of time.” He didn’t say anything because there’s no point in arguing with her.
***
I was again, interrupted by someone my little sister Kayla. “Kaia! Mom called you” I glared at her, and she rolled her eyes and went through my dresser.
My sister is two years younger than me, the same auburn hair, and green eyes but other than that we’re entirely different. She’s in the popular crowd who’s bubbly and preppy.
“Ever heard of knocking? And what are you doing in my dresser?”
She looked at me and placed a hand on her hip, “I’ve knocked a hundred times, but you’re so focused on writing that you didn’t hear it. By the way, can I borrow this dress? I’m attending a party later.” She pulls a short red dress and examines herself at the mirror.
I wore that dress once and I didn’t like it, it’s too short for my liking and clings to me like a second skin. Xander gave it to me last year as a joke knowing I hate that kind of dress. I kept it at the very back of my dresser, but my mom somehow saw it and made me wear it at a family gathering, to which Kayla complained as unfair as she wore a long one.
“You can have it; I don’t like it anyway” she squealed before taking off but then stopped.
“Mom’s calling you right now.” I furrowed my eyebrows, my mom’s what you can call a very busy person managing a small shop at the town with dad. I go downstairs and saw her at the dining table looking stressed as ever.
“Hey mom, need any help?” I asked as I approached her. I noticed she was holding some papers in her hands, I sat down and waited for her to talk. “Our shop’s not in a good condition right now and for a few months… So, I may have to cut some of yours and Kayla’s allowance.”
I nodded in understanding; besides, I still have a few notebooks and pens to keep me sane. “It’s okay mom, I understand.”
“I’m not done yet…” she spoke sternly. I anxiously waited for her to continue, “you’re graduating in three months…” she trails off and with an apologetic look on her face she added, “I’m afraid we can’t afford sending you off to college, well except if you’d consider going to a community college; that might work, with Kayla still in high school and our daily expenses… I’m so sorry.”
I didn’t talk as I tried to comprehend what’s happening, but I gave her a soft smile, “It’s okay mom, really, I joined a contest in my dream university. If I win, I can get full scholarship and study for free.” She didn’t get it at first, but then her face broke into a smile, “let me guess, it’s a writing contest?” I grinned and hugged her, “I’m so proud of you honey.”
After our talk, I called Xander, “I knew you couldn’t get enough of me” he said cockily as he enters my room. I ignored his remarks and continued writing, he seems to notice that I’m in no mood to make jokes as he walks in front of me. “Hey what’s wrong?”
I exhaled a breath and began explaining what mom have said a while ago. He listened until I’m done, and I waited for his reaction. I sometimes wish that I’d stop telling him about my problems, because I feel like I was becoming a burden to him. I wasn’t expecting him to help or what, I just wanted to tell him because I don’t want any secrets between us. Just like how always tells me what’s happening around him.
He smiled, “okay then.” I looked at him in confusion, “okay then? that’s it?” he laughed. He’s laughing.
Why?
“Why are you laughing? This is a serious situation.” He ignored me and laid on my bed. “Chill Kaykay, you don’t need to worry about your allowance. That’s why I’m here. You know you can always count on me.” I smiled in appreciation.
At times like this, I knew that he will always be there for me, acting like my knight in shining armor. “I could act as your boyfriend buying stuffs for you.” He joked and I rolled my eyes.
Oh, how I wish you really were my boyfriend!
He chuckles and grabs my notebook, “Let’s see how you’re doing so far.” I silently waited for his reaction or comment. I know I’m not a good writer, but I always write what I feel. I pour all my emotions in my stories whether It’s a happy or sad one. “Not so bad my little Kaykay, so far, you’re doing great!” he grinned, and I sighed in relief.
“Thanks, I thought you wouldn’t like it. Well, I’m trying my best.” After that, he left me to continue writing and again I was left with my thoughts.
***
“Do you really want to do this? It’s like I’m going to die first.” Alexander complained as the first one Cass wanted to experience is to ride the roller coaster. She just grinned at him not scared at all if anything she’s excited. They were already at the waiting line almost near the ride.
“I don’t feel so good.”
Cass rolled her eyes, “Don’t be such a baby.” Alexander faked a gasp, “That hurts love!” but then he smiled and hugged her. He will do anything for Cassiopeia, even if doing something he’s scared of.
It’s their turn and as soon as they’re seated safely, Alexander closed his eyes and began muttering some prayers. Cass shook her head laughing. As soon as the ride started, Alexander hugged her tightly and let out a girlish scream. After the ride, he was pale as a ghost that Cass had to hold her laughs. They sat down on a nearby bench to rest, and when Alex looked at his watch he stood up and faced Cass.
“It’s lunch time. I’ll grab some food what you want?” she began to look everywhere and pointed at a stall, “Crepes?” and she nodded.
She watched Alexander walked away to buy their food. She was glad Alexander called for her, he was the best kind of boyfriend anyone could ask for. The one who’s always there for her, who’ll do anything for her.
She smiled at the thought, but her heart ached, and her vision became blurry. Black dots started to cloud on her sight and began to black out but not before seeing her boyfriend ran towards her.
***
Alexander paid for their crepes and was about to go back to where Cassiopeia was, when he saw her fall. There are a few things that scares him, and one of them is seeing Cassiopeia unconscious. He dropped the food as he run towards her, his heart beating loudly with every step he takes. As soon as he had gone to her, some people have already gathered around them. “Cass… Cassiopeia. Love! Wake up!” he pats her face softly hoping she would just wake up. Someone walked towards them and started checking on Cass. When the woman started checking for her pulse, Alexander pulls her away from the stranger.“I’m a nurse don’t worry. How about we take her somewhere less crowded where she can lie down.” He didn’t know if he should follow her orders, but Alexander lead her to Cass’s house and lay her on the bed who’s still unconscious. The woman checked her body to see what’s wrong with her. &
My eyes are blurred, full of tears that I couldn’t see the person who’s coming towards us. I heard Jake arguing with someone, that voice is familiar, but my drunken mind couldn’t decipher who that person is.I stopped crying and wiped my tears, already forgetting the reason why I was crying in the first place. Suddenly, a hand grabbed my arm breaking me out of my daze. I looked up at the person and saw Xander, with a clenched jaw, he runs his hand through his hair.“I’m gone for thirty minutes Kaia. Thirty minutes, and I’d come back to this? What happened? Why are you crying? Did that guy hurt you?”Dang, even though he’s angry he’s still hot.“Kaia! Are you even listening to me? Wait… are you drunk?” I didn’t get to talk, as he argue with Jake once more, leaving me with my drunken thoughts. I felt lightheaded and my stomach started to churn. “Xander.&rdquo
WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING HERE?How did I end up in my story, again?! I just can’t show up in her house with nothing like “Hey Cass! I’m back from my world and I don’t how I ended up here.” I sighed and saw a café, maybe I can buy food and give it to her as a thank you for what she’d done last time.Maybe I can find some clues in her house as to why I ended up here again. Good job ol’ me!I went inside the café and gasped, oh how beautiful this café is! It’s like those Korean cafes you see on kdramas. I went to look at the pastries and my mouth waters at the sight, there are a variety of pastries, ranging from breads to cakes. I didn’t notice I was hungry till my stomach decided to growl.I saw a beautiful woman walked towards me, “good afternoon, see anything you like?” she asked me softly and I looked back at the shelves of food, and
“You what?” he asked still confused, “This henna is from Cassiopeia, a character from my story, the one I’m currently writing.” He grabbed my wrist and examined it closely.“Are you sure you didn’t draw this?” I glared at him, “I’m a writer not an artist, you know I can’t draw even if my life depends on it.”He still didn’t look convinced, so I continue eating. No matter how many times I tell him, he just won’t believe it, but come to think of it, Cassiopeia and Xander were not a dream, they are true and alive, and this henna is a proof of it.More questions started to form in my head and it’s starting to give me headache.“Kaia look, can we please take a break from that story?” he pleaded and all I can do is nod weakly. No use in making him believe me now, he’s starting to get irritated.My phone vibrated; it was from an unknown num
We arrived at home, and he decided to have dinner here at my house. I stared at him as we eat our food quietly and I'm starting to go insane.We never eat quietly, as in never."Can you please talk to me? I'm starting to go crazy here." I said giving him a sad face.He stopped eating then sighed, "okay" was all he said and continued eating. I've waited for a few minutes, but he's still not talking."Hey! I'm sorry about awhile ago." I whined at him and gave him my cutest puppy eyes, hoping he couldn't resist it."You shouldn't have accepted his invitation." He said flicking me on the forehead."But I wanted to go see what's in there, besides, if we didn't come, I wouldn't know about that email." I said and glared at him as I remembered it again.We put the dishes on the sink, and go upstairs. He started to turn on the TV and went to grab some Cd's."What movie do you want to watch?"I gave him a look and he made a 'tsk'
I turned around, but my smile faltered. "Oh... Jake, why are you still here?" I asked softly looking for Xander, Jake raised an eyebrow, "the question is, why are you still here? your class ended like an hour ago."Just then, Xander passed by us without a glance in our direction.I looked back at Jake and let out a disappointed sigh, "class ended up late, and I forgot to bring my umbrella and was hoping someone I know would come to my rescue." I joked while looking at Xander's back who's already far.Realization crosses on Jake's face as he followed my gaze, "oh, is Xander's... does he... dang, I'm so stupid." he muttered with his head hung low.Somehow, I felt guilty so I nudged him on his side. "Hey, what are you talking about? I was just joking, but seriously I forgot my umbrella. Just incase you have one, maybe I could borrow it so I won't get wet in the rain." I said grinning at him innocently.He shook his head and grinned b
A pounding headache woke me up and I groaned, I looked at the room I'm in, and I noticed I'm at the clinic. A nurse went to me to check my temperature, I remembered losing my consciousness and heard someone calling my name."Uh, excuse me miss... did someone brought me here?" I asked the nurse after she finished checking up on me."Yeah, a guy brought you here. He stayed a bit long, but he has a class to attend to so he left."My heart beats faster, it was Xander, I'm sure of it."Your fever went down a bit, but you should give it a rest first. I'll give you a pass from your subjects so you could go home already." Well so much for going to school for the quiz, I didn't even get to take it.After she gave me the pass, I gathered my things and leave the room.I was surprised to see Xander walking outside the hallway, he was walking towards my direction, but when he saw me, he stopped in his tracks.We stared at each other for awhi
I went inside the house and saw Kayla waiting at the living room. “Did you see Xander? He’s been waiting there outside.”I shrugged as all my energy was drained again, interacting with Xander can be pretty tiring. “Why didn’t you let him in? and where did you go?” she sure has a lot of questions. I rolled my eyes at her, “why do you care? Don’t you have a party to attend to?”She sat beside me with a sigh, “I was just worried about you… you’re sick and I just panicked when I knew you weren’t with Xander.”I realized that I acted like a bitch and turned my anger from Xander to her.“I’m sorry…” I mumbled putting my face in my hands, “I’m fine… I’m with my friend Jake, and can you stop mentioning Xander’s name? I don’t want to think about him for a while…” she removed my hands to take a good look at
We had arrived at the sushi place and boy was I hungry, we sat at a table for four and I immediately grabbed the menu.“Foods on me since it’s Kaia’s celebration.” Jake said proudly and Xander rolled his eyes, “I can pay my own meal thank you.” I put a palm on my forehead with a groan.Now why does this feel like de ja vu?“Oh free food is the best!” Allison suddenly said calling the waiter and I mouthed a ‘thank you’ to her, relieved that she butts in before a fight breaks in. We all ordered food and started eating in comfortable silence.“I’m so excited for the school festival, you’re coming right?” Allison asked Jake surprising us all.Jake looked at me before answering her, “of course, Kaia invited me.” She hummed in response, “great! The more the merrier, I can’t wait to meet your sister too Kaia.”I choked on my sushi
“Alexander, I told you I already dried my hair. Please stop throwing water at me.” Cassiopeia complained but Alex didn’t do anything, so he looked at her with a raised eyebrow.“I didn’t do anything, what do you mean?”Just then, he felt something on his head too, he looked at Jade who is behind him and Jade crossed her arms on her chest, “do you think I would do that?” she muttered and looked at the sky as droplets of water started to pour.“It’s raining, come on inside the car.” Alex said grabbing Cassiopeia’s hand, but she won’t budge.“Never mind that I dried my hair already, I want to play in the rain.” She said happily, “I don’t” Jade said rushing to the car leaving them getting wet.“It’s okay if you don’t want to join me Alex, being here was enough.” Cassiopeia s
"Do you really can’t go with us? We can eat at your favorite restaurant if you want.” Allison said and she kept giving me her puppy eyes look.I shook my head and gave her a grin, “I really can’t Allison, I still have to go with my groupmates. Kierra already ordered food and I was too shy to decline as they did a good job on the announcement board…”She pouted that I felt guilty, “how about you and Xander come to my book uh… I don’t know what it’s called.” I said in realization, is it a book report? Story telling? The two looked at me expectantly, “A book recital I guess… it will be held at the university, I could need some support.” I said awkwardly.Allison squealed, “of course we’re going! Right Xander?” she nudged him, and he gave me a soft smile, “I wouldn’t miss it.”We went back to the room after lunch to do the final touches o
I fell... right? But why didn't I feel any pain?I slowly opened my eyes and saw Xander under me, "are you okay?" He asked with a groan, and I immediately stood up to help him."You're asking me if I’m, okay? You're the one who's groaning in pain!" I said in concern, his position a while ago was very far from me, so I was very surprised when he saved me from the fall."Oh my gosh you two, are you both okay?" Allison rushed to us; I managed a nod but I still looked at Xander who's holding his forehead."I'm okay.""He's not."We both said and I looked at him to see that he's glaring at me."Well, I'm glad Kaia's okay, so
The four of us gathered at the table and Cassiopeia started slicing and handing the bread to us.“Thank you for making this, Cass.” I said as I received my plate, I saw Jade rolled her eyes and I gave her a smirk.I took a bite of the banana bread, and I must admit, it tastes so good.All of us ate quickly and Alex presented to wash the dishes so Cass could go back to what she was doing. I followed her back in the living room and Jade does the same, she sat beside Cassiopeia again and Cass looked at her in surprise.“You’re not going back to your room?”Jade’s eyebrows furrowed, “why? Can’t I watch you draw?” Cass shook her head, “you rarely hang with me, are you really that surprised that I know how to draw?” Jade avoided her gaze, “I just find it fascinating that’s all… besides, I don’t have anything else to do.” She muttered and I let out a soft laug
I don’t know what to say as I really thought it was Allison’s idea. It was Allison whose adamant save our friendship and Xander was just there with her.So, the feeling of someone brushing my hair away from my face was not just a dream… It was really him.“Did the strawberry milk worked?” she asked carefully, and I gave her a smirk, “I guess that was a smart move to apologize.” She laughed at me, and we hugged each other finally okay.“Are you going home now?” she asked me, but I shook my head, “I have to buy the materials needed for the announcement board.” She nodded in understanding, “maybe you’ll see Xander there, he’s the one assigned to buy the materials too.”I don’t know if I want to see him there honestly…We were still a bit awkward around each other, and I don’t know how to approach him and say that we’re cool now. I was ho
They are already done eating and Cassiopeia was about to go home when she saw Jade by the balcony, eating her pie. She told Alexander to wait for her and she went to Jade sitting at the vacant seat beside her. “I thought you already went home?” Jade muttered and Cass just shrugged.“I was about to, but then I saw you here enjoying my pie.” She teased Jade and Jade rolled her eyes, “don’t push it, you’re the one who told me to eat it. It would be a waste not to.” She said grabbing another bite.When Alexander and she ate it for dessert, she was surprised it came out good, he loves it and has eaten 2 more slices. “So?” Cassiopeia asked her, expecting Jade to give her a compliment.“Well, it wasn’t salty.” She teased her and Cass let out a grin, “admit it, it’s the best one you’ve ever tasted.” Jade w
“Is that all?” I asked coldly, he turned my chair around to make look at him.He looked so worn out, “I know nothing can make the situation better… I thought I could get her in time for our presentation, but when I saw, Kaia, I panicked… I don’t know what to do with her. I forgot everything and focused on helping her go back to normal.”I closed my eyes in annoyance, I already know what happened and I don’t want to hear his side of the story.“It’s always about her, isn’t it?” I whispered sadly; his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “What?” I looked at him with a bitter smile, “ever since you’ve met her, it’s Allison this, Allison that. I know we’ve fought but am I that easy to replace?” my voice cracked.“You’ve always turned your attention to her then you forget about me.” My voice was getting softer till the end, I don&rsq
A sob left my mouth after I said that “Kaia? Wait, are you crying? What’s going on?” he asked in concern.I wiped my tears away, “I… they left me alone… I don’t know what to do Jake.” I cried to him and looked back inside the room, and I can see the teacher is already giving feedbacks to the first group.“Wait, Kaia calm down please? Baby calm down.”That made me cry harder, I heard him cursed under his breath and sigh, “Kaia… please listen to me… take a deep breath.” I followed what he said and that made me calm down a bit. After a few minutes, “are you okay now?” he asked gently, and I nodded but I remembered he can’t see me.“Yes…” I said softly, “can you explain what is happening?”So I did, I told him everything that happened today. I heard him cursed and let out a sigh, “Okay, since we don’t know