Sarah- “Get ready we’ll be going somewhere, tomorrow” He spoke and I looked at him with surprise, I didn’t want to go anywhere with that jerk for the obvious reasons. “I won’t go anywhere with you” I spoke while standing up from the bed, but I guess my response was expected as he didn’t have any reaction on his face. “I wasn’t asking.” He spoke and threw a bunch of clothes on my face and walked away, it took me a minute or two until a thought suddenly hindered my mind. I stood up with a huge smile on my face as I would get to run once, I’m outside thus residence. The number of guards would be less and I’ll escape when I’m out of their sight. I sleep peacefully that night expecting that I would get to escape this hellhole, although my back was aching but his massage really helped me. He dug his own grave by treating me as now I will leave this place. I wasn’t even aware why I was in here in the first place, it’s not like I stole something from him, I didn’t hit him either and hav
Bible- “Let’s go back home.” I spoke and both of us sat in car while Theo and Harvey just followed, all the time she kept on looking outside the window not matching eyes with me and I heard her cried in a low voice. I knew what she was going through but didn’t have any idea what it feels like to be abandoned by your own mother. I placed my hand on her head assuring her that I'm with her through highs and lows, I kept on caressing it until she noticed it and looked at me with fury in her eyes. Although, my only intention was to make her feel loved, I think I still managed to ruin it as I saw her lifting her hand up in the air and in no time, it contacted my cheek. I felt anger rushing in my veins as no one ever had the audacity to harm me and stay alive after that. This seemed such an insult to my existence and I pushed her back towards the window. I couldn’t think rationally as the rage inside of me was ruining my ability to understand. I grabbed her face and my nails dug inside
Sarah- I was hungry as I hadn’t eaten anything yesterday, it would be very strange of me to walk around in someone else’s house but I need strength to fight them and I can’t function until I've eaten something. They were huge and a girl like me was no match for them, I’ll escape from this place somehow but all I could focus on was the food that I had to eat in order to survive. I stood up and saw my arms covered with bandages, these bastards knew about treating someone’s wound? This doesn’t make them saint, does it? He literally gave my mother money in exchange of me, I walked towards the bathroom and washed my face removing sleep from my eyes. I then, looked at myself in the mirror and saw a dark blue night suit on my body, panic rushed in my veins as I didn’t know what happened last night. Someone changed my outfit while I was unconscious and the only person, I thought of was the bastard whom I slept with. I quickly took a shower and threw his manly clothes outside and started j
BIBLE- “Sir, this girl is going crazy. Please check on her.” A man who was supposed to guard Sarah’s door ran looking for me and I saw his shirt crumbled and splashes of wine on him. What is happening now? Do I have to go? Who else will be able to handle her? Ugh! I banged my head on the wall in frustration, I wanted to stay away from her but the whole world was against my pledge bringing us closer to each other. I walked in a sloppy way with a drowning face and stood right in front of her room. I heard weird noise and barged in without giving it a thought. A pillow passed right through and bumped into my face making me grunt in anger. “Ugh! What the fuck?” I yelled and she looked at me stopping whatever nuisance she was doing. I tried to stay on my best behavior and thought of maintaining appropriate distance among us because minutes ago I completely lost myself and strolled out of the room hurriedly. I want her, but whenever I touch her it feels like a sin making me halt and I
BIBLE-“Do you realize the kind of mess you’re in?” Harvey spoke as we were sitting on the chair drinking apple juice.I simply looked at him not knowing what to say as it was pretty obvious on my face and I failed to hide my emotions this time.I met Sarah on the road, a girl who was crying terribly but it made my heart flutter and I wanted to hug her in order to ease her pain. I don’t know what had happened to her but somehow wanted to take all of her agony making her forget what she’s going through.Her teary eyes made me want to kill the people causing her complications, who made such a beautiful girl cry? I walked towards her but spoke nonsense and somehow acted rude, the ache in her sparkly eyes wasn’t just physical.I created mess for myself but she held onto me, which made me sure that I want this feeling to be with me forever, I hugged her back while my heart was pacing rapidly, despite the rain, the aroma she had bought me instantly.Unfortunately, I had to leave as my broth
BIBLE- “Agggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh” I yelled not knowing how am I supposed to look at my brother as I slept with his to-be-bride, or how will I match eyes with the girl I had feelings for. No, no, no. I don’t feel anything towards her, she’s nothing more than a sister-in-law to me. I walked out of the bathroom as I could only see my reflection everywhere and I sat on my bed. The blood from my hands never stopped dripping and ruined the bed sheet. I'm making it pathetic when it can be fixed. I j--- just have to forget… her. It’s a simple task yet I'm unable to accomplish it, forget her… forget her. I know what I have to do in order to forget about her. Find someone else, I need an auxiliary. “Mr. Bible, we’ve found the details about---.” Theo barged in and I looked at him. “Sir, who did this?” he strolled in my direction taking his gun out while looking for something and stood in front of me to protect me from whatever imaginary person he was picturing. “No one, calm down, tell me what
BIBLE- I spent the night in the club crying and feeling helpless about being in such an impossible situation. I sent Theo outside not showing any other vulgarity of mine, it really pierced my heart thoroughly not leaving any space for me to smile. I tried… I tried everything but couldn’t keep my heart beating for her. is this how my life is gonna be? Do I have to live like this crying in the night all alone while there’s no cure for the wounds I've got? If she’s with me everyone will suffer, my brother, she herself, not forgetting my parents who put their trust in me. If she is not with me, I would be the only one suffering then, that’s how I gotta live. I can’t hold her I can’t call her mine; I can’t kiss her or even laugh with her. I’ve never fallen in love but for the first time I wanted to fall for her. Unfortunately, it will be just a dream for me. It’s not that Theo or Harvey or even Liza would object or go against me but what if I listen to my heart and things get massive
SARAH- “Shut the fuck up” I heard a loud voice making me come back to my consciousness. “Shut up, I'm already losing it, asshole!!” I heard the familiar voice yet again making me open my eyes slightly adjusting to the environment. The visible view wasn’t usual and I realized that I was being picked up by some random man. “Let me go!” I yelled not caring about the noisy voice I just heard, I didn’t bother looking at anyone but the man who had me in his arms. I started grunting and he made me stand on the floor while bowing for forgiveness. I don’t know what was happening around me until my eyes suddenly fell on the man who was sitting on the ground and pulled his hair out in frustration. He was… he was Bar Holding and seeing the strongest mafia collapsed on the floor meant that something serious was happening. Nonetheless, it didn’t matter as I was being transported to some sort of place without my will and I didn’t know what these mafia wanted from me, all that I could think of w
HARVEY-“Tessa, can you listen to me”“No, I don’t want to”“Tessa… I love you” I spoke giving up and she finally stopped. Last night was hectic and I drank a lot, we never got to talk about our kiss but what I did yesterday made her angry.“Go love that whore” she replied in anger.“I was trying to make you jealous; I didn’t even touch her, it was just a few glasses and nothing else” I was explaining myself but I knew the way she reacted, she feels something for me too.“I don’t get jealous for jerks like you, let me be” she spoke again and started leaving, I ran picking her up in my arms and jumped into the pool. “What are you doing, leave me” she spoke but I didn’t give her any chance to fight.I pressed my lips onto hers and she began hitting me with all her might, we were wet and I was losing it, a devil like Bible is on the verge of getting married while a saint like me hasn’t even expressed my feelings for the girl I love.She stopped hitting and the forced kiss turned into a p
BIBLE-“Yes, who are you?”“Uh! I'm Mason… Mason Chester” I couldn’t believe my ear and felt a huge shock taking me back to my misery, I looked at Harvey who didn’t even have the courage to look back into mine.Sarah was standing right beside who didn’t have any idea about my past, my surname. The other day, Harvey and I talked about if I wanted to see my real father and I clearly said no, the surname Chester was the indication that he was m---my father.“W---what happened? Who is he?” she asked grabbing my elbow slowly caressing it with his thumb, she sensed it too but I was dumbstruck not know what to say.“I'm sorry… but I couldn’t let him leave since he wanted to talk” Harvey explained himself, it’s not how this is supposed to happen. I'm finally happy with my life and I need no more drama.“Bible…”“Bible Holding” I corrected him even though I remember that my mother was never married to him, then why did she write her surname as Chester? “Please show him the way out” I spoke loo
SARAH-“You disappointed me, you chose to live with someone who killed your father. You chose him over me…”“What the fuck Hardin, stop the car” I yelled not getting scared of the gun aiming in my direction. “You know what, I'm so done with your abduction tricks, it just never gets old does it?” I roared not losing my calm.“Little Sarah has finally grown up…” Hardin mocked me and I felt anger pulsating in my veins. I placed my hand on the gun and pressed the magazine releasing it with my thumb, Amias taught me how to disassemble a gun and surprisingly I became master in it. I pull the slide back and locked it open with the slide stop lever.He taught me that once, the slide is open, look into the chamber and ensure that no ammunition remains in the gun. It was open in no time leaving Hardin and his partner in shock. “If I know how to destroy it, I very well know how to use it as well. Stop the car before I define the word terror in detail”Words automatically fell from my mouth, I kn
BIBLE-“Where’s Sarah?” I rang the bell and the old lady opened the door while I was expecting Sarah to run into my arms with a broad smile on her face.“What do you mean? Didn’t you send someone to pick her up?” she said and my mind went blank, this isn’t what I was expecting. “Are you kidding me? If this is some sort of joke, please don’t do this.” I spoke not caring about the honorifics.“Sarah! Come out, don’t mess with me” I yelled not believing her words, it might be some sort of joke just to piss me off. I waited for her to come. “Sarah… I'm starting to get angry” I roared again but no response while her mother was only looking at me in shock.“I'm telling you; you asked your man to pick her up.”“What do you mean? Didn’t I say, I’d be coming here?” I ran inside and found nothing; I called Harvey to know if he had sent someone in my place, but he clearly said no.I thought Bar had learnt his lesson but he clearly doesn’t want our mercy, I’m just too tired with his stubbornness.
SARAH-“Do you wanna stay?” he asked as I was cutting my pork dropping all the battle happening between them. He knew I would like to stay since I’ve finally found my mother.“Can I come back home tomorrow?” I asked him politely and he smiled at me in agreement. We finished eating and he stood up leaving. “Wait… already?” I asked while turning and he nodded.“I’ve got to deal with something, it’s already late” he spoke coming closer to me, my mom was sitting right around the corner so I prayed that he shouldn’t kiss me. Or else, she’s gonna talk about this all the time.I eyed him saying no as I saw him leaning forward, it was slow to notice his actions but too fast to dodge the kiss. I looked at my mother eyeing us from the corner of my eyes until he suddenly kissed my forehead. “I'm saving that one for later”He slowly whispered into my ears making me smile like a joker, I pushed him away concealing my smile from both of them but failed and he started leaving. “Wait…” my mother stoo
BIBLE-Since the day when she left without giving me the answers, I lost it. I didn’t hate her but couldn’t find the courage to talk to her about that. I tried to focus on everything but her, I couldn’t, knowing that I'm vulnerable around her.I tried to talk but couldn’t muster up the courage anymore, I would go to work and end up shooting someone in the spur of the moment, Harvey tried to talk it through but I failed. I couldn’t process anything anymore and just simply wanted to get the torture towards the end.I started killing people, ruthlessly and far worse than what Bar used to do. The vow I took of not killing anyone just vanished into thin air, my ten-year-old self would be hating me now as I broke the promise, but promises are meant to be broken.Some were happy and cheering me for the way I was becoming while some who were closed to me got really scared. I got praises as I was maintaining the fear the Holdings have always held on everyone. It was enough to calm me down but
SARAH-He woke up early and I didn’t find him near me as sunlight hit my eyes waking me up. It looked at the time and it was eight in the morning; he wouldn’t have left and I believed he’d come back to take a shower.I got up and washed my face, last night I couldn’t talk to him, he was in pain but I was glad he came to me even though he was unconscious, his inner self calls and yearns for me, I wouldn’t want to ruin this relationship.I heard someone opening the door while I had soap in my eyes, “Bible? Is that you?” I asked walking out of the bathroom. “Hey! Watch out…” I heard him roar all of a sudden and bumped into the wall in front of me, where did that come from, I felt his steps running in my direction and he quickly took me inside in order to wash my face.I felt the tingling sensation near my temple and looked up in the mirror, “It’s bleeding…” I looked at him through the mirror and he scoffed at my reaction slowly taking the first aid kit outside.He held my hand making me
SARAH-We were drifting apart, slowly, but I could see it. the distance between us was suddenly so huge that I couldn’t cover it or cope up with the anxiety coming with it. things had changed so dramatically as whenever I'm sleeping, he would simply come to check on me for once and leave.He didn’t talk to me after that, not that he never tried but got caught off guard that morning, we were sleeping in separate rooms for days now, and more I think about this being a normal thing it just never made sense.He wasn’t angry, he was just… wasn’t him. he saw me training with Amias but never chose to interrupt and the longest conversation we had in the past few days was;“Hey! Uh, do you know what happened between Tessa and Harvey?” I asked trying to start a conversation with him, he looked at me with his normal gaze and stood up while wearing his shoes.“No… t---t Harvey is avoiding her” he spoke and stormed off the room like I had pointed a gun on his forehead. I could see him leaving but
SARAH- “I know, I'm not the right person for you, I ruined your childhood and I have nothing to defend myself with. The only thing I have is my love for you which is never gonna deteriorate. It’s impossible for you to not hate me but it would be so hard to hang to without you.” “Please don’t leave me Sarah… it feels like I'm begging you knowing that it’s wrong as I am the most horrendous person you’ve ever met. I have no right to ask you for anything, but I’d be dead without you” I wasn’t sleeping, but his words definitely made me want to hug him tightly, I held onto his hand not letting him go as I needed him but also, my mind couldn’t forget about what happened with my father. Should I really blame him for something that happened so long ago? Wouldn’t it be too mean of me, but he was my father after all, how can I stay happy with the man who killed my father. “Sarah!!” I heard Tessa’s voice and felt him leaving, I got up and hugged her tightly trying to forget the problems I’ve