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.ONE MONTH LATER
Mesi's POV
Our laughter began dying down as I continued to refill my glass of wine. The free-flowing conversation we were currently engaged in leaving me with a sense of calm as I trie
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ONE WEEK LATER Samantha's POV Sweat ran down my skin leaving my black shorts bra damp, my hand continuing its up and down movement as I secured the nail into the board, my usually corn-rowed hair now released into a messy afro that stood with the intentions of defying gravity. I took a step back admiring the gazebo that would hopefully be finished by tomorrow before directing my gaze to my paint-covered hands, which were a product of my work on the fence and newly fixed gate. "Samantha," I heard Ms Tammy call out and I moved to the right gazing at her approaching figure. "Yes, aunty," I answered placing the hammer down.
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Destiny's POV A knock sounded on the door, the echoing noise pulling a sigh from as I forced myself off the couch ignoring the voice that was currently begging me to pretend as if I wasn't home. I began walking towards the source, wishing I had gone with Aliyah to the club since there was nothing for me to do here but drown in unwanted thoughts. All of which held two common factors that seemingly held the power to alter my mood whether I allowed them to or not. I moved closer looking through the peephole a frown sitting on my face as I pulled open the door to see them both standing there. "Hey," I greeted softly trying to push away the slight anger that had built over the couple of days that had passed.
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Samantha's POV I walked over to the truck placing the box inside before releasing a small sigh, wishing time would increase its snail-like pace since it was getting harder for me to convince myself why working double shifts was necessary. "Sam," Joel called out and I moved from behind the vehicle to see him approaching me with my phone in hand. "Got a call for you," he voiced standing before me. "Thanks man," I replied taking it from his grasp before looking down to see Mesi's name displayed across the screen. "Hey, what's up?" I asked the second I answered the call, silently hoping the chatter I was surrounded by because of the numerous conversations taki
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Mesi's POV She sat there looking at me apparently lost in her thoughts and I could tell that her lack of response was making Destiny anxious, the realization throwing words towards my revealing lips. "You don't have to feel pressured to feel the same way," I announced even though I knew the reality of how she felt about us both, which- "I, actually do feel the same way, I have feelings for you both but I just thought it was weird or-" "No, it's not, it's normal," I announced, cutting her statement short. "Normal," she repeated sighing and I smiled finding her reaction somewhat cute, her exterior and her interior being complete opposites.
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ONE WEEK LATER Mesi's POV My gaze fell to my watch as they continued to offer another useless pitch that only served as a time waster and multiplier for my already evident irritation. It was already 3 p.m which meant I had wasted 30 minutes listening to a speech that would in no way bring in any kind of profit. A knock sounded on the door and I directed my gaze towards it as it opened to reveal my assistant who held a questioning gaze, and I nodded wordlessly telling her to go ahead. "Ms Bryant, there is a Ms johnson on the phone for you," "I'll take it," I announced outstretching my hand and she gifted the device to me allowing me to pla
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Destiny's POV We continued to walk towards her car, the sounds of our laughter dancing happily around usas the cool night breeze caressed my skin. My exhaustion continued to linger throughout my body as I looked back for Sam only to realize she was still busy collecting my to-go order from the restaurant. "How was your free trial?" I asked Mesi softly as we arrived at her car and she released a small smile turning to face me. "It was good," she replied nodding slightly as she leaned against her car, her beautiful curls outlining her amazing facial features. "Just good?" I asked and she bit her bottom lip for a split second her gaze meeting and holding mine captive. The seductive and compelling nature she held making it hard for me to even create thoughts that held the intentions for me to dare to even look away. "I want to try this," she voiced softly and I couldn't help the smile that split my face as I moved clos
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Mesi's POVI pulled the door open, a hint of surprise awakening in my body as my mind began placing wordstogether to express my approaching thoughts."Hey," I greeted, earning replies as I moved to the side silently telling them to come in."Didn't you guys get my text?" I asked confused referring to the one I sent stating that I would meet them at the park for dinner tonight."Yeah, but we were already on our way here," Destiny explained as I closed the door."And plus this morning you said you wanted to talk, so I thought we could do that before going out," Sam voiced gazing at me as Destiny moved towards the living room, her actions expressing her level of comfort in my home."Now?" I asked not really sure if I was ready to be in the same room with vulnerability."Whenever you're ready," she responded and I smiled, her response calming my nerves."Do you guys want something to drink?" I questioned dire
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Destiny's POV I sighed moving to rest my head in Mesi's lap as she and Sam continued to talk, the tree offering itself selflessly as a barrier between us and the sun's glare, the act allowing me to fall gently into the cool surrounding breeze the day had created. We had been here for over an hour and a huge part of me didn't really want to leave until the sun had set, and I could only hope that their souls yearned for the sight as well. The feeling of relaxation continued its journey throughout my body and I silently thanked the glass of wine I had for my current state. Mesi had brought one of her famous bottles of wine since we gave her the job of supplying food for the day, with her taste in life being as Sam would put it 'boujiee' compared to ours. My gaze travelled to the lake that we were seated before and I couldn't help but to appreciate the beautiful sights the park displayed. "Do you want another glass?" Sam asked and
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Samantha's POVThe sound of their muffled conversation echoed around the room as the water continued to grace the recently washed dishes, ridding them of all signs of soap. This current task was one I had always appreciated since it allowed a sense of peace to settle inside of me for reasons I had yet to uncover."Sam," I heard Mesi call out as I lifted my hand placing the plates in the dish drainer that was situated on my right."Yeah," I answered softly as my body battled with lingering exhaustion despite their well-acquainted friendship with each other, and I couldn't help but to release the yawn that pressed against the barriers that were lips."Wasn't there a TV here?" She inquired as I l turned the handle, which in return halted the pouring water from the faucet."Yeah, it's in the bedroom," I explained as I lifted the kitchen towel drying my hands."You wanna watch something?" I questioned immediately after."Y
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Samantha's POVMy mind continued to buzz with heavy thoughts as my eyes fell from the ceiling to their naked bodies that were currently wrapped soulfully into mine. Our embraced figures had me faced with a feeling of peace I had never experienced, one that was solely created by their comforting presence that impacted me even in their moments of slumber.As seconds passed my sense of logic began to glare at the silence that the early morning had awarded to my usual busy ears, since it did nothing but weighed down my body with things that were better forgotten.I was caught between laying here to battle with my unwanted thoughts and going to work early to gift myself with a ready-made distraction.The current resentment I held towards silence had seemingly become a part of my daily routine, because of the light that it constantly sheds on the list of reasons my heart had composed explaining why I needed to forgive myself.It wa
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Mesi's POV I stood removing my jeans as well as my underwear as their lips met for a heated hold, the sight only serving to fuel the sense of impatience that already resided in me. This moment was one that I had written on the walls of mind on the nights I was alone with lingering desire, and seemingly after all the time spent with my imagination, my own thoughts never did this moment any justice. Sam's gentle nature seeped into her every action, from her hesitant touches that were left to utter silent questions of consent, to the way her lips danced slowly with every kiss and how she held onto our bodies as if our very limbs were as fragile as our guarded hearts. My hands went to the hem of my shirt pulling it over my head before they focused on my bra releasing th
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Samantha's POV"You know you low-key an alcoholic," I pointed out amused as Mesi began refilling her glass with wine, my words earning a small sound of laughter from her as well as Destiny."Are you sure you don't want a glass?" She questioned curiously,as I continued to appreciate the way her newly straightened hair flowed past her shoulders allowing her features to become more prominent."I'm sure," I voiced smiling as the sweet sound of the softly played jazz settled next to my ears bringing a sense of calm as I leaned backwards relaxing on the couch, hating the slight pain in my lower back."I'm going to call my roommate and let her know I'm going to be home late," Destiny announced standing up and I released my gaze allowing it to follow her as she moved into the kitchen."Will you at least try it?" Mesi questioned and I returned my eyes to her as she directed the glass towards me."Alright," I agreed, appreciatin
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Samantha's POV I pushed open the entrance to the apartment complex stepping outside, the cool night breeze immediately greeting my beautifully melanated skin as I began my journey across the parking lot. The light from the moon illuminated my figure as I began tuning out my surroundings, willingly redirecting my attention to my thoughts. It was quiet nights like these that forced me to be grounded in the present, from the star-filled skies to the trees that swayed back and forth to the music sung by the wind. Nature and just life overall was a beautiful thing and it was crazy how unappreciated this reality would remain until it became lost. "Sam," I heard a familiar voice call out the minute my feet were abo
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Destiny's POV"It's at the end of the hall," The woman instructed and I released a small thank you, making my way over to it.I lifted my hand knocking on the door gently before pulling it open to see her sitting around her desk, her usually curly hair straightened increasing the displayed length."How was last night?" Mesi asked the minute I closed the door referring to my outing with my roommate, and I released a small smile as her eyes ascended to meet me."It was okay, I actually came home early," I explained as I began walking towards her, taking the time to appreciate the beauty of her office which practically mirrored her personality from the neatly stacked books on her desk to the black and grey that drowned the room."Really?" she questioned as I sat down in the chair before her desk."I felt like a third wheel the entire night so I just went home" I replied since my roommate had spent the majority of the time with
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Samantha's POV"How does it taste?" I asked watching as she began to chew the food I had recently prepared."Better than it looks," she mumbled making me chuckle as I continued to enjoy the calming sound of the rain outside."Do you still wanna order something?""No, this is actually eatable," she pointed out sounding surprised."Is that compliment?" I questioned smiling as I gathered a forkful from my plate."I just didn't expect for it to taste like this, especially after you seasoned it with the packet that comes in the ramen," she explained as I continued to chew my food."What else can you make with ramen?" she asked actually sounding eager to know, the fact pulling gratitude into my body since I knew her taste in life was far from this."Pizza, las-""Pizza?" she questioned in disbelief."Yeah,""Okay Sam," she uttered clearly entertained, not knowing how much the mere question meant.
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Mesi's POVMy gaze moved to her approaching figure in adoration as a small smile greeted my lips, her hair was released into an afro that stood with pride while her recently taper-faded hair continued to accentuate her beautiful features.The oil stains and numerous other marks on her tank-top as well as her opened short sleeve buttoned-down work shirt became evident as she stepped under the illuminating rays of the street light, and I lifted my hand turning down down the music as she opened the door, her brown eyes immediately meeting mine while-"You got here quick,"she announced interrupting my ongoing thoughts."I was in the neighbourhood,""Your mother's h
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Samantha's POVSweat travelled down my skin at a slow pace as I stood with another box in hand, ignoring the slight pain in my healing palm as I did. I took steady steps towards the vehicle as the chatter of the other workers around me echoed throughout the space, bringing about a sonder feeling."Is that the last one?" Joel asked curiously as I rested the box carefully next to the others in the back of the van."Yeah," I replied glancing at his approaching figure for a split second before moving to close both doors at the back concealing the multiple packages that were to be shipped."Do you need me to come with you?" I asked eager to know as I began removing my gloves, immediately inspecting my injured hand.
