Veronica's Pov
Tears stung my eyes as I spurred the horse to move faster, the wind clawing at my face. My heart felt heavier than lead in my chest as I recalled how Indrik had spurned me, disgracing me even before his maid. The path before me blurred as the tears poured without restraint. Reaching the golden gates of the palace, I barged in, barely noticing the beautiful sights that rolled past. The horse pulled to a stop before the palace and I slid off it, not caring about what happened to it as I ran into the palace. I could barely see ahead of me as I made my way to my room. "Where are you coming from?" The booming voice of my uncle stopped me in my tracks just as I reached out toward my doorknob. My entire body trembled at the realization that I had been caught red-handed. I knew I was supposed to turn around but my face was still wet with my tears so I didn't dare to. "Vee?" He called again, more softly this time as he started to approach me. An involuntary shiver consumed me again as I wished I could just open the door and escape his questions. "Uncle!" I tried to speak but it came out as a croak and another tear rolled down. I subtly raised my arm and made a futile dab at my face, hoping I could avoid him seeing it. "Veronica?" He called again, this time, his warm breath on my cold neck making me more skittish as he placed a warm hand on my shoulder. "Are you..." His voice hardened as he turned me around to face him, "crying!" He finished, his blue eyes burning with a kind of vengeance. I shivered again, knowing I was definitely in trouble this time. "Who did this to you?" He growled, his huge arm growing tighter around my shoulder. My eyes flitted as I thought about what to do. He couldn't know where I had been. No! If he did, he was going to bring hell down on the both of us and I couldn't afford that. I managed a short laughter. "What? No! I only went for a short ride through the woods. The horse was fast and the winds were harsh which got my eyes tearing up. That's why..." I pointed to my face and added a wide-eyed helpless look that he could never refuse. His eyes narrowed as he moved in closer, running his eyes over me. He spun me around slowly and by the time I came face to face with him again, I knew that he hadn't bought it. "Where in the woods did you go exactly?" He asked coldly. I laughed again as his eyes trailed from mine down to my feet. I followed it and panicked at what I saw. I needed to draw his attention, and fast. "The pine woods, uncle. I have been feeling so cooped up these past few days and needed to clear my mind. The place always manages to cool me down. You remember the first time I went there? You had taken me there?" I was smiling but it soon faded when he would not raise his eyes from my feet. My heart flew to my throat as he slowly raised his head, his eyes incredibly stormy, the way they got when he was extremely mad. "When did the pine woods sprout a river?" His voice was calm but I knew better than to buy into that. My lie had been found out. "Uncle!" I tried again but his icy cold eyes shut me up. "You went to see him again." He muttered distastefully, his jaws set as he eyed me like he was trying to decide whether to beat me up for being such a fool or beat me up for being such a great fool. "Uncle, I..." "How could you?" He snapped, his huge muscles tensing like he was about to pounce. Something told me I knew who his victim would be and it wouldn't be a deer. "After all that...that.. imbecile has done to you! To us! You still choose to go to him? Do you have no shame, girl?" He growled angrily, his voice reverberating all over the long corridor. The guards were standing still like they were trained to, acting like they were totally oblivious to what was going on. Maybe they were, because they wouldn't dare to spill a word of what happened here but that did not make me feel any better. Not when my uncle, the Alpha was towering over me with eyes that were blazing with anger. I knew my uncle wouldn't hurt me but they didn't stop me from feeling like cowering before his rage. Luckily, someone stepped in to save me, right before I passed out from a panic attack. "Rudolph? What is going on?" My aunt appeared out of nowhere. "Aviel!" My uncle moaned as he turned toward her. "Can you believe she went to see that...mongrel?" He spat the last word out like it was still a term that was too honourable for the one it addressed. My aunt glanced at me but it wasn't with judgement. She moved closer to my uncle and placed an arm on his chest. "How about we talk about this later? The poor girl looks exhausted." He looked like he was going to protest but against his wife, my uncle stood no chance as he was led away. I sighed as my shoulders drooped. I opened my door and stepped in, glad to be free from that episode. Inside my room, I removed my golden heart shaped locket and placed it on my bed. Reaching for my hair, I snapped a hair strand. In my other hand was a strand of black hair. I entwined the two and carefully folded them into the locket. With a smile, I returned it to my neck. He might not know it yet but Indrik is going to be mine.Luna"What have you done? How could you let this happen? The greatest evil has been born! Pain, death, destruction like never before has just been unleashed because of you. The world will never be the same. You shall atone for your sins. Begone! And I shall never see your face again nor you, mine until you have made everything right." I shuddered at the memory. My memories from the...that time were becoming fuzzier the longer time passed but somehow, that memory never faded. I could not remember the face of the person who had spoken. Not even where the person had spoken but I could never forget the words nor the panic, pain and sorrow that had filled me and even now still pulsed in every single vein in my body. Looking down at Indrik as he stabbed at his food, I wondered if all that was happening was indeed my fault. Maybe I really deserved to be here. Even worse, I wondered if I did not deserve to be here, being the recipient of his gratitude like I was some saviour when I was infa
Indrik"You would never be more than a bottom feeder." The words would not stop ringing in my ears, burning into my brain with searing heat. I clasped my hands over my ears and screamed, tears gushing down my face. A group of people walked past me staring at me like I was crazy but I couldn't care any less. What was I thinking? I would never be more than a disappointment, an Alpha's son who was born without a wolf. To think that I had thought that getting a master and having her unlock my wolf would change my fate. I laughed drily. Just how much more stupid could I be? I would never be more than a failure however hard I tried. Another group of people walked past me and though my senses were too clouded for me to see their expressions, I knew instinctively that they were sniggering at the miserable me. I had left the palace behind and was now wandering through the meandering streets of the pack, hardly aware of where I was going. Every so often, I ran into someone who hissed at me to
IndrikBeta Green fixed me with a cold stare that caused my smiles to wilt as I was consumed with a premonition that he was about to deliver a very bad news. "What did you just say?" He asked the question like I had just suggested that we pull down the palace and build a cattle shed in its place. I wasn't going to be so easily discouraged though. It had taken me so much time, effort and sacrifices to get here. I wasn't about to be forced to give up by a tone, however cold it might sound. "I said...""I know what you said!" He snapped in irritation. "I was hoping you wouldn't repeat it so I wouldn't have had to tell you this but it is obvious that you are still so young and naive. Perhaps, I ought to enlighten you."My heart sank to the bottom of my stomach as every muscle in my body strained to run, to avoid the verdict he was about to pass. But at the end, I had to stop and listen to what he had to say even if everything within me warned me that I would not like it. He smiled warm
IndrikMessage or not, I decided that my thoughts were going to drive me crazy if I didn't snap out of them so I did just that. I pushed away from the window and got out of bed. Looking around the slowly lightening room, I was rather disappointed to find that Luna was not in the room. I had been hoping to be able to have a word or two with her. I decided I couldn't wait and made my way to her room only to get the same result. The unmade state of her bed hinted that she had left the room in a hurry, (what else was new?) which meant I couldn't expect to see her for a while.I paced around for a while, the memories still haunting me until I finally got the ingenious idea to go to an old friend of mine. Now, when I mention friend, you might think I am referring to a childhood friend that I had forgotten about but no, I can count the number of friends I have on a single hand. By friend, I meant the library, one of the many places I used to visit in a bid to both lose and discover myself in
IndrikDo powers cause nightmares? I highly doubt that or Blaire would have spent every other day screaming from her sleep. Or perhaps, they were just signs of my body getting used to its new heightened senses. Again, I doubted that. Those dreams had looked and felt very real. Like something that had happened, or worse, something that was about to happen. I placed an arm under my jaw as I tried to recall my dream. The mere thought of relieving that nightmare scared the marrows out of me but I decided that I had to face it to know what the problem really was. In my dream, I had seemed to be watching the pack from the hill that was just behind the royal training grounds. Once upon a time, that had been my favorite spot for hanging out. In my dream, or was it a nightmare? The scenery had rolled out before me in the same way it had the last time I had been there. There had been the palace to the one side closed off with high enough walls as to prevent me from seeing past them. Then ther
VeronicaPain did not seem like the right term for what I was feeling right now. Every single bone in my upper body seemed to have been pummelled to powder leaving me paralyzed. Yet, hearing Indrik's voice energized me as I tried my best to open my eyes. My body protested against the effort as my head started to pound. I shut my eyes again before I could focus on the person standing above me. Everywhere seemed to have gone pitch dark. I could have sworn that there was still some light when that bitch had shoved me to my back. "Oh, Indrik! Look at what she has done to me. You have to make her pay." I whimpered as I tried to open my eyes again without success. My eyes seemed to have filled up with my own blood which was not a very fun experience. "The nerve of this bitch. Let me go. I am not done with her." That was Blaire's voice. I wondered if Indrik was the one holding her back. No, that was wrong. He should be helping me, not her. For the umpteenth time, I tried to open my eyes ag