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Tainted Love EMOTIONS
HI GUYS, BEFORE YOU READ THIS CHAPTER KNOW THAT IT TOOK A LOT OF RESEARCH TO PORTRAY BELLA’S CONDITION, I ALSO DIDN’T STUDY PSYCHOLOGY, BUT I FELT THAT SHE HAD TO GO THROUGH SOMETHING MENTALLY AFTER EVERYTHING SHE HAD BEEN THROUGH, SO I SEARCHED FOR A POSSIBLE CONDITION SHE COULD HAVE AND YES EVERYTHING I MENTIONED IN THE PREVIOUS CHAPTER ABOUT HER CONDITION IS VERY POSSIBLE.REMEMBER, I MENTIONED EARLIER IN CHAPTER TWENTY, THAT THE BOOK WAS TAKING ANOTHER TURN, IT’S NOT YOUR REGULAR MAFIA ROMANCE WHERE THEY FALL IN LOVE ALMOST IMMEDIATELY, LET'S BE FUCKIN’ FOR REAL. WE’RE TALKING ABOUT THE MAFIA HERE, EVEN IF MORENO WERE TO REALIZE HIS FEELINGS FOR BELLA, HE WOULD NEED A PUSH OR SOMETHING THAT WOULD MAKE HIM RETHINK HIS DECISION, I’M ONLY STATING MY OPINION, NO OFFENSE. ——————————MORENOS POVI was stunned by what the doctor had told me, that meant Bella wasn’t pretending. Fuck! I felt disgusted with myself, I almost raped a mentally unstable person.My emotions were all over the
Last Updated : 2023-11-04Tainted Love THE PAST
WARNING; THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SEXUAL ABUSE INVOLVING A MINOR. PLEASE SKIP TO THE NEXT CHAPTER IF YOU CAN’T HANDLE IT.~~~~~~~~~~~~~MORENO’S POV“You bastard!” She said as she slapped me again. I had lost count of how many times she had hit me because I left the room when one of her flings was around. “You’re going to pay for this!” she warned.I had seen her fucking different men countless times in our home, she always locked me up in the room whenever they were around but I was too thirsty on this particular day that I had to leave the room.I opened the door and slipped out of the room. I had thought that I was going to be quiet and quick but she caught me. I was just 6 years old then.I begged her to let me go but she refused.At first, I didn’t know why she hated me so much, I was a little boy who needed his mother’s love, she was supposed to care and provide for me but she hated me, she had always hated me for as long as I could remember.She had told me countless times that I
Last Updated : 2023-11-07Tainted Love A TRUTH REVEALED
THIRD PERSONS POVBella was finding therapy exhausting. No matter how hard she tried to remember her past, there was always a voice telling her to stop, blocking her memories and making her feel lost and disoriented. The sessions always left her feeling drained. She would return to her room and lie on the bed, unable to do anything else. The house was boring and suffocating, making her feel even more trapped.She longed for something to do, something to distract herself from the constant thoughts and questions in her head.Dr. Anna on the other hand remained patient and persistent, she believed that there was a way to help Bella recover her sense of self. From the first day she set her eyes on Bella, she was determined to help her heal no matter what, she knew it would take time and effort but she didn’t mind as long as she was going to help the young innocent girl who somehow got involved with the wrong person.Moreno came to visit Bella as often as he could, bringing her small gi
Last Updated : 2023-12-03Tainted Love A STRUGGLE FOR TRUST
MORENO’S POVA week had passed since Bella regained her memories, and she had not spoken a word to me or allowed me to see her. She had been avoiding me at all costs, and I could tell that she was in pain. I wanted to be able to comfort her, to tell her that I was sorry for what had happened, but I knew that she needed space and time to process everything. I don’t know how much longer I can give her the space she needs, I’m not a very patient man.She wanted nothing more than to be away from me, to escape the reminder of what had happened. But I couldn't let her go, my selfish desire to have her in my life outweighed my better judgment. I knew I should respect her wishes, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I wanted her more than anything else in the world.Even if I wanted to let her go, I knew that it would not be safe for her. She could easily be a target and my enemies could use her against me.As much as I hated to admit it, I needed to keep her close for her protection. I
Last Updated : 2023-12-05Tainted Love ATTEMPTED MURDER
THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SEXUAL CONTENT, DO NOT READ IT IF YOU’RE NOT UP TO 18.Remember to keep an open mind as you read, you know I won’t write something cliche like them getting back together so easily, not after everything Moreno made Bella go through, that’s what it might look like in this chapter but trust me, and keep an open mind.BELLA’S POVThat felt good I must admit, but why do I still not feel okay, do I need to do more? What must I do to feel better and make Moreno pay for all the harm he had caused me?I was almost convinced that he didn’t have a heart because whatever I did never seems to get to him, what then do I do to get to him? He sat across me as he ran his hand through his damp hair, I could tell that he was frustrated but it still wasn’t enough. I wanted him to understand how much pain he had caused me,I wanted him to know that he couldn’t just sweep everything under the rug and expect everything to be okay.I was enjoying it, knowing he couldn’t do anything to
Last Updated : 2023-12-09Tainted Love UNEXPECTED ATTACK
MORENO’S POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~As I drifted in and out of consciousness, I wondered if Bella cared about me. I clung to the hope that she did, even though I knew deep down that it wasn't true. I knew I was losing a lot of blood, and I could feel my strength fading but I didn’t mind as long as she was here with me.I tried to lift my hand to touch her face. I wanted to tell her it was okay, that I wasn't mad at her. I wanted to comfort her and reassure her that I was at peace. I knew that my time was limited, and I didn't want to leave her with regrets. I wanted to show her that I still cared, even if it was too late. I was ready to die in her arms and I meant it.I fought with all of my might, trying to hold on to consciousness. But I could feel myself slipping away like I was being pulled into deep darkness. I tried to resist, but my strength was fading fast.I wanted to say goodbye, to tell her that I loved her, why didn’t I think of that earlier, I was in love with Bella but only
Last Updated : 2023-12-11Tainted Love IS MORENO DEAD?
BELLA’S POVMateo tried calling for backup to know exactly what was going on inside the house but no one was responding.He motioned with his finger for me to be quiet as we slowly walked to the back of the house. My heart was pounding in my chest. I could barely breathe. What if someone was waiting for us? To kill us.I had no idea what to expect, I was scared, I had never been in this kind of situation before.The gunshot sounds had subsided and it was suspicious, we tried to sneak in through the kitchen and saw some of Moreno's men lying dead on the floor. The sight was horrifyingI stifled a gasp, holding my hand over my mouth. Mateo sneaked into the kitchen, and I followed him, trying to stay as quiet as possible. I could hear my heart pounding in my chest.I tried to focus on Mateo's back, following his lead. His calm, collected, and steady presence was reassuring, I trusted him to get us out of this terrible situation.Suddenly I froze. There, right in front of me, was one of
Last Updated : 2023-12-18Tainted Love PLAN B
MORENO’S POVThose bastards! They were able to find a way to get to me before I got to them.One of Alvaro’s men was standing in front of me, he fired his gun and I felt the searing pain of the bullet grazing my arm. In a split second, I raised my gun and fired. The bullet struck him in the leg, causing him to crumple to the ground. He was bleeding profusely, and I knew he wouldn't be able to get away. "Maybe next time, you'll think twice before messing with me."The man was breathing heavily, and I could see the pain in his eyes. But he didn't say a word. He tried to get away, but I let him run knowing he wouldn’t be able to get too far.I’ll have Mateo bring him for questioning but for now, I need to get myself and Bella out of this mess.As I was just about to leave my room,I felt dizzy, I was bleeding but it wasn’t something I couldn’t handle or maybe I was overestimating myself.I decided to lie down to get myself for a moment.I knew this was just a wa
Last Updated : 2023-12-18
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Tainted Love TRAPPED
BELLAI called my secretary to inform her that I wouldn’t be able to go to work and that I wanted to take the day off to spend time with my son. Mateo didn’t try to reach out to me again, no surprise there though. I met with Sandra again and I made sure to ask for her name. To maintain discretion, I altered my appearance. I stared at Sandra, as tears streamed down my face. The revelation was crippling I had been with the enemy this whole time, and I couldn’t believe it. Sandra gave me some time to sob, she didn’t mind. She must have been through something too, because what she was doing was betrayal, I didn’t care, Mateo betrayed Moreno by selling him out to his enemy. “You have to be careful, Mateo can't know about this, about our meeting, and about what you just learned, is that possible Bella?” She asked and I nodded. She handed me a phone, “You can reach me with that, my number is already saved.” I nodded and thanked her. "Will I be able to speak with...with Moreno?" I asked desp
Tainted Love MATEO’S HIDDEN AGENDA
BELLAAs soon as Mateo left I couldn’t stop thinking, I was convinced that he was hiding something from me and it had to do with Moreno, I couldn’t trust Mateo any longer until I found out what exactly he was hiding and planning behind my back. He had been acting suspiciously and I plan to get to the button of it. I sat on the chair staring blankly at the wall, lost in thoughts. If I remember correctly, Mateo and Moreno went for the ambush together, Mateo came back barely touched and Moreno missing. Before I was informed of anything, the scene had been cleared and that fake body was found. I closed my eyes trying to remember the painful memory of when Mateo informed me of the bad news. I hit him and cursed him for letting Moreno be in the building when it collapsed, he claimed that he took some of the men out and he was lucky to be alive. There was no flaw in the story and it was difficult to doubt, I had no idea where I was going to start and I couldn’t shake off the fact that Mate
Tainted Love SUSPICION
MATEOI had to find a way to convince Bella not to hold a press conference or make her say that Moreno was dead. It didn’t make any difference whatever she said to the public I just didn’t want her to believe Moreno was alive. It was going to make things difficult for me and ruin my plans. The next day I hurriedly went to the mansion to meet Bella and try to change her mind. The press conference was scheduled to hold by noon today and I was at the mansion as early as 6 am. I met her in the study already preparing her speech. “If you’re here to stop me, don’t bother.” She said without looking up at me as I entered the study. “I didn’t come here to stop you, I’m here to support you,” I said shocking her and she looked up and me for a while. “Okay,” “I need to know what you plan to say.” “Exactly what I told you yesterday, I plan to tell them that Moreno is still alive, our stocks are dropping, you know how people in this business do not value and trust women. Inasmuch as I’d love to pr
Tainted Love MORENO IS ALIVE
MATEOI tried to convince Bella to hand over the paper to me but she insisted that she hold onto it. The note was left here recently and there was no way Moreno could have written it, someone must have been playing a twisted game with me.To avoid raising suspicion, I wrapped up the conversation with Bella and offered to drive her home. As we pulled up to her place, she reassured me she was fine, but I lingered.“You're sure you're okay?” I asked, searching her face.“I'm good, Mateo. Go,” she said firmly, her eyes exhausted.I hesitated, then reluctantly left, my mind still racing with questions. Who could be behind this? And why?I went straight to where Moreno was kept, determined to uncover the truth. It was either him or one of my men."Who's been in contact with Moreno?" I demanded, my eyes locked on the guard."No one, boss," he replied, his expression unwavering.The silence was deafening. If no one entered, and Moreno didn't leave, how then did the note get to Bella's office?
Tainted Love WAIT FOR ME
DUAL POVMORENO“Can you hear me,” I heard Sandra ask. And I was too weak to answer or even shake my head. What was going on with me? Why was I unable to move my body? “Blink if you can hear me.” She said. And I blinked, “Oh! Thank God, you’re fine, you’ll be fine. It’s the drugs, just stop taking them. You have to stop taking them, no matter what.” She said in a hurry and left the room immediately without giving me a moment to process what she had just said. Ever since the day in that room with Mateo, I was injected with a drug every single day, and it drove me crazy every single time like I was going insane. After taking the shots for 5 days, I was given a pill to swallow every day, they said it was going to help alleviate the symptoms I had and I always took it under the scrutinized gaze of a doctor. So it was the drugs all along? Mateo was trying to drive me insane. Fuck! At this rate, I would not be able to get to Bella in time. The next day, the doctor came in with the drug aga
Tainted Love PARANOIA
BELLA’S POVI hadn’t seen Mateo since last night after he somehow ended up in my room. I didn’t know what had gotten into Mateo, he had always kept his distance from me before even after Moreno’s disappearance. I tried not to think about it, but it was so difficult not to. I took a deep breath feeling exhausted, my secretary came to inform me that Mateo was here to see me, and I told her to let him in. Mateo never came to my office, I just prayed it wasn’t about last night.I heard a knock on the door, “come in,” I said calmly taking a deep breath.“Hi,” Mateo said giving me a look I tried so hard to ignore. “Hi, you never come to see me. I guess this must be urgent.” I said.“No, not really, and I’m sorry I haven’t been around here much.” He said as he started walking towards me and he sat on my table like it was the most random thing to do. I took a deep breath trying to ignore how close we were.“You don’t have to apologize, we all have a lot on our plates right now,” I said and wa
Tainted Love THOUGHTS
The takeover was a lot easier than Mateo had expected, everyone naturally followed him because he was Moreno’s right hand man, while some men left because they didn’t want to be under Mateo. Mateo had thought that Bella would be easy to win over but it was taking too long for her to run to him for help and he was getting impatient.He expected her to run to him crying and depending on him for everything, but instead she had become a strong independent woman. He was there for her even when she claimed she didn’t need anyone. He looked after Gustavo like his own son, deep down he loved Gustavo but he hated the fact that he was Moreno’s son and the thought that Moreno was still alive irked him so much. He planned to use Gustavo to get closer to Bella, but she built up a wall around herself making her unreachable, but she loved Gustavo and she wasn’t going be able to get rid of Mateo easily if Gustavo got used to him. Which was already happening.He did everything a father would do for Gu
Tainted Love THE PAST 2
SANDRAOn the day I turned 18, the door opened and my name was called out. I quietly got out and walked out of the room. I met a lady outside the room and I was ordered to follow her. She took me to another room where I showered and changed into clean clothes.“What have you always wanted to become?” She asked taking me off guard with her question. “A nurse,” I said quietly and she nodded. I followed her outside the building and into a car, I didn’t ask any questions. While I sat in the car, I looked as we passed buildings, people, trees, families. I closed my eyes to stop the tears from running down my cheeks. It’s been three years with these people and I told myself that I wasn’t going to cry anymore. We got to another building and I followed the lady inside, ignoring the men around. It looked like we were in a hospital but from outside, it looked like an abandoned building. No one spared us a glance as they continued working. She took me to an office and handed off a file to me.
Tainted Love THE PAST
SANDRAI kept begging my father as he pulled me out of the house, hatred visible on his face. “Please don’t hurt me, I won’t tell anyone.” I cried. I was just 15 and came home from school to find my mother’s lifeless body in the kitchen. My dad used to always beat us when he was high, he must have beat my mother so much that he killed her. But he sat on a chair with a white substance which he sniffed on the table. I tried to back away slowly but he had already seen me. “Come here!” He ordered and I shock my head, “If you don’t want to join your mother, do as I say now!” I tried my best to hold in my tears so I wouldn’t annoy him further, but I knew that no matter that I did he was still going to do what he had in mind. Immediately I stood next to him, he pounced on me like I was a prey and he was the predator, I tried to get away from his grip but he was too strong. He subdued me on the floor as he tried to rip my clothes off. “Please father,” I begged, but he didn’t listen. Then I
