Party number one was a bust as expected. Zira and Aubrey got there late. They needed to have a few drinks just to convince their selves to go. Kady did her best to make her not notice the dirty looks but now that it was pointed out by someone else and Zira knew it wasn’t just her it was impossible to overlook.
In the past, Zira always had so much fun with Kady that she never noticed the awkward atmosphere. Of course, the alcohol helped too. The three girls were dancing and laughing when Taylor came and wrapped his arms around Kady’s waist. She squealed and turned around to kiss him. They were so cute together it was almost sickening. Zira never thought about having a relationship like that before.
After her time with Mason, she just wanted to have fun and do whatever she wanted. The thought of that kind of commitment made her sick. Even as she was thinking that she found herself looking around hoping to see the twins.
“I’ve got to go to the bathroom,” Zira said over the music. Aubrey made a face as Taylor nibbled at Kady’s neck.
“I need another drink.” They laughed as they went their separate ways. The made her way through the crowded house in search of the bathroom The artificial warmth of the alcohol pulsed through her. There was still an ache that it hadn’t managed to dull. Zira made her way up the stairs and found the bathroom. First door at the top of the stairs. She opened it and gasped.
“Took you long enough.” Erin’s fist shot out at Zira’s face so fast she didn’t see it coming. She just managed to back away from it when her back hit the wall. “I told you, you didn’t belong. You’re not welcome here!” Her fist shot toward Zira’s face again. She managed to tilt her head to the side and narrowly avoid it. The fist collided with the wall and went right through the drywall.
“Stay the hell away from Keiran.” She grabbed Zira by the shoulders and shoved. The floor disappeared from beneath her feet and reconnected with her back. Her feet flew over her head carrying her further down the stairs until she landed flat on the floor. Tiny spots of light danced around her vision. The alcohol might not have dulled the ache in her chest but it definitely dulled the pain from her fall.
“What the hell is wrong with you two?” Kady flew up the stairs and got in their faces. Taylor gingerly grabbed her by the arms and pulled her to her feet.
“Are you alright?” he asked. She nodded unable to speak until the air returned to her lungs.
“Fine. I think it’s time to go.” Aubrey came running up to her wide-eyed looking between her and the scene at the top of the stairs. “Can you tell Kady I’ll talk to her later?” Taylor moved in front of her as she tried to leave.
“Why don’t you hang out for a little while longer? Or come to our place? Kady was really looking forward to hanging out with you.” Zira pinched the bridge of her nose as she listened to the rage spilling out of Kady’s mouth.
“No, just stop her. You guys enjoy your night. We’re going to go blow off steam.” She also had no desire to sit and watch them make out. Aubrey linked arms with her and flashed a whole bottle of tequila that she poached from the bar. Taylor tried to object last time but Zira just waved and called goodbye over her shoulder.
They waited for a few minutes for a cab. Despite it being a small town the party they were going to was on the outskirts of town on the opposite side. It felt like a separate town altogether. The only other time Zira had been there she went with Kady. The awkwardness of the experience ensured she never wanted to go again. But being there with Aubrey was completely different.
They got out of the cab and merged with the crowd that was spilling out of the small house. Inside the music was even louder. Zira’s heart pulsed along with the thumping beat. Her anxiety melted as she glanced around and saw no one was staring at her. No piercing glares. No one waiting to ambush her. She closed her eyes and swayed with the music until someone came around with shots.
Everyone cheered as they tossed them back. They danced until the light faded outside. When most of the people had left there was nothing but a small. They sat in the backyard with a small fire going. The music still hummed in the house. Zira sat on a blanket with her back against someone’s legs as they sat in a chair. She stroked Aubrey’s hair as she lay with her head in Zira’s lap. It was the closest to a peaceful night that Zira ever had.
“How’s your back feeling?” Aubrey pulled her eyes away from the stars to look at Zira’s glassy eyes. She shrugged.
“I can’t feel anything right now.” Aubrey laughed.
“What happened to your back.” The guy leaned forward, his face hovering inches above Zira’s.
“That crazy bitch Erin pushed her down the stairs.” There was a collective groan around the fire that made Zira sit her head up.
“This shit is getting out of hand. We should launch a complaint.” A girl on the other side of the bonfire shook her head.
“A complaint? The worst offenders are the ones with parents on the board. They’re the reason we’re here in the first place.” A few people murmured in agreement.
“I don’t know about you but I wasn’t going to get a full-ride anywhere else.” Zira’s eyes widened.
“You got a full ride too?” asked Zira. Everyone in the circle nodded and exchanged glances. “What are the odds everyone that isn’t local got a full ride?” she took another drink out of her red solo cup as everyone thought about the question.
“I mean it’s a fairly new establishment, isn’t it? The locals are rich. They didn’t need financial help.” Aubrey’s argument made a lot of weight. It also made sense that they would treat the non-locals like crap. They were practically paying their tuition.
“All the more reason for us outsiders to stick together.” Someone raised a cup in the air and everyone joined in.
“Yeah, at least until we get adopted.” Someone chuckled.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” asked Zira.
“Look around. Is anyone here a sophomore? Junior? Senior?” they all looked around and shook their heads. They were all freshmen. “At some point, we’ll all get adopted by a local and it’ll be like we were born here. This is my second semester, I’ve seen it a bunch of times.” Something about that was unsettling. Zira couldn’t imagine being able to overlook the months of abuse. Yet another reason to make moving a priority.
“Did you hear that?” a guy with his back to the woods stood up.
“Hear what?” someone asked but he shh’d him. They all strained their ears. The only thing Zira could hear was the crackling of the fire as it ravished the branches that were just fed to it. The guy didn’t let up. His anxiety seeped out into the people sitting next to him as they stood up and debated whether or not someone should check the woods.
“There’s no way I’m going. What if it’s a bear?” two guys pushed each other back and forth. The mood was turning sour and it was clear that a fight was on the verge of breaking out. The crisp snapping of wood plunged them all into silence. There was no denying there was something in the trees.
Aubrey sat up so Zira could get to her feet. She couldn’t stay seated any longer. Her stomach grumbled. The anxiety didn’t mix well with everything she had to drink. The rustling in the woods was getting closer.
“Maybe we should just go back inside.” She offered and a few people agreed. They got to work dowsing the fire. The moment the shadows spread out around them a loud growl echoed around them. Everyone stumbled toward the back door but they froze in their tracks when screams fill the air.
“It’s got him!” a girl shrieked. The sick sound of wet ripping flesh filled the air. Someone beside Zira bent over and puked. There were screams and growls as the situation quickly escalated. Zira grabbed onto Aubrey and pulled her toward the house. They were both drunk. Zira didn’t think offering up the same vow to quit drinking would help in this situation.
She stumbled forward trying will the ground to stop spinning beneath her feet. Something solid crashed into her back knocking her and Aubrey to the ground. Aubrey shrieked beside her. Zira wished she could make any sound at all but the air was squeezed from her lungs by whatever was on top of her.
More growls echoed through the darkness and the sound of heavy paws hitting the ground surrounded them. Something sharp dug into her shoulders and she felt the heat of someone’s breath on her face.
Zira lurched forward, her screams and sobs filled the air as she looked around the darkness. The sounds of snarls and screams still rang in her ears making her sob harder.“Z, baby what is it what? What did you do to her!” Warm hands rubbed the clammy skin on her shoulders. Zira opened her eyes and blinked. The darkness had receded, illuminated by the warm light of lanterns. “No sir, we were just napping and she started screaming.” Zira whipped her head around. She was in the back of a truck with someone’s arms wrapped around her. None of it was right. Her sobs grew until she was choking. She had to get away. The arms wrapped around her tightened and Mason leaned closer to her face his lips puckered as he tried to press them to her cheek.“No!” Zira screamed and struggled to get away. A large hand caught his face and pushed him backward.“This doesn’t look like nothing god dammit. Get the hell out of here Mason.” The gruff voice snapped. She whipped at her face trying to stop the tea
All of the voices grew louder until they were howling inside her head. She looked into the bright blue eyes that pleaded with her. Inky blackness spread from the center consuming all color and light until they were pools of darkness covering his entire eye socket. He lurched forward grabbing the barrel of the gun and forcing it against his forehead. Zira yelped and squeezed. BANG!Zira sat up screaming and flailing. Hands wrestled with hers making her flail more. A firm grasp locked on and forced her down.“Zira! It’s me! It’s me, calm down. You’re okay.” The soft voice brought back all of Zira’s memories. She wasn’t in the woods. There was no cold metal in her hand. No one pleading for their life. Relief flooded through her shaking her whole body. That nightmare was behind her. “What happened?” she looked up at Kady. The concern on her face was almost too much. Light was just beginning to break through between the black-out curtains hanging from the large window across from her bed.
It didn’t take long for the numbness to settle in. Looking around at the enormous room carefully decorated with the smiling faces of friends and family, it was clear they were from two different worlds. Zira wiped her eyes with the back of her hand for what felt like the hundredth time. This time her face stayed dry. There was no use in shedding any more tears. She pushed the blankets off herself and looked around the room until she found her shoes. It didn’t take too long. They were the only pair lying on the floor. Kady’s mountain of shoes was neatly organized in her walk-in closet. Zira moved to the bedroom door paying extra attention to how she rolled her feet across the ground so they didn’t make a sound.It was hard to ignore the fact that this was the second time this week that she had to sneak out of someone’s house. It’s not like they were going to stop her from leaving. She just didn’t want to have to answer any questions. Especially since she was certain they were all lyin
The never-ending screech of an alarm clock assaulted Zira’s ears. Each time it went off it ripped her further from her blissful dreamless sleep. By the third round, she opened her eyes and cursed at the blinding sunlight hitting her directly in the eyes. Blinded, tired, and wedged under something heavy Zira wiggled to the edge of the bed and sifted through the pile of clothes on the floor until she found the source of the noise.“Oh shit.” When she finally managed to silence the alarm she realized why it was going off. It was already 8:30 am. She had class! Zira turned to figure out what was on top of her and froze. It wasn’t a what. It was a who. She narrowed her eyes at the very attractive and very blurry face resting on her bare chest. It looked like she had a good time last night. When she felt movement behind her back and an arm wrapped around her pulling her close, she craned her neck to see the same face? Oh, she had a great time last night. All the movement made her head spi
The apartment door was unlocked, again. Her heart beat in her throat as she poked her head in and tried to listen for any sounds of movement. The dark apartment was mostly quiet. The babbling sound of the fish tank in the living room was all that filled the space. Zira tried to reassure herself that no one was in there. It was just Erin being reckless like usual.Zira slid inside and locked the door behind her. She went straight into her room. Once she saw that it was still in the organized state of chaos that she left it in she stripped. The borrowed clothes were tossed into the hamper and forgotten. Her mouth had never been drier in her entire life and a headache was threatening to split her skull. It was the hangover of the century. She pulled a bottle of water out of the mini-fridge. The ibuprofen was in her backpack, she had to empty the whole thing onto her floor just to fish them. After popping the pills in her mouth and washing them down her eyes landed on the dress.It was s
Despite the sunny day, it felt like a cloud was hanging over her head. Waffles were her favorite but even those didn’t taste good to her. She tossed the plate into the nearest garbage can on the side of the road. Things had been going well all things considered. Most of the town hated her for some unknown reason but it wasn’t just her. It seemed as though anyone that wasn’t local was shunned.The harassment was another story. But she couldn’t tell Kady or Taylor. Aside from the fact that Zira wasn’t there to make friends, she needed to keep a low profile. Finding Fredericks University was a miracle let alone getting accepted and a full ride. It was the perfect school with good credentials that no one has ever heard of. Leaving was a shame and it would take time to find somewhere else to go.Standing outside of the large glass double doors with her hand on the handle, Zira took a few deep breaths. She just had to keep her head down until she made a better plan. Reacting out of fear was
“Hello again, Doll.” He whispered into her ear. Revolted by his closeness and that awful nickname, Zira opened her mouth to tell him off but his hand clamped down hard over her mouth. She pushed against him but the man was built like a brick wall.“You know I was just curious before but after seeing how those two dumb asses were looking at you I have to see for myself. Don’t worry. I’ll make sure my father gives you a good deal on your tuition.” The smile on his face was pure evil. Zira thrashed against him but it only made him chuckle. He pressed his body flush against hers and she couldn’t help but tremble. Her eyes darted in every direction looking for an escape.The hardness she felt press against her made her eyes widen. As his grip on her mouth tightened Zira bit down on his hand as hard as she could. He yanked his hand away from her just long enough for her to scream. It was a full scream. Just a short burst came out before he slammed his hand around her neck gagging her into s
It didn’t take long for the numbness to settle in. Looking around at the enormous room carefully decorated with the smiling faces of friends and family, it was clear they were from two different worlds. Zira wiped her eyes with the back of her hand for what felt like the hundredth time. This time her face stayed dry. There was no use in shedding any more tears. She pushed the blankets off herself and looked around the room until she found her shoes. It didn’t take too long. They were the only pair lying on the floor. Kady’s mountain of shoes was neatly organized in her walk-in closet. Zira moved to the bedroom door paying extra attention to how she rolled her feet across the ground so they didn’t make a sound.It was hard to ignore the fact that this was the second time this week that she had to sneak out of someone’s house. It’s not like they were going to stop her from leaving. She just didn’t want to have to answer any questions. Especially since she was certain they were all lyin
All of the voices grew louder until they were howling inside her head. She looked into the bright blue eyes that pleaded with her. Inky blackness spread from the center consuming all color and light until they were pools of darkness covering his entire eye socket. He lurched forward grabbing the barrel of the gun and forcing it against his forehead. Zira yelped and squeezed. BANG!Zira sat up screaming and flailing. Hands wrestled with hers making her flail more. A firm grasp locked on and forced her down.“Zira! It’s me! It’s me, calm down. You’re okay.” The soft voice brought back all of Zira’s memories. She wasn’t in the woods. There was no cold metal in her hand. No one pleading for their life. Relief flooded through her shaking her whole body. That nightmare was behind her. “What happened?” she looked up at Kady. The concern on her face was almost too much. Light was just beginning to break through between the black-out curtains hanging from the large window across from her bed.
Zira lurched forward, her screams and sobs filled the air as she looked around the darkness. The sounds of snarls and screams still rang in her ears making her sob harder.“Z, baby what is it what? What did you do to her!” Warm hands rubbed the clammy skin on her shoulders. Zira opened her eyes and blinked. The darkness had receded, illuminated by the warm light of lanterns. “No sir, we were just napping and she started screaming.” Zira whipped her head around. She was in the back of a truck with someone’s arms wrapped around her. None of it was right. Her sobs grew until she was choking. She had to get away. The arms wrapped around her tightened and Mason leaned closer to her face his lips puckered as he tried to press them to her cheek.“No!” Zira screamed and struggled to get away. A large hand caught his face and pushed him backward.“This doesn’t look like nothing god dammit. Get the hell out of here Mason.” The gruff voice snapped. She whipped at her face trying to stop the tea
Party number one was a bust as expected. Zira and Aubrey got there late. They needed to have a few drinks just to convince their selves to go. Kady did her best to make her not notice the dirty looks but now that it was pointed out by someone else and Zira knew it wasn’t just her it was impossible to overlook. In the past, Zira always had so much fun with Kady that she never noticed the awkward atmosphere. Of course, the alcohol helped too. The three girls were dancing and laughing when Taylor came and wrapped his arms around Kady’s waist. She squealed and turned around to kiss him. They were so cute together it was almost sickening. Zira never thought about having a relationship like that before. After her time with Mason, she just wanted to have fun and do whatever she wanted. The thought of that kind of commitment made her sick. Even as she was thinking that she found herself looking around hoping to see the twins.“I’ve got to go to the bathroom,” Zira said over the music. Aubre
“Hello again, Doll.” He whispered into her ear. Revolted by his closeness and that awful nickname, Zira opened her mouth to tell him off but his hand clamped down hard over her mouth. She pushed against him but the man was built like a brick wall.“You know I was just curious before but after seeing how those two dumb asses were looking at you I have to see for myself. Don’t worry. I’ll make sure my father gives you a good deal on your tuition.” The smile on his face was pure evil. Zira thrashed against him but it only made him chuckle. He pressed his body flush against hers and she couldn’t help but tremble. Her eyes darted in every direction looking for an escape.The hardness she felt press against her made her eyes widen. As his grip on her mouth tightened Zira bit down on his hand as hard as she could. He yanked his hand away from her just long enough for her to scream. It was a full scream. Just a short burst came out before he slammed his hand around her neck gagging her into s
Despite the sunny day, it felt like a cloud was hanging over her head. Waffles were her favorite but even those didn’t taste good to her. She tossed the plate into the nearest garbage can on the side of the road. Things had been going well all things considered. Most of the town hated her for some unknown reason but it wasn’t just her. It seemed as though anyone that wasn’t local was shunned.The harassment was another story. But she couldn’t tell Kady or Taylor. Aside from the fact that Zira wasn’t there to make friends, she needed to keep a low profile. Finding Fredericks University was a miracle let alone getting accepted and a full ride. It was the perfect school with good credentials that no one has ever heard of. Leaving was a shame and it would take time to find somewhere else to go.Standing outside of the large glass double doors with her hand on the handle, Zira took a few deep breaths. She just had to keep her head down until she made a better plan. Reacting out of fear was
The apartment door was unlocked, again. Her heart beat in her throat as she poked her head in and tried to listen for any sounds of movement. The dark apartment was mostly quiet. The babbling sound of the fish tank in the living room was all that filled the space. Zira tried to reassure herself that no one was in there. It was just Erin being reckless like usual.Zira slid inside and locked the door behind her. She went straight into her room. Once she saw that it was still in the organized state of chaos that she left it in she stripped. The borrowed clothes were tossed into the hamper and forgotten. Her mouth had never been drier in her entire life and a headache was threatening to split her skull. It was the hangover of the century. She pulled a bottle of water out of the mini-fridge. The ibuprofen was in her backpack, she had to empty the whole thing onto her floor just to fish them. After popping the pills in her mouth and washing them down her eyes landed on the dress.It was s
The never-ending screech of an alarm clock assaulted Zira’s ears. Each time it went off it ripped her further from her blissful dreamless sleep. By the third round, she opened her eyes and cursed at the blinding sunlight hitting her directly in the eyes. Blinded, tired, and wedged under something heavy Zira wiggled to the edge of the bed and sifted through the pile of clothes on the floor until she found the source of the noise.“Oh shit.” When she finally managed to silence the alarm she realized why it was going off. It was already 8:30 am. She had class! Zira turned to figure out what was on top of her and froze. It wasn’t a what. It was a who. She narrowed her eyes at the very attractive and very blurry face resting on her bare chest. It looked like she had a good time last night. When she felt movement behind her back and an arm wrapped around her pulling her close, she craned her neck to see the same face? Oh, she had a great time last night. All the movement made her head spi