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88: losing focus

Author: Gold Writes
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NADINE

I must be out of my damn mind.

I took a deep sigh as I hit the back seat of Kai's car with Kai in tow. I was surprisingly refreshed but a little bit drained from the marathon sex I had with Kai.

Goodness, I had longed for it so badly but I kept holding myself back, reminding myself to be sane and we had done back there was the clear opposite of sanity.

What in the world was it about Kai that got so hapless and needy for his touch and all of his sexy ass hell of a body. Even the scent of his cologne was enough to get my insides squirming.

The days after we had our first sex were a terror for me. Ignoring him was harder than I thought and in most meetings at work, I had really vivid fantasies of his tongue circling my nipples and his dick upheld into my cunt.

Mere looking at him was erotically unbearable enough and I certainly avoided him like a plague, the same at home too. No wandering to his room to catch half-naked again. My ideas would rather die than make me set foot into h
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