89: Almost lost focus

ADAM

I kept replaying every moment of Sara's visit in my head and my mind corroded with me thinking of her every minute. I had never felt more alive when she had come by, indulging in conversations I never wanted to have with her.

Her beautiful smiles and her teasing had brought out something deep I had never known in me and I wanted to hold on to that feeling and keep her close forever to secure that feeling.

But damn it, I was heading straight into dangerous territories if I didn't stop thinking about her and mind fucking her all the time.

If she kept on coming like that, I might surely lose control and do something stupid, something I might regret forever.

I tried working out to erase the thoughts of making out with her but it was hopeless, it did the direct opposite.

Her face and beautiful body were all that I could see, maybe I should never have let her in that day, but damn it, my stomach had churned violently when I opened the door and saw it was her.

I had wanted to pull her w